>be me 17
>know some nice girl in 2013 with colored hair her name is paola (always changing her hair color)
>girl is so nice with me, she is so beautiful and cares about everyone
>she is not so into chating on the internet so we stop talking
>find some crazy girl and start some strange relatioship with this random crazy girl
>it's my birthday 18 years old YAY
>invite all my friends, the crazy girl and the colored hair girl
>paola see me with the crazy girl and clearly she is really jealous
>crazy girl fuck up everything, sleeps with one of my best friends and kiss the other one
>suicide.exe
>i get fucking mad and have a outbreak try to kill myself with heavy medicine (yeah fucking att)
>paola starts talking with me all day and invites me for a lot of things
>she invite me to a halloween party and she makes a Skull makeup on me and on her (PIC in the post)
>itsadreamcomingtrue.jpg
>i get in fucking love with her, everyday, everytime i think of her
>one day she goes to a singing contest and she sings and i melt in front of her, she is like a angel and i just can't hide my feelings anymore it's more than everything i've ever felt
>she always says to me that she prefers girls instead guys, but that she is bi
>she have had two other girlfriends before this
>one day she calls me, she is crying and she says to me that she wanted to be my girlfriend
>its like one of the best days of my life
>we start this relationship
>im virgin and really shy and insecure
>invite her to my house
>ohyeahbaby.png
>i'm fucking scared, shaking, never did it, can't find the the vagina hole
>jesus fucking christ whats is wrong with me
>calm my self and find the right place
>before i started she stops everything and starts crying
>wtfhaveidone.jpg
>she tells me that she was raped when she was 5 years for like 2 years
>hug her while naked and almost cry
>talks with her and say i'm sorry about what i did
>she trys again and again and again and one day she start to feel confortable
Continue...
cont op pls
>>26670875
>Continue...
please stop
>some weeks after the "sex"
>she asks me to talk, she wants to break up with me
>i cry fucking hard
>she asks me to be more romantic, i make a joke about it because i just fear my feelings
>i was a fucking douche and she break up with me
>she crys fucking hard
>teendrama.exe
>tears.png
>nothingmakessense.jpg
>3 weeks later we start talking again
>clearly she still loves me and so do i
>she gives me another try
>1 year of pure love and happiness
>everything is working, i just love my life for the first time
>she can make wild sex with me like never before
>we do everything together
>everybody thinks we are the cutest couple ever
>it's almost christmas
>she wants to talk with me
>she wants to break up, because she thinks she does not feel anymore what she used to feel with me
>she crys
>i fucking cry
>we hug and cry
>i'm fucking alone again
>realise i've to move one with the break up or i will drown in my depression
>start talking with some girls
>while chating with this girls i receive a message saying that paola doesn't want to see me again
>I FORGOT MY FACEBOOK LOGED IN HER PC!
>she didn't want to break up with me, she just needs attention and more love
>i fucked up jesus christ
>try to talk with her to fix things
>we talk a lot and she gives me another chance
>christmas and new year in the beach with her
>eveything is back again, i love my girlfriends so much
>3 weeks after new year
>i'm my house with her and she suddenly says "i think we are not working out anymore, i think we need to break up..."
>crys like a baby
>ihatemyself.png
>we still friends
>can't take her out of my head, can't think about anything without remebering her
>everytime i see her and talk with her i cry
>2 months after the break up
>i'm this rock show helping my friend with the equipment
>and with no warning my ex appears in the show
>my hearth freezes
>i don't know what to do
>bigbreath.png
>goes to say hi to her
>see her with another guy
The hell still continue
>my hearth freezes and i hear it cracking like a glass
>i just can't accept this is true
>i want to kill myself
>i fucking want to die
>i fucking love this woman
>1 week later
>goes to my pc and make this post
>guys can you help me? i really need some advice...
>>26670875
wow OP you sure are lucky
What's her name?
Did you have sex?
Jesus Christ op, this is embarrassing. Keep this shit to yourself.
>>26671184
>>26671171
>>26670875
Thanks for the keks op.kys familiare
the good thing is that we are all fucked up
Dan dude. First off I commend you for opening your heart to such a crazy fucking woman. Some things you got to know. It ain't normal for her and you to be breaking up here and there ain't everywhere everytime Paola goes on her period. There ain't no true love only true time nigga. She ain't a bad person she can still mean something to you but this one has to be forgotten for the time being. You like to party and occupy your time. Find a better chick and make her your new love.
Love doesn't exist pls OP be serious
oh forgot to mention, her entire house was burned because of some gadget that exploded during dawn
>>26671308
Then let her chill at your place fuck her and live.
How can we possibly help you?
>>26671373
just say some nice things, I just want to read some opinions or feel free to say anything
>>26671262 thanks for the advice
>>26671214
>samefagging
what a fucking faggot
get out norMIE RRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>26671530
i swear it wasn't me in this one
>>26671545
>same name
fuck off
Just chill.exe
>coming to R9K to cry like a little bitch about your gf leaving you cause you're a fucking failed normie faggot
Consider this: kill yourself.
>>26671948
nobody who is in 4chan and in the /r9k/ is fucking normal lol
