I don't care how random. Whatever thought occupies you right now, let it out.
>>26631489
Pastel colored pony pussy desu senpai
It sure would be nice to fuck this 15 year old girl.
I'm going to fail my midterm on Monday and possibly get kicked out of my program
>>26631531
>that image.
give my sides back.
blolololx
>>26631536
Why? She's old.
I only think about two things all day every day
Right now it's dying
>>26631489
My head hurts and I don't know why.
this
https://youtu.be/l8wMVmY7Zpw
Booty, programming homework, what am I going to watch now that Gravity Falls is over
A tinsel tower bakes quiet candles on a saddle trio of brain Eno crusted capers.
>>26631489
I have a headache and no ones here to make it better withkissesandhead rubs
>>26631822
can i suck on your saliva
>>26631731
oh man, I totally forgot this dude and his videos existed
he prob does them high
>>26631848
Not from my body or things, and I'm not responsible for any adverse effectsl-lewd
>>26631731
Did big bird find a new berdstfriend?
>>26631903
can't help it since you're so cute anon
>>26631489
I should be meditating. Is the only thing that makes my life better.
I should shower, but I also need a shit. Not sure which to do first
communism
i just cannot stop thinking about communism
>>26631731
Yes another an0n friend, the Wii shop trap theme has been stuck in my head for a while now
Also this
https://youtu.be/bef_s1Bhn7o
>>26632004
Bernie? What are you doing posting here
I wish I was more creative and didn't have ADD.
>>26631489
I'm so fucking horny right now.
Also, there's no fluffy abuse thread.
Those two things are unrelated, tbqh.
>>26631489
How much I don't want to be around these people right now and go home
>>26632336
>fluffy abuse thread
Pure industrial grade autism.
>>26632336
>>26632375
>knowing what those are
pls go away
>>26632398
So you must know what they are then too?
I want to cut off the tips of my toenails and feed them up my urethra, but if I cut my nails any shorter than they currently are then I'd be ripping them off the skin and that'd hurt too much.
Fuck my managers for not letting me have my 15 minute break. Why do they make me work every Saturday?
My balls are sweaty. Should I go to the park later or early tomorrow?
>>26632416
Know what what are then too?
I don't know whether I want to fap or not, I find that if I leave it for a few days it feels a lot better but it's hard as there are so many distractions and everything I want to is has sexual aspects, specifically playing vidya, watching anime or even just lurking here.
>>26631489
I want to be qt and femenine but I don't want to be a tranny.
I've been thinking about that a lot lately, tbqh
What am I thinking?
I'm thinking about how happy I am since I decided to stop trying and just be alone.
No matter the situation, I will always end up alone anyway. Either the girl turns into a whore or they are faithful but so irritatingly clingy that I come to resent them.
I am quite happy working 70 hours a week, enjoying my hobbies and having my day off split evenly between family and alone time.
I can buy whatever I want. I just bought a new 42 inch TV for my bedroom because I didn't have a slut girlfriend leeching off of me, begging for me to buy her shit.
I'm thinking that I am happy alone. I just hope I stay that way.
To what extent is Foucault actually fucking original in his radical historicizing? Is it all in Canguilheeuememeeh and Bachelard or did he actually add anything? Fuck it I'm going to read Cnagngnaegemlaeg and Bachelard first and if it's all in them I'm just gonna stop there
Is there anyone else who has done epistemological ultra-self-aware-super-scepticism about the conditions of the conditions of thought? Or am I stuck with this bald French fuck and his inability to express a fucking thought without 40 yaers of subsequent exegesis? Do I really have to dredge his fucking ideas from 257 essays?
What the fuck was Ricoeur's encounter with Foucault? You read all of psychoanalysis for a lark but you can't fucking give a substantial response to Michel "My entire career was a critique of psychoanalysis" Foucault? Why Ricoeur you fucking asshole?
>>26633088
<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< This your answer. Be a qt little trap whore.
