You are now locked from this thread if you have ever
>had a meaningful conversation with a girl
>had prolonged eye contact with a girl
>had a sexual encounter with a girl
>enjoyed the company of females
>been photographed with a girl
>had a female friend
>held a girl's hand
>kissed a girl
or if you are yourself a female.
4 more years until wizard. god kill me please.
>>26665036
I'm posting in your safe space anyway suck it
this used to be a board for sad fucks, not weird elitist turbospergs
get off my board fags
>>26665130
I see myself where you are, and I am just 18
Alone I walk the winding way I guess
about 19 months away until wizard mode
does total emotional numbness count as a feel?
Level 32 wizard here.
Getting closer to my next lvlup.
I feel nothing. I'm not even angry anymore. I wish I were smarter, so I could find the words to convey the emptiness.
I look like a man, but I am not anymore.
>>26665294
holy fucking shit that girl is cute
I actually feel sad looking at her
Virginal bump.
>>26665271
It's the only feel there is in this thread.
How did it come to this point? There must have been another way.
Choose one option:
1. Kill yourself, it ain't getting better.
2. Sleep with a whore. Whether you know some place, go to backpages, go to Vegas, etc. Find a way to fuck one without any expectations for her, the sex, or yourself; you're paying for it, nothing is expected. Then reflect...
3. Consider your life to this point, maybe whining about your virgin life isn't so bad. Continue on your whiny wizard path.
4. Plan in daily detail, a 1 year plan of physical and social self improvement. You can start off with only physical, but it must be substantial. You must start going to social gatherings once a week by 4 months and twice a week by 7 months. Have a way to measure your progress. Do not wait for a special day to begin executing your plan, next Tuesday is just fine for Day 1. Your goal by Day 365 is have lunch with a girl. Google shit you need to know about nutrition, social skills and norms, exercise, and anything else.
Option 4 is the greatest test of resolve you've ever had. Only those who commit each morning and hold themselves accountable each night succeed. But the rewards for this plight... cannot be conveyed in words.
I suggest the first option.
>>26669731
There was no need for you to draw up a list. I've long since taken option three. The neetlife is good. That's why I make these threads every night. Option four is highly overblown.
Why? I'm too disgusted by sex. I have wet dreams sometimes that invariably gag me awake just by how revolting they are. An open vagina looks like gore and the fluids that come out of them are enough to make any girl, no matter how pretty I might consider her at first glance, completely irredeemable. I have never watched porn, never stuck around for any sex ed in high school, and never spoken a word about sex to anyone in person.
Can't help being attracted to women though. My lingering heterosexuality is something that I'm just unable to get rid of. Not to say I'd rather be a degenerate of any kind, as I find them equally repulsive, I just want to not have sexual feelings at all.
>>26670279
Watch you don't cut yourself on that edge bro
>>26670290
But it's all true. Maybe I'm just autistic. Not everyone here is pretending to be, you know.
>>26665036
>or if you are yourself a female.
girls can be kvs to, it's wrong to assume otherwise.
>>26670321
11 year olds aren't allowed to post on 4chan though.
>>26665331
There's a calculating, judgmental succubus behind those eyes, anon.
>Wanting someone high 8/10
Psychotic and needy, invests time into their real life over any actual value. You wanna go for the homely down-to-earth girls. Appeal matters so little once you're about to touch their skin in bed and life is good.
>Kissless
I'm not, but that's only worse. Knowing what you're missing out on.
