Is this how you envisioned spending the majority of your adult life when you were a child?
>>26888075
Before 12-14 I was too dumb to think about it, after yes.
>>26888075
No, but it sure as hell was what I wanted up until now.
When I went to bed on my 16th birthday I thought everything will fall into place eventually.
I thought I'm going to be a grown-up like everybody else, naturally I will have a girlfriend, a job and all the other things going along with it.
Now I'm a 31yo virgin.
Yeah basically. I thought I could get a nerdy girlfriend though to be boring and stare at a screen with me though. There was no internet when I was a kid either, I was just kind of autistic.
>>26888075
Actually yes, I realized early on that my life will be terrible, my dad actually made a joke about it recently, saying that my 10yo self should have become a fortune teller and could have prevented this.
never thought I'd make it this far.
I was convinced I'd kill myself before I turned 20.
>>26888203
Are you really 31?
>>26888304
Yeah. It's not that hard to reach 31 you know.
>>26888203
You thought life was just gonna fall into your lap but thats not how it works, anon.
>>26888348
it is though. you should be somewhat proud.
existing is hard, and you have been doing it for more than 3 decades now.
>>26888075
Absolutly no, I always tought things will get better as I and others mature, but they only became MUCH worse.
Being an ugly(-10/10),short(165cm), poor kid to an immigrant mom is too hard, robots, I sometimes think what could I do in my past life to deserve such shitty life and I can't think of something that deserves my punishment
Nigga that IS what my childhood was and I knew that it would continue into adulthood
Actually, I wanted to get married and have kids and shit, but than I decided that it would be lame and awful.
I was really good at sports as a kid so I naturally thought I was going to be a professional athlete. If not that then the army
It's weird. I never have been able to care about the future, and to this day I've never been able to. It's part of my escapism tendencies, I guess. Since I was young, I never saw anything for me in this world. I still don't.
>implying i'm sitting on chair infront of a desktop pc
>impying i'm not on bed laptop masterrace
thought id have a gf, go to parties, go out with friends, get a car, go to uni, have the occasional skiing holiday with friends
As much as i fucking hate coldplay "nobody said it was easy but nobody said it would be this hard"
>>26888892
Wow you sure hate coldplay quoting their fucking songs and everything.
>>26888075
Nope.
My early teens were spent mostly jacking off and playing video games. Adulthood seemed like it was forever away and I didn't care much.
Then just about everything fucked up. It wasn't until years later that I found one of the only real joys in my life, a Korean massage parlor not far from where I live, and every month or so I'd go there for some fun/comfort.
But even that, the one fucking thing I enjoyed, was taken away recently because the place got raided. I've been scouting around for other places but haven't had any luck so far.
>>26888075
>Is this how you envisioned spending the majority of your adult life when you were a child?
Nope, but I never did have any realistic goals or expectations. Spent most of my youth at the public library reading fantasy novels before the internet was big, and when I started getting into that around 2000 it was more of the same.pic related.
>>26888873
>Bed
Correct
>Laptop
Wrong
I could tell this was a path that was being laid out for me since I was about 10.
>fix the family computer
>hanging out in the A/V and computer labs at school
I actively fought against and pursued a degree that doesn't make me do computer bullshit all day.
>tfw all the newer stuff is done exclusively through coding and then it trickles down into my work
>tfw don't even get credit for working out the real world logistics on some shit a weenie with gaussian09 dreamed up.
as for using the computer for fun. I realized my upbringing wasn't standard and my parents were really sheltering and incompetent. Now i have to waste time figuring out everything now while trying to let go of everything I missed during childhood and as a result early adulthood.
>tfw have to spend hours reading self help, psychology, fitness, spiritual healing books.
>tfw have to cross reference statements and assess authors and data because of the absolute normies that run these industries.
>>26888075
>implying that isn't the life I wanted
Obviously I wanted to play vidya and do nothing all day. I still do. The year after highschool I spent being NEET was one of the best times of my life. Now I'm a wagecuck and I hate my life.
I never thought about adulthood to begin with
>>26888075
No. Next question
Not spam
>>26888075
I never thought I would live this long.
Why am I not surprised this was not an original comment.
No not at all
I was relatively normie up until 7th grade then it's been a constant downward spiral since then
I attempted suicide at 18. I didn't want to live to see my 20th birthday.
I'm now 29. I'm a kissless, handholdless, virgin NEET.
>>26891576
Surprised you've lasted this long
I'm at 22 and same situation as you and I want to end it already
>>26888075
It's what I hoped for, desu.
Didn't realize everyone would give me grief for it.
Oh well.
