Cyborg feels & stories
(inb4 reeeeeeeeee)
>tfw you can't get over your ex
>tfw you're texting with several girls but it's all meaningless and hollow and you still check your ex's profile everyday
>tfw your ex is amentally ill and a truly pathetic person deserving only contempt
>tfw you still think of her every day
someone remove me from the face of this planet pls
>broke
>can't afford supreme German made parts
>cheap Malaysian pocket actuators constantly leak fluid
>tfw you'll never be able to logically seduce a cyembot
>>26657110
How is she mentally ill?
>>26657110
if you are still thinking her how are you a robot?
>tfw you're about to lose your virginity
>a mixture of alcohol and anxiety means you drop the spaghetti and can't get it up
>have to settle for eating her out
>still a virgin
just fuck my shit up
>>26657285
>How is she mentally ill?
anxiety, panic attacks, paranoia, body image issues, explosive temper, unpredictable, possibly personality disorder
>>26657955
>if you are still thinking her how are you a robot?
What are you trying to say? I'm a cyborg
>ex gf is Japanese back in Japan
>spend 4 hours on Skype
>helping with work in English
>say I love her
>she cries and says it's all my fault
>I cheated on her rtf missed my chance.
>New bf also English but in Japan
Super cuck
>>26657994
This is a common cybord feature. It happens bro. Its not that bad. You will get it sometime
>>26658121
Yeah, i reckon i'm a solid 5/10 with more to my personality than internet shitposting so i'll probably make it one day
>>26658007
a robot cant feel love/hate in other words you have no reason thinking of her Mr. Normie Normieson
>>26658208
Well that girl killed everything inside me and I'm numb now and feel like a walking corpse, does that count
>tfw you like a girl 4 yrs younger than you (13-17 when we met)
>she is your younger brother's friend
>no friends and no other female contact so she becomes your oneitis
>you feel a little bit like a pedo but whatever you aren't doing anything just crushing on her
>you orbit her so hard she becomes your best friend
>you seem to hit it off way better than most people, even after a couple months you can tell there's something special
>you two hang out every day, she completes you
>you find out she's visiting her dad in another country for a year and a half
>the day comes and she leaves
>you spend a year talking to her every day over skype
>you two are making plans about living together (as friends of course)
>her dad invites you to visit
>you look forward to seeing her and visiting so much you obsess over it
>the day comes and you leave
>you stay with her for 6 months
>she starts getting close with your brother
>whatever you still get all her attention you're her only friend out here
>dread the day you two are flying home together
>inevitably it happens
>hanging out with her is now a competition between you and your brother
>it's pulling you two apart
>she doesn't see this
>you decide you've had enough and stop hanging out with her
>she misses your company and suggests you two try dating
>she's 16 now so it's legal
>you think you've finally escaped this stupid robot life and everything worked out
>you think
1/2. Dunno why I'm typing in second person
>>26658248
no.. you are actually super sad about it.. its a feeling
but look the bright side... if you can get sad it means you can also get happy ^ ^
but i envy you..
>>26658327
But it's been years now
When will it start to get better
>>26658368
when you meet someone else of course baka!
if you wake one day and you realise that you are not getting happy no matter what you have in your life then you actually have a problem and you are a robot...
buuuutt the good news are that you overcome your ex because you care for nothing now!
>>26658279
i dont get it.. why dont you discuss it with your brother?
you know that you will meet plenty girls but only 1 brother... dont be str8 just try fishing..
>didn't get a girl until 21
>she broke up with me at 28 because she finally realized my life was going nowhere and I'm incapable of functioning like a normie
>it's like the last 7 years of my life were a dream
With her by my side, I could masquerade as a normie, at least some of the time. Now that's she's gone, everyone can see that I'm a half-baked failure, neither human nor robot.
I don't miss her. I miss the illusion of normalcy she provided me.
Both normies and robots look on me with contempt, each seeing me as the other.