Then let me use you like the slutty, whorish piece of meat you are.
>this movie is so bad
>i want to fap but in skype call
>why cant i fix my sleep schedule
>jah bless
>>26633159
I probably wouldn't pass without using a shitton of make up, not sure if you're into that.
Also I've never been in a relationship but being abused isn't really my thing
I wish I could text girls properly. Trolling bitches on Tinder is fun but I don't care about fun, I care about getting laid.
fuck my acne
I hate my cunt mother and sister
>>26631489
I WISH I HAD A CHATROOM TO SHIT UP WITH MEMES AND LOVE SENPAI
>>26631489
I really want to win the lottery and go home and have fun with my friends. I'm not terribly interested in my university course and I can't imagine a good future for myself.
I love my gf but I am so fucking horny and I haven't fucked anything in so long, I can't help but wish she was dead so I could put on a strap-on and peg the shit out of holes I'd make in her bloated, rotten, stinking corpse. It would take my roommates a little while to notice that she died, and even longer for her family to notice, so I could probably find a place out in the woods to store the body and come back to it over and over again without anyone noticing for at least a week or two. It wouldn't be worth it for the legal ramifications but holy shit I can't help but think of the skin on her skull sliding off of her face and her eyes, nose and mouth writhing with maggots every time I look at her. She wants it, too, which just makes it fucking harder to deal with. Fuck everything.
>>26631489
Maybe I should just buy some model's ovum for children with a surrogate and raise my top-tier children with a trap in a maid outfit from /r9k/...
From an evolutionary standpoint, I will be winning and do way better than I probably could the natural way
Hmmm....
>>26631990
Definitely shit, why would you even have to think about it?
>>26631489
I'm wondering and trying to plan how i'm going to consume the last of my weed, I have to get a job in a month and will get drug tested, I have to stop smoking, and i just quit drinking.
It sucks to have to sober up for the next couple of months, trying to clean up my life tho.
It's not mindblowing, it just proves that anyone who unironically uses the phrase "reddit boogeyman" is a redditor. It's another evidence that mods are redditors, because they have been customizing bans with the same message, so of course they aren't going to ban you.
By the way, you're really brainwashed. I feel bad for you if you really think reddit is great. Reddit is not a "another site on the internet". It's a splitted circlejerk community full of attwhores and kids where you get censored for having a different opinion. That's why it seems to have "decent discussion", because your comment gets literally hidden and most of times even deleted if you reach a certain amount of downvotes.
Not only they steal every fucking term or internal joke from us and another chans, but they also spread them all over the fucking internet. Even your grandpa knows what "mfw" means nowadays, thanks to them and these cancerous 9gag-tier meme sites. This is why have so many fucking unwanted users here.
If you want to browse that ebaums + gaia + digg 2.0: Electric Boogaloo, that's okay, just get your retarded bluepill ass and fuck off from here.
If mods ban me for "shitposting", when I'm actually discussing with this cancerous faggot, that's another proof that they are redditards.
>>26631489
I am confortable. I went skiing today with two friends from my college. I am back now listening to Homeshake and drinking tea and I will probably watch some peep show in a bit. . I have a bit of the tfw no gf. But I am confident that I can meet a girl this semester. I mean I didn't really try.
>>26631489
SMOKIN IN THE BOYS ROOM
>>26634072
Any robots like Homeshake? Or Samuel Beckett?
Reading Molloy while on the bus to go skiing is a good feel.
life is about filling "something" that is missing
>>26631489
why even bother lifting if I can't be the biggest most dominant person in every social situation without taking steroids or being tall and built fat
I feel like people only talk to me because they don't want me to kill myself :^)
Cr1tikal is god
I'm thinking about how many fake artists there are taking credit for photoshopped/traced pictures or junk like deepart.io. I guess it doesn't really matter. People will see though it most of the time. But still.
my ex. Been listening to too much tame impala and it makes me think of her
>>26631489
I stayed up for my master today and blew off Johnny Depp instead of him.
