Who else into self hurt?
>>26714003
fuck i never understood this shit
why not just exercise until it hurts? seems like an awfully faggy way to alleviate stress
I eat stuff that my digestive system cant handle so my stomach is in constant pain and cramps.
Its the only thing that keeps me occupied so i dont have suicidal thoughts 24/7.
>>26714003
"self-harm"
>>26714003
this is all i can do now
i used to be able to to a lot more and worse but im trying to keep it incognito
I smoke cigarettes
It counts.
I used to
then my mom said only girls do that
Imagine that the people who care about you/you care about saw this. Visualize their reactions. I don't know you and it still pains me to see this. If this was somebody I knew, I'd be balling for them.
I do it on my legs so I have to wear pants constantly
>>26714359
We're on /r9k/ nobody cares about us
>>26714391
I care about you, and I refuse to believe that I am the only one.
>>26714359
>I'd be balling for them.
it's 'bawling'.
and yeah, self harm ain't good. :\ buncha kids never taught how or why to love themselves. life is a bitch
>>26714425
No, I meant balling. I'd go to the god damn NBA for them.
>>26714003
I started small cuts on my arm couple of days ago and holy fuck does it feel good
I Literally just relapsed a few minutes ago after a year of being clean.
Found out my girlfriend is cheating on me
>>26714391
You're right.
Don't listen to this faggot >>26714421
>>26714120
notice the direction of the cuts
like good ol papa franku said
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1hi4ahSMmsA
I used to pick my scabs a lot, so much so that they became gaping wounds. Now my left arm is permanently marked.
>>26714003
Yeah. Probably around that bad too but I stopped. Not for any reason. I'll do it again if I ever get up the strength to buy blades. On my thigh though
>>26714304
Used to do this too. Feels p. good
>>26714359
That's exactly why they do it.
There are plenty of ways you can 'hurt' yourself without leaving any sign, but they go for the attention whoring bitch method.
nah my cat did this
>>26714003
Yeah i did, but never that deep because I'm alittle punk.
>>26714003
never understood this attention based self harm.
just tell em you feel bad
>>26714003
what do you get out of cutting?
how does it make you feel?
I have pain but I just do drugs
drugs honestly seems healthier than cutting, assuming your not doing horrible shit like meth
>>26714700
>horrible shit like meth
tite meme
>>26714670
>never understood this attention based self harm.
It's only for attention if you do it on your forearms, I cut the shit out of my legs because I like to bleed usually will drink or listening to some music to make it better while cutting
I whip myself when I have impure degenerate urges.
>>26714722
all stimulants are shit-tier normie drugs
>>26714359
>Imagine that the people who care about you
>the people who care about you
I'm not sure I understand.
>>26714722
well im on amphetamines right now
why would you do meth when you can just say you have adhd and get amphetamines, a less powerful but far less destructive version of methamphetamines
>>26714421
Well I appreciate that anon, but you don't mean it.
>>26714003
Here's mine pretty nicely healed, I do both arms all the way around and my balls.
>>26714739
No way nigga is this shit real?
>>26714885
Yes.
I haven't had to do it for weeks though, I am becoming pure.
>>26714917
Damn dude I still can't quite believe you but this world is such filth that you cannot possibly purify yourself that way so seriously don't hurt yourself it's not such a big deal. You're one germ in a sea of nothing but germs.
I would almost guarantee you I've done worse shit than you and I absolve you of all sins
Who else /squeamish/ here?
Fucking attention whores, get out of my board! SQUEEEEEEEEEEE!
MUTILATORS GET OUT!
>>26714955
>you cannot possibly purify yourself that way
But it has helped a lot.
>it's not such a big deal
Satan pls
>>26714739
you religious or just taxi driver levels of hatred against "degeneracy"?
>>26715138
A bit of both.
>>26714530
>my arm looks worse than that, but because of acne
RRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>26715085
don't misquote me
i said you cant rise above the filth that is earth no matter how much you harm yourself
that doesn't mean you have to embody sin, just know that there is no point in harming yourself
self inflicted harm is still harm onto another creature, don't do it
>>26715209
But now I have far fewer impure urges, and react to them with disgust when I do have them, instead of indulging them.
>>26714739
You're going to get keloids. Look them up, make sure you know what to look for.
>>26714390
This guy gets it.
My mom used to say I look like I have aids. My dad always comments on it.
No one loves me and neither do I.
>Inb4 attention whore
I at least can lie about these. Bug bites is what I say :)
>used to think cutting was the dumbest shit ever
>after years of self loathing and depression end up hating yourself
>hate yourself so much
>suddenly cutting makes sense because you can't stand yourself and believe you deserve it
and that's how i started cutting, it's not rocket science.
>>26715357
wtf is that aids?
>>26714735
Do you listen to Linken Park while doing that?
I fucking hate myself and I wouldn't ever harm my body. What's the point? Fuck off back to Tumblr you 16 year old girls who are upset because Chad #542 said no to you, there's plenty more meat in the sausage factory
>>26714735
>It's only for attention if you do it on your forearms
actually the forearm is just the easiest and best place to cut
>>26715566
>What's the point?
Feels good, how does that make it Tumblr? The endorphin rush is really great
>>26715532
Nah
>>26715679
It's not that hard to cut in your leg instead of where everyone will see it you faggot
>>26715790
it doesn't feel the same
you know all i have to do is wear long sleeves to cover it up...
>>26714421
I hate when people say this shit, you don't even know anyone here. How could you say this what a straight face?