>>26658431
I've met other girls but I can't be arsed to make a move onto them even if they obsess over me
I literally have no motivation to do anything with a girl anymore
>>26658279
Shit didn't mean to upload pic until this post. Anyways.
>you two go on a few dates
>you actually have sexual experiences with her
>she was a virgin and never went past kissing so you are both exploring new ground
>starts to go south and your brother is depressed all the time
>she still insists on having him around for everything but your dates
>one day when brother isnt there she starts crying
>she says she feels bad for doing sex things and doesn't think of you as a boyfriend, more like a brother
>you two break up that night
>she expects you to still hang out with her and your brother
>she doesn't understand why you avoid her
>she still comes over all the time because she's your brother's oneitis too
>a couple times she tries talking to you, you blow her off while dying inside
>she starts hating you
>you tell yourself you hate her too, even though you know she was perfect for you
>you get to see her and hear her being happy and laughing while your brother tickles her or otherwise just makes her laugh
>you get to die inside alone in your room
>you get drunk a lot now
>one day you send her pic related from the first post
>that's your only conversation with her in a while
>you can't imagine life with any other person
>you can't even fap without getting sad because any porn reminds you of her
>you spend most nights crying or drunk or both
How do I stop
>tfw the only thing keeping me from being a true robot is employment
I want off this ride.
>>26658456
My brother is just like me. He wouldn't back off from her. Her and I don't talk anymore anyway so my relationship with him is good again
>>26657052
>Be me at 24
>I am the only one in my friendship group who has never had a GF
>I am incompetent with any and all women beyond basic conversation
>I am worried because I have never had a GF soon they may begin to presume I'm a fag
When does this ride end?
>>26658527
then you did the correct move...
even though you took a bullet you have to stand up and keep moving.. just like a cool guy.. like nothing ever happened... you dont have many options.. just dont look back.. this will make you weaker.
>>26658475
just relax....do you smoke something? take a sip
do you drink? take another sip
you are sad because you lost your most beutifull moments.. but if you dont create new ones you will never be happy again...
good things comes to those who are brave to go after them..
grow a pair and do a move.. you might be rejected a few times but eventually you will learn....
even if your thoughs are obsessing you , you will find someone that will make you forget them... but if you dont get out of your fucking room you wont..
>seeing girl somehow
>shit at communication of emotions
>bottle things up, leads to breakup
>year passes, try again
>tells me to be more open when i'm upset this time around
>fastfoward to 2 nights ago, she going to some club in a city like 5 hours away after convincing me it'll be fine
>gives me severe anxiety, insists she'll txt me the whole time and will be returning by around 5 am
>never get a text but one at 4:30
>immediately ask when shes coming home
>never answers
>dying of anxiety, wait up for an answer, fall asleep around 7, wake up at 10 to nothing still
>i have to try now
>shes still there, super casual about it
>remember i need to communicate these things more
>inform her that that was pretty inconsiderate and i am upset by this
>youre being controlling and possessive, anon, i don't have to report to you
>refuses to concede in the tiniest amount that she may have even possibly done something "wrong" or unkind
>mfw
why does every woman know how to perfectly avoid confronting the actual issue and make out like you being crazy and upset is the real issue
fug it all
>ask a cute boy out to go to the pictures or play pool or eat weeb food or whatever every week
>he's always busy
>>26658551
do you have any good female friends?
if yes ask them to help you out with suggestion.
if not whats your body type?
if its bad fix it.
what about your hair / teeth ?
take a good care of your look... most of my experience is because some girls made the first move..(and the second and the third..) you dont have to be an alpa male.. all you need to do is to make a good first impression.. the rest will come after. (also keep in mind that out there are plenty ninfos..)
>>26658709
>do you drink? take another sip
I'm at a point where I can down a bottle of vodka and feel only dizzy
>>26657052
>shitloads of friends
>super social
>never had trouble making friends, even as a kid
>people generaly like me>never had a gf>girls don't even look in my direction
Some of my friends are giant fucking sperglords and they have loving GF's. Meanwhile I'm struggling with crippling depression and lonelines.
