What is your escapism?
>Anime?
>Drugs?
>Lies?
>Sex? (lol)
>Food?
How do you cope with being a wasted cum?
>>26640656
Mostly
>alcohol
>drugs
>prostitutes
The only time I'm satisfied is on drugs. Otherwise this emptiness fucks me up. I try to keep on the move, focus on work, but it doesn't help. Only coke really helps me anymore. I just want it all to end, but I don't want to be the kind of pussy who does myself in.
>>26640656
Anime, drugs, and food tbqh.
>How do you cope with being a wasted cum?
Isn't that what the escapism is for?
>obsessing over a person/band/book etc every few weeks
I make it my mission to find out EVERYTHING, It's fun
Heroin makes me feel okay
>tfw too socially inept to find a drug dealer
i just wanna smoke weed
anime and music
but i can feel them getting boring, very slowly but surely
without them i will have literally nothing that makes me want to get up in the morning
Knowing that I will die one day
>>26640656
currently school but I'm planning on shifting to anime and drugs.
I find my social expectations trivial at this point.
>>26640747
>tfw have a weed dealer
>tfw I want something not babby tier but afraid he won't have it so don't wanna ask
>>26640656
Anime
Food
>How do you cope with being a wasted cum?
Don't bother me and for others i don't care what they think. This world is fucked to begin with.
>>26640818
>>26640747
Just order it on the fucking internet. I've never gotten ripped off buying on AlphaBay.
Vidya and day dreaming are my only forms of escape. I day dream constantly, my mind is a bit too active so consequently I have mild insomnia.
Vidya are good for getting my mind off reality too. Some games are better at it than others though...
Drugs. I'm on a baby speedball of ampetamine and kratom right now. Feels nice and comfy. The kratom smooths out the rough parts.
I also spend a lot of time self-learning. I read lots of Wiki articles and download some textbooks. Right now I'm studying physics a lot. I come up with models for optimized spaceship trajectories under relativistic conditions. It's all completely theoretical, but the math is really engaging and interesting. Quantum mechanics is fun too, but I don't know too much about dynamic quantum systems, only stationary. Hoping to learn some more.
I'm working on a music album too. I gotta put more time into that. I have a lot of ideas, I just need to put them all together and find some way to get them to fit. I'm a bit of a perfectionist when it comes to music, so I toss out a lot of the songs I come up with. I gotta figure out some sound that I'm happy with.
>>26640656
Anime/manga, Music, video games (mostly RTS and Grand strategy games), Imagination, and Books
I do it in rotation so it doesn't get boring, and plus i have my job, my buddies, my mom to fill my time.
>>26640856
Kratom is technically illegal in my state and none of the good sites ship here, so that's mildly annoying.
>>26640747
i know this feel
i score where i can but i'm too autistic to find a full time dealer. i guess it will all be legal soon anyways but that will kill half the fun. i hate normies.
Anime
Drugs
Liez
Food
U got me op
>>26640656
Reading about feels on /r9k and /fit
>>26640747
the darknet my friend, it works.
>>26640878
you sound like an incredible person and I hope you enjoy your life
drugs. i'm actually a devious bastard. i buy clear 100% odorless THC oil carts off the darknet and vape them. smells like lemons and gets you high as fuck. been stoned the past 6 months at work and everywhere else and no one is the wiser. it's a pretty amazing feeling to just be able to get ripped af in a movie theater bathroom and walk back in like nothing happened.
i'm going to kill myself in 5 years anyway so fuck it.
Anime, video games, and alcohol
My only real escape is tulpa-ing, and by extension, meditation.
People will surely think it's pathetic, but it's the only thing keeping me going, and frankly, I see it as my last hope to get my life together.
>>26641086
I feel like i know you,Do you live in new york?
>>26641140
HAH, nice try.
My escapism is Serbian bitmap forums.
Also, You Now (cam site like stickam). Hey, I can see random talking.. That's almost like having friends.
>>26641157
Well it doesn't matter,You might think some people don't notice.
It's just that they don't care as long as you're not in there way.
>>26640656
Hiking. Hiking and traveling.
I am literally obsessed with mountains. I just plan out all of the mountains I want to hike.
I am a fucking weirdo.
>>26641221
mmm well it's less about people noticing and more about how there's no evidence so what are they going to even do anyway?
i'm 30 years old, i don't have a mommy looking in my eyes and asking if i'm high. i'm also prescribed depakote so even if someone says i am acting sleepy or whatever i just say it's my medication.
either way i get to be a part of society and not stink like weed and have all the negative stigma of a stoner with my friends. if anyone knows they don't give a shit.
Video games, any kind of media related to anime girls, and ASMR.