I was too tired to help him film his chicken show.
I need about five bucks in bitcoin. I wonder if anyone will oblige. Work sucks, I can't wait to quit.
Wish Pirate Bay and Nyaa werent downed, I tried signing up to BakaBT to download Golden Boy but I get some error and the bakabt torrents are stuck on finding peers and I have no idea of how to fix it.
I want a qt bf
Im gonna fucking doing, those fucking snobby punks downtown are gonna pay.
>>26631531
Actually I was thinking about purple hire myself
Did you ever realize that both /r9k and /mlp shares the same retards? Same with /pol
>>26635444
https://bakabt.me/torrent/166843/golden-boy-480p-h-264-aac-ssp-corp
You don't need to sign up, just google "bakabt anime-name" and you'll see the results.
>>26631489
I am wondering if I am capable of retaining a romantic relationship or if I would just fuck up and need space or something
>>26635444
Oh, I didn't even read your post. Sorry.
Have you tried using a different client? Maybe the one you're using isn't whitelisted.
I need some drama right around now. I work long hours every day studying and with research in theory, so it's mostly by myself or with like-minded theorists who can discuss things logically. It's great for getting things done, learning, etc.; however, despite how retarded it sounds, I get a craving for some drama/ridiculous interpersonal interplay. Nothing drastic, just some lighthearted nonsense to contrast my day.
Perhaps this is what I'm supposed to look for in a girl, since they're all crazy and dramatic from my experience. But it just sounds like a lot of work when it's a constant factor in your life and not a refreshing look at the grass across the fence.
All I want in life right now is to marry my gf and put as many babies in her as she wants to have and have a nice family. Fuck whatever else, I'll make it work. I want this woman to have the kids she says she wants to have, and it just might happen. It just might.
Weird how the things you think about change. When I was in high school I would have never had thoughts like these.
>>26635508
You sound like a manchild who has never experienced any actual trauma or strife or conflict in your entire life. What you need isn't a woman, you need a firm kick in the ass and to not have fucking everything handed to you on a silver platter.
It seems like everyone who is interested in me, be it friends or romantically, has some kind of addiction. Drugs, alcohol, drama/family crazy. What do I do that attracts them to me? Is it so fucking hard to find one person that's stable?
>>26635503
Yeah, that might be it. I'm using BitTorrent 7.9.5 and according to https://bakabt.me/whitelist.php that doesn't fly. Perhaps downgrading to a compatible version might help. Thanks m8.
>>26635201
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MVu496LdCko
IKR
>>26635576
now we're talking, but maybe some more pizazz
>>26631531
ay I remember these things
>I can't sleep
>I hate going to college
>I'm hungry as fuck
>I wish they could make Prometheus 2 as fast as possible
>My oneitis will never like me
>>26635503
Downgrading worked fine m8. Many thanks.
Name a fetish and I'll post a pic if there's any in my lewd folder
i just wanna talk to someone but either everyone is offline or busy with shit
>>26631489
I HATE IT
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT
I NEED FRIENDS, BUT IN ORDER TO MAKE FRIENDS I NEED FRIENDS TO MEET FRIENDS
I'M JEALOUS OF NORMIES BECAUSE NORMIES WILL ALWAYS BE ABLE TO FIND LIKEMINDED PEOPLE
AHHHH AHHHH AHHHH AHHHH AHHH KILL ME
I hate being angry without any good reason.
Thinking about Dota but I can't play because I'm not home
It is too late for me.
>>26633792
I will follow, but I'm also struggling
>>26631489
WHy can't I stop thinking about her? I should probably sleep, maybe have a fap. I'm pretty excited for the NASCAR race tomorrow. Maybe I should order a new set of guitar strings.
I could really go for some cheese.
I'm wondering what I did to end up friendless for 7 years
I really really want that cute boy to stop cancelling every appointment I try to make because he's busy.