>>26658709
If I could move on like nothing happened I wouldn't be posting here
Not to mention I spent half a year in a foreign country, that was a lifechanging experience in itself. I almost don't want to forget
>be in employment and education
>be virtually invisible to my classmates and avoided by coworkers
>have no friends from hs or neighborhood
>family thinks I'm a sad looser and keeps their distance
at least NEETs can stay in bed all day
>>26658789
this one is easy.
stop asking him.
>>26658724
well she is obviously cheating on you.
if you dont want to end up in a bad shape break up with her and tell her that you found someone else.. someone who can understand you. in this case you will make her mad. (it will hit her ego and she will miss you someday.) but if she breaks up with you for someone else you will be the sad one here..
obviously this relation is hurting you
>>26658884
thats cool... drunk girls are the easiest!!
>>26658902
you are lucky.. you had a new experience.. althought it end up this way it was a lesson learned... although i dont see what you learned..
how old are you and where are you from?
and just for the records you are a nice hero in my eyes ^ ^
>>26658208
>robot can't feel hate
Tell that to elliot rodgers
>>26657110
>>26657994
>>26658081
>>26658279
>>26658886
I don't even know why you people even delude yourself to the extent to call yourself anything other than a failed NORMIE
>Tfw you're in a LDR and your gf never speaks to you.
>Tfw you want to break up but terrified of being alone again and could never handle her being with someone else.
>Tfw you're a decent 6-7/10 overall, fit, moderately attractive, and know how to talk to girls, but have no idea how to approach them.
>Tfw you have so much potential but it doesn't matter because you can't approach people.
>Tfw you're lonely and hate yourself.
>>26658990
I'm 20. From Canada. If I didn't struggle with crippling depression it might have been a good experience. And I know I'm still young and probably have lots of opportunity but mentally I'm kind of fucked up.
>>26659080
cool story bro
fuck your shit
>>26659111
Just leave
You belong on facebook or Twitter or tinder or whatever the fuck normies do nowadays
>>26657052
>have several female friends because I can talk to females fine as long as I'm not flirting
>have a couple female-ish interests so they like me as a friend
>whenever I try to make it more they slowly become distant from me
>>26659043
he isnt a robot. he was feeling sad because of reasons. he killed himself because of feelings.
have you ever seen a cold blooded person? a real robot anon...
someone who does things without a reason. not someone controled by emotions..
>>26659083
iktf
>tfw you could've had your first with a qt boy, 10/10 which was an LDR
>tfw it was almost perfect
>tfw circumstances pop up like cold sores and you have no chance anymore
>>26659090
you are very close in my age but far enought...
what about your studies? how is your future looking?
>>26658818
Alright anon I'll play your game
1. No not really
2. I'm very slender, an unfortunate side affect of high metabolism
3.Everything else is pretty much everage, however I do have some minor acne which has been slowly improving.
I've had so little experiance talking with them that i'm socially inept when it comes to reaching anything other than normal conversation.
>>26659135
Nah, I enjoy staying here and I can relate on lots of feels. I'm not gonna leave just because you got triggered, m8.
>>26658789
Unless you look fucking disgusting or are creeping him out, he's prob actually busy.
>>26659224
>I can relate on lots of feels
Such as "wah my gf doesn't like anal we have it worse than robots"
You people are cancer in-fucking-carnate
this is the sole place on the entire internet where you aren't welcome. Yet you must come.
>can't socialize without alcohol involved
>somehow manage to make some friends
>takes forever to relax around them
>still scared of 99% of people
same goes for gf's
>tfw you used to be a normie with a relatively decent academic performance and a gf that you would actually socialize and go to parties with
>tfw you regressed into an alcoholic NEET who's barely scraping through uni and your friends are getting a steady supply of gfs
The only front I have left of my normie life is the occasional one night stand every now and then. I can't solidify relationships with girls and people anymore.