>>26640703
>Anime
>Food
>Video Games
>Day Dreaming
I've never had a friend in my life but at least in my head I have friends.
>>26640656
>lifting
>love anime and be 26
>smoke weed
> Lie to strangers that I meet because, I will never see them again.
>fuck online bf on weekends
>I try to eat pretty healthy. I don't give a fuck about health, I just want to be hot enough to fuck a lot.
>>26641535
if only i could find someone magical like you.
>How do you cope with being a wasted cum?
I don't really feel this way. I used to struggle with it, but eventually I realized I don't need other people's approval to feel validated in existing.
>Anime?
Fun, but my attention span is so shitty that I really need dedication to even get through a 12 episode series these days.
>Drugs?
I enjoy weed every now and again, but I've stopped using hallucinogens because they gave me HPPD. I don't feel like I really
*need* weed anymore. On the occasions where I want it, a gram lasts me about a week. What I really miss about being a druggie was the social interaction. I could hang out with my druggie friends and be accepted because we were all losers just having fun together.
>Lies?
I used to lie constantly about shit that didn't even matter, like pretending to watch movies I hadn't watched. Nowadays I lie on the internet instead. No repercussions for dishonesty :^)
>Sex? (lol)
Hookers are cool, but they cost too much money. I get way more sexual pleasure from just plain old porn.
>Food?
This used to be a crutch, but after I started becoming fat I've gotten better. Honestly, after you eat potato chips every day for a few months, vegetables start to taste really fucking good. I can barely stomach junk food and fast food now, except Subway (which isn't much healthier).
>Anime
>Music
>Exercise
>Anime and food.
I don't do much else except study for my education.
I have friends and I'm very lucky, because I'm a massive faggot.
I'm not depressed like lots of you on here, but I'm pretty sure I won't accomplish much in my life.
Heroin and chinese cartoons.
>>26640856
Out of curiosity what do you do for money? Do you have career aspirations and shit?
I ask because it seems I'm in similar position, 22yo wageslave who dropped out of physics at uni, now just get various kinds of high all the time and occasionally play piano.
What's the future for this one track existence?
thought
Crossdressing, drugs, alcohol, being humiliated online
Every day I try to figure out why I'm wasting my time on Earth
Nothing. I just surf the internet for no reason cause it passes the time. Occasional drugs now and then, mostly benzos.
Literally just a waste of space otherwise.
>>26643487
I dropped out of physics too. Am neet now.
>>26640656
>Games (mostly videogames but any will suffice).
>Anime.
>Weed
>Daydreaming is what I do when none of the above are available.
Also painting is fun as fuck.
>>26640656
>internet
>hot baths
>codeine
>alcohol
>thinking about the good times I've had in the past
>>26640656
Just vidya. I need a new hobby
>>26640656
lately I have been relying on anime. I literally watch anime all day. finishing 24 episodes in a day. Hopping from anime to anime. It's pretty fun I was never really this into anime.
I used to play vidya. I go on youtube from time to time.
>>26645659
Recommend me something to watch anon, I've only seen eva and welcome to the nhk
>>26640835
Can you really ship that stuff?
>internet
>drugs
>music
>laying in bed creating vivid fantasy worlds in my head
If it wasn't already 6:30 in the morning, I'd go to bed right now.
Drugs
Food
/pol/
/r9k/
Music
Masturbating to little anime girls
ERP
>tfw harem of beta weebs who like being bullied for a variety of reasons
Who the hell needs women?
>>26640656
>Anime
>Drugs
>Lies
Anime is great, many series kinda substitute my need for social interaction.
Only smoke weed, but it is definitely an escape mechanism and i want to try LSD for a chance to drastically change like ive seen a few people talk about on the net.
Admiting depression is the worst.
>>26640656
>vidya
>alchohol
>talking to my bro
>inb4 normie I know I am.
>>26645432
same without hot baths and alcohol
>>26640656
>What is your escapism?
just my shitty imagination but i need to copy something like from video game or movies or anything cause i can never think of anything original i always need something to copy then reimagine with me doing things i like
>>26640856
Kanye W. plsgo.
Workout, programming, reading (mostly about programming) and knitting.
Right now working out does it for me the most.
>Music
>RPG video games where people are actually dependent on me and care about me
>comedy TV shows
>all these people watch anime
work is my escapism
it's the only place where I can escape the void
Old movies
Dieting
Hearthstone
Cigarettes
Books on tape
making music
listening to music
self deprecation
sleeping
>>26640656
>Drugs
>Fantasies in my head
>Outdoor hobbies (inb4 normie)
>Online forums
>Food
I cope with being a wasted cum by keeping my mind occupied. I don't think about it, unless I give myself time to.