>>26715808
I feel like someone would notice if I only wore long sleeves
>>26715937
nah i wear long sleeves all the time and nobody really notices/cares dont worry
I used to a little, but it's not worth the scars
I wish I could do it and lot leave a trace
>>26714003
I used to be an edgy faggot and punch the walls outside my apartment until i bled. Is it autism?
u usually just pinch myself or punch myself in the leg until it hurts both my hand and my leg or I turn the radiator on full and hold onto it, hurts like a motherfucker and doesn't leave a mark. Don't wanna be an attention whore I just wanna hurt.
>>26714359
>>26714473
And people say this place isnt full of normies
smugpepe.jpg
>>26714700
Different kind of release. May depend on if your doing it for punishment like>>26714739
Attention whoring is pretty low though desu.
It's kind of disappointing and saddening when people write-off self-harm to le edgy teens
>>26714601
i don't think they care that there is a scar-free way of self-harm. i know because i used to do it for attention too,but what is a way that doesn't leave scars?
>>26716301
can you describe it?
I assume its a rush, you are getting hurt which should release some adrenaline.
still I don't think adrenaline rush is really worth it when better drug rushes are available and less damaging
>>26714421
You're too dazzling to be in this shithole
r8 fags
>>26718626
birch tree/10
used to but i've been self harm free for about a year
used to cut and rip my toe nails out
I used to cut when I was a teen. Eventually this grill I talked to admitted she cut, and I told her I did too. We both promised to never cut again.
I don't talk to her anymore and I kind of hate her now... but I still don't cut, I still respect the promise. Nowadays to self-harm I drink until I throw up and cry until I pass out, at least it doesn't leave scars.
>>26714003
I used too about 10 years ago every day sometimes multiple times a day. I still punch myself sometimes. Ive broken my hand twice.
>>26714359
They didnt care and all they did was scream at me and made it worse because then I realized my family didnt love me.
>>26717015
You know that feeling you get with weed where it washes all over you and happiness and stuff. Its like that but much more intense. It dulls out all your feelings and you dont feel anything and you kind of leave your body and youre just a shell sitting there like soulless and all the pain is gone and happiness and everything and it doesnt matter. Its a numbing peace. Its extremely fucking addicting. Ive never done like heroin but I imagine its near the same. After a bit, you reach this area and you dont feel the pain anymore just emptiness and you want it to go on forever and like 3 hours later after carving nonstop you snap back to reality and youre back in your body but its not like before youre peaceful and you go through your ritual cleaning stuff and bandading yourself up and taking care of yourself and it last for a few hours or so. Then you see how fucked up you are and the cycle repeats. Its a hardcore addiction.
I dont really have any scars though since I took care of everything because I didnt want people to find out because then theyd stop me. The only scars I do have was when I was really really pissed off one time and I was just slashing at myself and I just left them to heal naturally. Neosporin does wonders to prevent scars.
>>26714120
This.
At night I like running as fast as I can, and as long as I can.
It's a great way to relieve yourself with pain.
I cut my wrist once and felt like a complete faggot,
I stick to my upper arms and legs, only faggots cut their wrists
>>26714003
/r9k/ is tumblr now.
>>26714003
Nah, if I'm gonna hurt myself, I'll make sure it's fatal
>>26720645
Nice memes faggot.
Tumblr freaks the fuck out if you even post pomegranates "because they look like gore"
>>26714003
>cutting
FUCKING NORMIES
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
GET THE FUCK OF MY BOARD
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>26720719
Why are you so triggered do you self harm? Well if you do that proves my point. Go back to tumblr or dont get so triggered you emotional fag.
I used to self harm. Then I realized it wasn't really doing anything.
It wasn't helping me, and I was just doing it because I was caught in a routine where I thought it made me feel better.
You can fight this, guys. You just have to take a step back and talk to yourself.
I haven't cut in about 6 months but still have scars and shit.
This thread is making me want to do it again, I guess I will.
I got a scar on my wrist from the last time my heart broke.
Cutting is fantastic. It's like taking drugs
>>26714003
Postmore Poast more pls. This is so hot. :3
>>26714003
I don't cut, but I burn a lot. I haven't done it recently but it was just really tiny things like if I'm ironing my clothes, I'll press my iron against my arm for a few seconds or pouring a kettle of boiling water over my back and stuff like that. I think the worst was when I was like fifteen and I held my hand done over a hot stovetop. I needed to go to hospital for that because while it's was pretty superficial because it was on my hand it was a little more serious.
>tfw even if anyone wanted to be in a relationship with me I'd have to say no so they wouldn't see my ugly body
>>26721348
why not just do drugs?
>>26721202
Cutting is normie thing since when?
>>26721244
Nice memes faggot.
Nice memes faggot.
>>26721622
Cutting is free and everyone has a knife at home.
>>26721636
since social media was created
>>26714670
I know for a fact doctors wont take you seriously until you try to kill yourself. It's sad but true. I never understood it either until I did it.
>>26714700
I smoke weed now but when I did cut it was addictive like a drug.
For any cutters out there who think about drinking. DRINKING ALCOHOL WILL MAKE DEPRESSION WORSE. Just warning you.
>>26714003
never tried because I have always been too much of wuss. I have always hated myself for that, but I usually go for more indirect ways of self hurt. I have always wondered though, does cutting actually feel good? Please describe how it feels.
>>26721815
>Cutting vertically
haha the absolute madman!