How the fuck did I fall so hard from grace?
>>26658818
I'll do it
>yes i have female friends, but i'm >>26659140
>I did, they said 'ehhhhhh' or some form of it, tried to avoid situation
>tall and thin, pale
>i am extremely /fit/ but it doesnt seem to show
>i take good care of my hair, teeth pretty average
>i tried this, then after about a year said fuck it and asked them. they said i waited too long.
>>26659277
Us faggots need a cool place to bitch at, you know?
>>26659336
maybe 8ch has a cyborg board
i hate 8ch, but its better than being a very, very tiny minority here.
>>26659313
>>tfw you used to be a normie with a relatively decent academic performance and a gf that you would actually socialize and go to parties with
>>tfw you regressed into an alcoholic NEET who's barely scraping through uni and your friends are getting a steady supply of gfs
I somehow can relate. i feel like my life has a been a cycle of robot>cyborg>robot
>>26659221
Not the guy you are responding to, but that's like someone talks who has absolutely no confidence.
No I'm not gonna tell you that girls dig confidence or some other shit but I'm going to say that you should take care of your body and your mind. Start exercising and dressing better. As time passes, you'll improve your body and also your confidence. Girls are gonna be more into you. I'm not saying that girl will necessarily start to talk to you all of a sudden, but when you dress well and your body looks great, you've caught her interest.
Trust me when I say that it is way easier with a woman, when you know that she thinks you're attractive. It's a shallow world we live in and memorizing some line from the internet won't give you shit. You've got to accept that you'll have to improve mind and body to accomplish your goals (even if it's something as trivial as getting late). As a cyborg, you should be capable of doing so.
>>26657052
>tfw make good first impressions but cannot form personal relationships
>tfw everyone seems to like you and has a good opinion of you but nobody considers you their friend.
>tfw you have just enough personal interaction to give you hope that you can become normal
>tfw that hope is always crushed
>>26659336
Yeah, it's called Tumblr, facebook, tinder, Twitter, literally any other website on the Internet
>>26657110
>tfw I started thinking about my ex again
>tfw I remembered that she was/is a HUGE fan of pic related
>tfw they're all I listen to now
>tfw I'm buying all their music and have 3 t shirts of them
fucking end this nightmareany psychology fag wanna tell me what my situation is called?
>>26659178
Biology interests me. I took basic level courses at a local college but I really have no direction education-wise.
There's a couple different paths my future could take.. there's a chance I'll become schizophrenic or alcoholic, they run in the family. I don't know how to make my future fulfilling without having another person in it though
>>26659396
Holy fucking shit this is me
But then, there's always that one guy, the one friend who's pretty much the same as you and actually gives a shit
>>26657994
fucking this, almost lost it to a close friend back last April but couldn't get it up
mixture of nerves and sleep deprivation
just fuck my shit up senpai
>>26659410
aspergers by the sound of it, obsessing over someone/something is common
doing my last year of psych masters
>>26659410
Do you even like that shit? Or are you just dicking yourself over because of some bitch?
>>26658886
fuck I thought I was the only one
it's OK bruh, let's feel together
>>26659396
are...are you me?
>>26659414
Really?
Gee, can't wait to find that guy.
>>26659221
then i see nothing wrong with you anon... all you need is practice.. try to flirt with many girls (if you will never see them again its better)
>>26659318
same applies and for you... maybe you will both need a friend in your trip..
>>26659368
Meh, 8ch is way to slow for my taste.
>very, very tiny minority here.
Well we are still around and not every cyborg has had a gf. It's just that we happen to be some sort of productive member, while still maintaining some robot habbits, which is the reason why we still dwell our time here and not for some ebin maymays, like a bunch of reddit-tards who also frequent this board. And don't call me a failed normie, that shitty term can be aplied for every single guy who posts here.
>hurr hurr I'm a robot, everyone else is at fault but me!
