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hey /b/ros need some help. parents are fed up, counsellors can't help so all i really have are you degenerates.
pt 1
>be me
>20 y/o male
>have 3 y/o daughter
>2012 17 y/o dad mum was 14
>pedo.jpg
>when ex first got pregnant we tried to talk her into considering abortion
>she would not have it
>stars sperging on about "muh female rights"
"i want to care for this baby"
>find out later
she really just wants baby so she can "keep" me around
>in love/lust so don't see it
>me and family decide to support her through pregnancy
>get part time job at super market to pay for expenses of baby
>not really coping mentally
>try to hide the crippling stress with drugs
>ex gf demands i buy her things that have no relation to baby whatsoever
>about 5 months into pregnancy realise her true colours
>that like most women they only want money and to control
>try to focus on school work and job
>ex says i don't see her enough (live in different towns 40 min drive)
>months go by and my daughter was brought into the world on october 2012
>confused feelings
>somewhere between joy and grief/fear
>i stay at school and job whilst gf gets ready to move in with me and family
>it was at this time the black hole in my heart started to grow deeper
will continue if anyone interested in my plight. just feel like stabbing someone tbqh
get fucked normie ree
>>26657478
let it out m8
continue, im interested
>>26657554
Hello rato
also interested
>>26657478
Vent due to the inevitable kekking.
>>26657554
I'm already balding pre-maturely you have no power over me, Rato.
>>26657478
>get a 14 year old pregnant
>genuinely surprised that she's immature and makes poor decisions for her and her baby
You are beyond retarded and deserve whatever fate brings you.
If she were at least 16/17, I'd give a crap. But you walked right the fuck into this.
>>26657478
wow OP this is some next level stuff
I just had my mind destroyed the regular way by a mentally ill girl
>>26657554
hello rato
Please tell us what it's like to be a father
pt2.
>start of 2013
>get back into school
>learning to manage having school, job and baby
>the ex moves in with us on feb
>get me dick wet most nights so feelsgoodman.jpg
>ex asks if she can go hang out with her friends for the w.e.
>say sure, she had been pretty good up until then with baby
>goes away
>doesn't come back for a week
>pretty pissed but she trys to shrug it off with angry sex
>i oblige her
>week later get call from mother
>"anon she's gone again"
>wtf
>she keeps doing this for the whole time shes staying with us (which was only 6 weeks)
>try talking to her
>starts going on about how she misses being a teen
>seeing all her friends going out while she's stuck with baby
>me and family tell her this is what she signed up for
>doesn't listen to us only her opinion matters
>tries to use sex to get out of it
>get real sick of her shit decide to call a "break"
on our relationship
>she translates this as she has the right to be a filthy slut and just goes out again and fucks anything with a penis
>then messages me saying i was unfaithful first
>wut
>kind of just tolerating her now
>on the other hand my daughter is the most purest lights i have ever had the privelige of experiencing
>totally oblivious to her fuck-tard parents
>try to keep strong for her
>the mother says she wants her and baby to visit her family in australia
>red flag
>me and mother talk to her about how long
>she say 2 months, month and a half
>both rather hesitant but give her benefit of the doubt
>pay for her ticket/ride to airport
(closest international airport over 200kms away back then)
>the night she leaves i give her a hug
>tell her not to get into trouble
>she just laughs and says she'll see me in a month
continue?
>>26657554originnnario
>>26657554
hello rato thanks for the input
>>26657842
keep going m8, im reading
>>26657842
> tfw she steals your child
Continue and please don't let it be this
>>26657782
maybe anon, maybe. i just expected too muc
>>26657842
>on the other hand my daughter is the most purest lights i have ever had the privelige of experiencing
No OP you are blinded by emotion once again. You daughter is just another larval women with your rotten cheating whore of a girl-friend's genes. You should leave her to die in the woods.
>>26657554
Hello rato
Boing boing
>>26657554
Hello rato
interested in your story Anon
addressing a board as a different board should be an automatic 24 hours ban
>>26657903
We all know it's going to be this.
