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2016-02-21 01:23:18 Post No. 26633772
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2016-02-21 01:23:18
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>be me
>no gf, virgin
>had a kiss, but felt awkward and really did not like it
Little back story, not that related
>been rejected many times since childhood
> first and only ''gf'' I had was crazy goth witch, met her once irl. Real attention whore, depressed and suicidal (3 attempts)
>was obsessed with me
>nope the fuck out and tell her that we should stop
>gets pissed and curses me etc.
>says that she stole my soul
>kek
Some time later
>Take a shitton of courage and ask a girl to a dance in our Highschool Christmas Ball
>knew her before, she kinda liked me
>6-7/10, really nice, bit childish
>got her number through friends
>couple days of texting and we went out
>got to know each other a little bit more
>can see that she is really into me yet I keep doing nothing
>we go out a couple of times more, no dates, just regular walks
>then the day when I sperged up comes
>both on a bridge, no one is really around
>she looks at me, understand that this is the part when kiss happens
>feel really awkward and disgusted about myself, and sperg up saying that we should keep going
>texted some time
>no more responses
Can you tell me what is wrong with me? I really don't want to become some platonicfag, and I really can not understand if I want a gf in first place. All my ''bros'' are like ''nigga u gay or what?'' Nope, it just seems that I hate myself so much to a point of cockblocking myself. Please help me, cant handle shit any longer, suicide might be the only way out. Me i the picture