Also pepe, for that triggering effect!
>>26659486
I did like them before I met her but I never really dug into their discography. Now I have because I've thought about her and now I really like them
It's become a guilty pleasure
>>26659396
feelin it hard
been that way my whole life
was just good enough at it to be on the outside of the major group in highschool, mostly because my best friend from middle had been one of the more popular in the group.
hang out with that group sometimes but literally never one on one with anyone as i never actually made friends with any of them. i was only invited to the large events where it was like yeah invite the whole group out.
continues today. have one real friend in a group of 4 or so. he's the only one that i chill with 1 on 1. the rest might consider me part of the "group" but they literally never talk to me outside of all of us together, or invite me to anything unless it's all of us. feels almost obligatory now, like they feel they have to cus i'm too embedded.
not a good feels man
>>26659685
Sorry if I sounded like a dick there. Also, it would make sense if you were on the spectrum or something. I think I'm on the spectrum and I also obsess over random crap. If you are anything like me, you'll lose interest unless you actually feel passionate about said thing.
>cheated on my abusive gf last year
>she hit me, manipulated me, shitty stuff
>finally had enough, left her
>was homeless for 3 weeks
>2 months later trying to feel better
>random chick invites me to lunch and her dorm
>rebound.jpg
>dont even get her pants off
>she stops in middle of making out and tells me to leave
>okay whatevs
>turns out she was my ex's new friend
>she tells all my friends that I raped her
>wtf
>several months of chaos life ensue
>ostracized from all my social circles
>lose dozens of friends
>forced out of student org
>assaulted on the street
>drink my sorrows away like a bitch
>university starts investigating me when both randochick and exgf say I raped them
>they take one look at all available testimony and evidence and immediately realize that these girls are lying
>they tell me to go to counseling due to all the psychological damage thats been done
>but they wont pursue any of the people I've told them harassed me
>and have yet to say if theyll pursue these girls for lying and trying to abuse the system
My life has been complete chaos for 7 months now and I'm having a hard time dealing with it
>tfw friends invite you to go out
>"come on anon, it'll be fun"
>tfw too afraid of acting like a sperg to join them
This has been going on for years. How the fuck do I escape this madness
>>26659411
its all up to you.. you are interesting person indeed.. i just hope you will focus on your future and not on her... also keep in mind that not everyone would do what you did..
>>26659778
1. How big is your friend group on average when they go out to do crap?
2. If the size of the group does not make you anxious, then you should prob go seeing as your friends are friends with you because they like you, and not because anyone forced them into it.
>>26659767
>she tells all my friends that I raped her
This makes me so mad. If anyone did that to me I don't think I would go quietly. Good thing I was never bullied in school, I can't stand people taking advantage of me. I'd have gone postal.
Being in an abusive relationship must be tough, props for leaving I suppose? Hope everything works out for the best. Remember not everyone is shitty like your ex.
>>26659778
you jsut have to do it, sometimes.
and truth is you totally will sperg out, maybe even most of the time.
i do. i'm probably batting like a .2 or lower in terms of enjoyable time to feeling like sperglord time, but it is what it is.
tell your friends that you get uncomfortable pretty easily in social situations, so that when you do and they see, they understand. so they know you're not an asshole or psycho or anything just a bit nervous.
>>26659832
Thanks. The talk helped desu and my hangover's mostly gone now. Hell, if she didn't come over every day to hang out with my brother maybe I -could- move on.
>>26659946
you are a cool guy aniki.. and cool guys dont look at explosions
>>26659875
1. About 5 or 6 people, sometimes more
2. A group that large does make me anxious, plus they usually get piss drunk, which I really don't enjoy.
>>26659921
too late for that anon, they already think I'm weird because I like to go off on walks by myself.
It's different for people like us, guys. Others, who have developed their social abilities, can get over breakups, rejections, unrequited love, etc. easily, because they can always move on. They know no loneliness. For any bridges they burn, there are two other roads to follow home.
