When I smoke weed, I find the very essence of what makes me who I am.
It's the part that I need to change, but the next day I'll barely recall what that essence is. It's a distant memory of something you almost gasped at one point but had since forgot.
Though, I want to be that person that I envision being. I don't know how to retrace those steps and change.
Eventually I'll forget the epiphany and stay the same.
How do I break through to the other side?
God damn you have expressed my thoughts.
I don't have an answer though because I am the same.
Weed is a very mild psychedelic.
Do acid
You'll break through and you won't Forget it either
>>26663318
I'm too anxious for acid. I have mental issues, I can't even do weed unless I have some Valium or something like that.
With Valium, I can smoke weed and enjoy it, though it's never fun. It's revealing, I see things from very different perspectives. My introspection skills become super powers.
Maybe I could up my Valium dose and do acid. But I feel like there's risk involved.
when you smoke weed you experience schizophrenia
fuck off neetfag
>>26663318
>break on through to psychosis, mayne!
>>26663651
aaaaaaah he's a mental case. Oh lawd this explains everything
>schizos in charge of self-medication
>>26663708
I've never been diagnosed with schizo, I've been diagnosed with major depressive a long time ago.
If I am schizo then I've been schizo for a very almost a decade and it had little to no effects on my life.
I've was on SSRIs for a 4 months, and I get a benzo prescription every once in a while.
>>26662858
when i smoke weed i really like the thoughts i have but it becomes impossible to concentrate on anything and i often forget simple things after only a few seconds
>>26663773
>major depressives not aware depression correlates to marijuana, not the other way around
meh
>>26663793
literal neurotoxic effect: the post
>>26663832
I know what marijuana does. That doesn't mean that I still don't reminisce my stoner days.
I just made an observation and wondered if anyone has had the same experience.
There's no need to get all psychologist on me, I'm aware of what weed does, that's why I don't smoke it on the regular.
>>26663915
eh, I've long since realized shitting on people is the only way to get a point across on 'chan culture
sorry mate
>>26663945
fite me mate
>>26663963
how much can you lift
>>26663945
you seem like SUCH a fag m8
>>26664256
1000% straight(edge)
art thou envious??? bitch nigga crackpipe
>>26662858
You are clearly new to marijuanis. Smoke more and your high state of mind will start to merge into your sober one. Trust me, I'm a tokeologist.
>>26662858
you don't write shit down?
>>26664638
Son, I've smoked ridiculous amount of weed in the past. Doing it every 5-8 months apart make for a better high.
>>26665675
Even if you do, the reality will switch things up.