I'm lonely.
I'm so tired, maybe I should have a wank. I don't want to work tomorrow, at least I'm closing so I can sleep in. I wonder if these guys think I'm wierd. That library I used to go to was pretty cool. I should go back soon.
My virginity and this girl in my class that I want to talk to but I'm too much of a pussy to start a conversation.
i want to play payday all night
>>26631489
How I think I found the best girl in the fukken world.
Like goddam.
How am I ever going to make something of myself? I'm too scared of people to go outside, I'm too weak to lose weight and get rid of my anxiety through that alone. I've trapped myself in the idea that I'll only be able to do it for someone else, that I can only seriously put effort into something once someone else I cherish has told me to do it. I'm a coward.
I don't want to have to work for the rest of my life only to live, but I don't really want to die either. I escape through media too much and get too caught up in CYOA ideas, it's skewed and permanently tainted my world view and it's impossible to return completely.
I don't want to die alone, but I really don't get people. I never have anything to say and if I do, I'm too scared to say it because it might be weird or they might not want to talk to me or they might just only be talking to me out of pity. I dream of having a dominant hard working gf who'll let me be her house husband, it's that's just an unfair fantasy I want so I never really have to grow up, but I've deluded myself into think that's what I really want. No self respecting woman will ever want a partner who's just a pet.
I'm alive to make people hate me, I shouldn't be allowed to communicate with people, I should only exist as a brain dead slave to make others lives easier.
Gas the Jews?
>>26637936
Have ya tried doing anything productive?
I do mean literally anything in this case. You'll feel a lot better.
It just needs to give you the feel of pushing a rock forward, not of one weighting you down.
>>26638025
I've been trying to learn how to draw, there's some improvement, but it still feels like I'm going nowhere with it.
>>26631489
I wish I hadn't left my hand sanitizer in the car because I really want to sanitize my left hand and I feel uncomfortable typing
>>26631489
I wish I hadn't left my hand sanitizer in my car because I really want to sanitize my left hand right now, I feel uncomfortable typing
>>26638193
I really wish I hadn't left my hand sanitizer in my car death comes to us all because I really really want to sanitize my left hand right now, I feel uncomfortable typing
>>26631489
I wish I hadn't left my hand sanitizer in the car because I seriously help me want to sanitize my left hand right now, I feel uncomfortable typing
they're coming
Well I just posted in the Sacral Deer thread and I unfortunately believe in those rolls sometimes. Vehemently.
This time it said I'll finish my bionic arm project and that it will be a success, but I will be alone in life.
The truth is, I never wanted to be alone. I've tried all this time to not be alone. Sometimes I was too scared. Sometimes I just didn't know what to do. Now that I'm getting help (mandatory outpatient therapy after an inpatient stay, they traded 1 week inpatient for 3 weeks mandatory out patient and good progress) I don't feel as hopeless. My heart still beats really fast if I don't go to sleep so I should sleep earlier.
Do I really want to be successful if it means being alone? Now that I think about it, I'm desperate for connection. For a true friend. For someone that gets it, for someone I can be nice to without them trying to take advantage of me. I was pretty naive growing up and now that I can spot the socially manipulative assholes from a mile away, I noticed that I've become much more isolated. I don't do it. Why do they have to. Its just how the world works I guess, but wouldn't it be nice if I could just enjoy a conversation about something, sincerely, once in a while?
Better get to work. Bionic arms don't make themselves.
>>26638193
Challenge yourself with it.
Draw the freaking mona lisa or whatever.
Make something grand.
If beef turns brown when you cook it.
And grey matter are the parts of your brain being used most frequently.
isn't your brain being slowly cooked with information?
is the reason we die and get Alzheimer's because our brains are cooking themselves out/running out of areas to cook?
would we live longer if we were able to add more brain to our existing one?
or maybe could we copy a smaller brain into a new larger one by connecting 2 brains to the same brainstem?