We don't have that. Any social relationships we're lucky enough to have are a precious membrane that separates us from loneliness.
I know other men have crushes and stuff, but they have enough social connections and interpersonal ability that they can just get hooked up with someone at any time. Many relationships begin through friends, at parties, social gatherings, etc..
Where do you guys see your crushes? Not with friends, or parties; but in class or at work. And if you had social skills, that might be all you need, but you don't.
And the other guys that also lack social skills: they have friends and social circles that basically set up relationships for them.
The only positive we have is that no one cares about us, so we don't need to feel self conscious about being alone.
>>26657052
>be married young (complicated story, I didn't want to)
>be a father
>pwn a home
>21
>work for a school district as a paraprofessional
>go to college full time
>fight with wife constantly
>miserable life
>never have sex
>wife isn't very bright and needs help with everything
>she doesn't even clean, is a total slob, etc.
>on verge of a way-too-early divorce
>get in mega fight to end all fights
>try and repair
>fight again a week later
>she kicks me out of our house we bought together
>move in with mom
>two days later I crash my car that morning
>head over to house to get my stuff that evening
>less than 24 hours
>she moved in her boyfriend and calls the cops
>cops watch as I haul stuff off
>don't sleep, just keep picturing her bf's hat on nightstand
>get up for first day of work for the school year, not a wink of sleep
>learn I've been moved to a new class I detested and didn't want to be in
>take next day off
>friend from CS:GO offered me a place to stay
>pack car and leave at 10 PM
>drive 16 hours straight
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>>26660024
sounds like som shite chad friends mate if they think walks are 'fukkin weird!!'
im sorry
do they bring this up to you and discuss how weird it is? seems like a simple explanation would put it to rest.
even so, if you were to talk to them about your social anxiety it would make the walks make more sense to them along with understanding when they see you nervous in a social setting
>>26660071
>arrive in different state, haven't slept in 48 hours
>crash like a motherfucker
>spend a bit of time in new city
>go visit another online friend that is five hours away
>get back
>search for jobs
>start dating
>meet girl on OKC
>texting, etc.
>fly back home to file divorce two weeks after arriving in new state
>fly back to new home a few days later
>meet up with grill
>wtfamidoingandwhyisthisgoingokay.avi
>get work-at-home tech support job
>do this
>realize it's gonna suck
>apply for job with telecom company as a field tech
>interviewed and hired
>postpone my hire date for months
>finally get on and am in training
>about to move in with gf
>tfw I still miss my son and my career and house
Fuck.
>>26659908
Honestly I never thought it would happen to me. And I really didn't expect it from her because her dad was abusive when she was a kid.
My best friend was proud of me for leaving her, and has stood by me through all this. The way he put it was that he never saw anyone so serious about a decision, because I didn't wait until I had a new place to live, I went directly from her bed to living in my car knowing I'd be there for almost a month. It was basically the biggest nope of my life.
>>26659410
>any psychology fag wanna tell me what my situation is called?
Listening to Nirvana is a mental illness in itself
>28
>used to come here a decent bit, long ago
>then I started college
>got a few gfs
>working on masters now
>almost sorta employed
>life is...not terrible, socialize a bit, started in a shit situation in life, no real family support, worried about getting to where the jobs are
>been single for a little under a year
>the girls into me aren't unattractive, but utterly unappealing sexually repressed weebish types who can't act normal for five minutes
>girls I'm into have bfs and I don't wanna deal with the social blowback of even dropping an implication of interest if they ain't on the same page
>face starting to sag
>future getting brighter
>but getting more surface loneliness
>wondering if I'm going to find someone who it would at least seem worthwhile to attempt pursuing sometime
I dunno about these feels, phampais. Surely there's someone on this campus for me. I've considered Tinder, but I'm in a small town and honestly I'm only average, no eggman, but 6/10 at my best. For some reason all the other dating sites are filled with straight edge girls and I like to toke. Shit's just odd, didn't expect to be knee deep in pussy or anything, it'd just be nice to have someone over for a meal or some shit.