Also, OP, no matter what, your daughter is going to have a miserable life, and she'll probably fall into all of the same pitfalls as her parents. She'll be on drugs and having sex regularly at 14. Sorry, that's just how it works.
ebun nice
memeposting
:DD
>>26657554
hello rato
please continue this thread cant die
>>26657478
>>26657842
pt.3
>it's been about a month since she left
>it's actually going pretty good
>school getting back to normal
>work is alright enjoying the friends i'm making
>talk with mother every now and again
>going on about how she misses me and can't wait to come back
>baby seems really well
>start to ask questions about when she's coming back
>"oh anon i forgot to tell you i lost my passport and had to apply to get a new one"
>i say ok and ask if she wants me to send money over for apllication/baby stuff
>send over about $400
>3 weeks go by
>starting to get worried because we cant get in touch with her
>her grandparents always answering phone and saying she's either here or there
>finally get in touch
>she says she still hasn't done it because she left the application in another town and forogt to grab it
>ask her about baby
>says she's alright, won't let me talk to her
>"she's asleep anon"
>whatever
>decide to go to lawyers with mother
>talk about putting things in motion with lawyer
>states i have slim chances of getting my daughter back due to being a male and australia are quite the assholes about it
>only advice he gives me is to try and coax the mother back to new zealand
>is more surprised i didn't get charged with statuatory rape
>the hole is getting bigger
>try talking to the mother again
>putting a bit of pressure on her to return
>goes totally apeshit
>"ANON I AM A STRONG WOMAN AND ALL YOU AND YOUR FAMILY DID WAS SHIT ON ME THE WHOLE TIME I WAS THERE, I CANT BE MYSELF IN NZ I NEED TO BE HERE WITH MY REAL FAMILY AND FRIENDS"
>"FUCK YOU ANYWAY CUNT YOU HAVE BEEN CHEATING ON ME THIS WHOLE TIME WHY WOULDN'T YOU? YOU ARE A MALE AND ALL THEY WANT IS SEX"
>tell her i've been to see the lawyers
>rages with the force of a thousand suns
>"SAY GOODBYE TO YOUR DAUGHTER ANON, YOU'RE ONLY GOING TO BE ABLE TO SEE HER WHEN I SAY SO"
>hang up cause fuck her bullshit
>>26658236
sorry it's shit, have to try and process what happened through all my rage
>>26657554
hello rato
every schoolshooter is our hero and we praise them.
>>26658236
pt4
>endless rage
>rage that quickly turns to depression and anger
>start to lash out at school and decide to leave work
>the next 8 months are agony
>whenever i go on social media to see photos of daughter
>there are just photos of her dressing slutty, inviting guys into her box
>mfw i still feel something
>tearsmeupinside.jpg
>about 8 months into this ordeal i get a phonecall from the grandmother
>"oh hey anon can we talk?
>"its the mother. she hasn't been taking care of baby at all for the past 2 months
>"she has just been going out partying, and getting wasted really"
>" i was just wondering maybe for abit if you would like to come get her while the mother gets back on her feet?"
>glimmer of hope
>say i would be delighted to
>get my daughter back on the 27 of september
(a day before my 18th birthday)
>an overwhelming joy at having her home
>my daughter is again oblivious to the turmoil
>as it should be
>finally can get on my way to rebuilding
>finish final year of school and pass
>decide then to go on benefit/welfare whilst i look into tertiary study
>but as the days go by
>the void in my heart does not heal
>it somehow manages to get even deeper
one bump two bump red bump blue bump
>>26658537
c'mon OP, get this shit out quicker!
>>26658537
last one bros sorry i'm shit at greentext
>feel as if i was robbed of something
>my innocence? or maybe just my motivation
>start doing more drugs
>mostly weed
>start failing in studies
>sleep in a lot, get my parents to care for her in mornings and that
>just isolate myself in my room and play vidya
>feels like the only way to escape the harsh world
>been stuck in this rut til today
>my daughter
>she is the complete opposite of me
>always happy, and not afraid of anything/one
>outgoing
>confident
>love
>i look into her eyes
>all i see is her mother and how much she hurt me
>slowly but surely begin to resent my daughter
>i begin to resent a whole lot more
>a lot more prone to anger
>lash out at family who are only trying to help
>take it out on everyone except the person who really deserves it
>me
>gain weight
>don't leave house for extended periods of time
>don't socialise (always been really introverted anyway)
>my only solace is vidya and weed
>can't do anything right by my daughter
>don't really think i want to
>don't really want to live anymore
>but can't bring myself to do it because of her
>just caught in an endless cycle of lethargism and self pity
>have grown an accute distaste for women and pop media
>born out of my own hubris
>mfw i still somehow have unresolved feelings for the mother but can't deal with them because she is too chicken shit to even talk or come visit
>mfw i want all life to end
welp that was the story of my pathetic life. thanks for showing a little interest even if it was just for the laughs, if you have any opinions at all feel free to share.
>>26658822
Start caring for your daughter bro she's not your ex and stop being a selfish faggot
>>26658865
this.
Stop being a baby.
>>26658865
Do this.
Never bad talk your ex when your daughter is around.
Because you hate her, doesn't mean your daughter will.
>>26657554
hello rato
because this is the most original thing ever posted on the history of mankind and it's existence as a species as a whole
>>26658822
When are you going to grow up?
