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Fuck you 4chan, all your talk about wanting gf's and shit has gotten me into this weird horniness that wants this sort of connection to someone else rather than masturbation/ typical sex.
All of my porn isn't doing it for me anymore, and the only thing that slightly eases it is ASMR or passionate stuff.
It's making me want to become a better person for my potential partner.
I don't like this.
Nobody will ever love you. If you don't buy a woman from another country you'll never even get to have kids.
Enjoy it when you're getting pressure from every side to take care of Stacy's children from three different dads, or the woman who had an easy modo time becoming a Doctor and will shit all over you for not being Dr. Chad.
This is the world now, there are no good partners left.
>>26648670
Fuck that mang
Just buy a model's eggs, get a surrogate mother, and raise your Turbo-Chad children with your best bro while you watch anime together.
We don't need women anymore. Use 2D for love.
>It's making me want to become a better person for my potential partner.
That sounds like a good thing
I'm the exact same. I've been working out and have lost 5kg already. It went by so fast. I'm so damn ashamed of myself. I've even started reading books on ethics and such to make sure I'm a good person. I've picked up hobbies that I think might make me more interesting.
This is horrible. Please release me from this nightmare.
>>26648670
No, I can qualify as a Chad if I just get better at speaking in conversation. Which with practice is something I can achieve.
In all other aspects I'm fairly well off. I'm not even 100% completely negative towards society; it's more like a mode I switch to very often to get "that perspective" on things. But I realize I have to stop doing it when around new people, and actually allow myself to be vulnerable/ accept their flaws.
I look good, nice face, am tall, need a bit of grooming but that's it.
>>26648706
Good plan. How much do you estimate it would cost?
>buying model egg
>not finding some hot engineer
>>26648638
go to a shrink or some shit asap
that happened to me a years ago when i hardly browsed 4chan once in a while and never posted
that's a mental disorder desu senpai
>>26648840
>woman
>engineer
Engineers at 20% female at best. And that includes the meme Engineering like Biomedical and Chemical.
>>26649050
How many eggs do you need? You can probably find someone who's passable.
>>26648766
How do you practice speaking and being better at conversation?
>>26649129
Reading out loud to yourself/ explaining what you've read. This just gets your brain used to alliterating your thoughts out loud.
Then imagine you're explaining something to someone. Then actually strike up conversation with real people/ get involved in new projects and shit. Hobbies that include others. Become part of groups.
It is something you can brute force- it actually helps if you brute force it because it gives you that sense of "fuck you I'm doing this" confidence that helps in socializing.
>>26649229
>talking to yourself.
I have discussions in my head that lasts for hours. But I could never vocalize any of it. I've tried singing silently in complete privacy (wilderness) and I just get massive anxiety.
>>26649337
>I have discussions in my head that lasts for hours. But I could never vocalize any of it.
That's the point- it's like ripping off a bandaid.
That's my problem- I can articulate ideas, thoughts, debates and arguments in my head, but they fucking fail at coming out of my mouth. If you are alone and practice doing this all by yourself, you can make your billion mistakes all in the safety of secrecy/ "in the name of practice"
Then once you are back in the real world, you've sorted out those mistakes, are more comfortable/ used to saying your thoughts out loud, and do a better job.
Don't worry about feeling creepy or weird. It's just "weakness leaving the body".