>>26659392
Alright I'll give it a shot anon, I haven't really got anything to lose by this point. Really I suppose I should actually learn what the hell women actually like/do as well while I'm at it.
>tfw you have genuine musical talent
>too scared to do anything with it because you're scared you're not good enough to be able to make a living off it
It's all i've ever wanted to do
>>26657052
your once beloved /r9k/ home of cyborgs, is now infested with robots who willingly orbit women.
>>26657285
It's Femborg
>>26660617
I'm too new to been around for that, but I thought this place was always 100% autistic
>>26660617
Online communities always go to shit at some point.
Saw it with Totse. Saw it with this place, and it'll happen to everywhere we go next.
>>26660506
Go for it, boy. I was in a very similar situation once. Nothing to lose may sound funny, but that was exactly me. Just accept the world as it is and rather try improve yourself. As for the woman part, I would suggest to go and read up on topics such as sexual market and sexual value, before anything else. Once you understand the nature of Society, you'll see that it really rather comes down to increasing your value. Lots of topics on that regard and if you're absolutely clueless about girls, like I was, I would suggest reading into that direction.
I just can't seem to get dubs for the life of me. It's getting really disconcerting and is taking it's toll both mentally and physically
>>26657110
Youre not even a fucking cyborg at that, fuck not even a failed normie. You're texting multiple girls, you are literally a bitchy chad.
>>26659080
The problem with those post is that they've had a shit ton of friends or talked to multiple girls.
Cyborg life is 2-4 friends and maybe 1 gf, ever. These are the most normie problems I've ever fucking heard.
>waahh I cheated on my gf
>OMG this girl only let me go down on her, guess it'll happen again
>Tons of girls to pick from, only muh oneitis(who i cheated on)
STEP IT UP, fuck outa here with you failed chad/normie shit. True cyborgs only.
>>26660071
>complicated story, I didn't want to
Go on.
>>26661153
The dude is most likely long gone
>>26661153
Well...
>was 18
>was a NEET
>lived with mother, who I detest
>meet wife on OKC
>goes okay for a week
>she is super clingy and sends me a text every minute
>sends me a "?" if I don't respond in 30 seconds
>calls me if I don't respond to that
>calls my family if I don't respond to that
>want to break up after a month or two
>try to break up
>cryingwoman.png
>beta.webm
>keep staying with her
>move in with her and her family
>get job
>work so much and have to do basically all the chores
>get off meds
>get kicked out after blowing up because I was stressed and working 12 hour days, doing all the chores and her mom said maybe I wasn't "working out well" because I hated my job and wanted to quit
>reveal during this episode that her 15-year-old sister is fucking a 20-year-old military guy
>homeless.webm
>try to break up
>nope.png
>get shitty apartment in ghetto
>hate life, she's messy
>have no car, work same job as her, have to stay with her
>move into shitty trailer
>I proposed to her long before, because she told me to
>try to break up before wedding
>get married
>she reveals she's three months pregnant
>buy a house because not raising son in trailer park.
Anyway, if we'd stayed together, tomorrow would be four years since we started dating.
We separated this last August. We got married late June of 2014.
>>26657110
I was this way for nearly a year after my ex and I broke up. It's just a part of the detox process I figure.
Nowadays I barely think of her and while I haven't managed to acquire a new gf, I don't feel any desire to have her back.
I'm not one of those people to throw around "It gets better" but in my experience it will. Just give it time and try not to do anything stupid.
>try to flirt with girls and escape the robot life
>they either say nothing and wait for you to change the topic or just say "uh"
Anyone knows how to deal with this shit?
>>26659396
Get out of my head anon
>never had a gf
>could have when I was younger
>now thinking about all the girls you could have dated in middle school and high school
>all those obvious signals missed
>now in college and unable to talk to any women
>A lack of companionship in your formative years has fucked you for life