>Im just being stupid
>But you're surrounded by guys and I'm here alone why is you oing this
>Is it to make me feel bad? Do you even care about how it would make me feel?
>Shes literally baiting them, can't you see that I'm scared. I don't know what to do, you left me here alone what am I going to do
>I should've stayed home what if people are looking at me, I knew I would just want to go back home I shouldn't be here
>I can hear them whispering about me, they think I'm stupid I shouldn't be here
>Why are you still with them? It's obvious they're into you, it's like I don't even exist anymore
>It's okay, you just like attention, there's nothing wrong with that. It's okay
>I can just try to look occupied, maybe pretend to do something on my phone
>12%
>It's not going to last longer than an hour
>Why did you want me to come
>I told you it wouldn't turn out well
>Is she actually just straight? She's using me to bait guys?
>She just likes attention and I'm insecure and get jealous too easily
>But I should feel insecure
>I knew no one could love me
>I don't deserve this relationship
>I knew it was too good to be true
>>26638931
>why is you oing
Oh jeez sorry, there's probably a lot more but
why are you doing*
>>26631677
What's the second one?
I was taking a shit while reading this thread and it ended up being one of those terrible sludgy shits that takes 8 years to wipe off your ass
God damn it
>>26631489
>>26631489
I really do love my girlfriend, but sometimes, especially hen I''m drink, I just see so much fun and possibility when I use to be single. I feel like we're gonna take a break in the future, and I think we honestly just met too early.
Man, just reading how I'm trying to explain our situation while i'm buzzed just makes me see how complex it is.
tldr; i love this girl, but i feel like its so soon in my life. I'm not even 20 yet.
>>26639179
Thing is, she love me so much, and I can tell shes so dependent on me, if I broke up with her, it would absolutely completely fucking destroy her.
I just dont know how I could bring myself to do something like that if it wasnt somehow for her benefit too
>>26639338
Damn right I'll fag about it; those eyes are a fucking crime. Who the hell drew that image and managed to get it all right but fuck the eyes up that badly?
>>26639338
What do you think that loli Is thinking right now?
people think I'm good at guitar because I play really fast and do lots of tapping and slapping. In reality without those crutches I'm really quite boring. I'm pretty much quantity over quality.
That all the decisions I've made in the past 18 months were supposed to improve my life, but now seem likely to just blow up in my face.
Keep thinking about how I failed myself and everyone that ever believed in me.
All the coaches and teachers that wrote me recommendation letters.
All the great grades I got in high school.
All destroyed by my laziness and depression.
I also really want to meet Kanye
>mfw I act grateful for the relative success considering my social status and family background, but I know that I don't have the skill or confidence to achieve anything I really want and haven't felt satisfied with my actions for months
I've talked with a couple of people, and they're all surprised to hear that I don't usually think in words.
Anyone else here think in pictures, images, and abstract concepts? Is it really that strange?
>>26639833
I thought all thoughts are abstract concepts, I could very well be different but I think of the correct words as I say them, I can't just blurt out an idea.
>>26633088
I was recently thinking if I'm really trans or if I just want to be a really feminine guy.
I am really angry but also the closest to peace I have been in a long time.
I think today is the day. Good bye dear friends.
I dont know what it is. I feel like Im introvert. Whenever im alone I always just think about everything whether it be politics, broken education system, life. Even when im around people I cant help but think about things like this. Im always so kept to myself. But at the same time when im with close friends I have no filter. Any thought, song, or whatever that pops in to my head just blurts out without warning. I could talk to you about one thing and switch to another.
>>26631489
Tomorrow belongs to me
No words can describe this feel
i'm actually considering killing myself
my life is pretty shitty and my insane ex sent me a contact request on skype. he's honestly going to drive me nuts again
i don't want to kill myself over him tho it's just that i don't know want i actually want to do with my life. i want to get out there, and sadly i want to be a normie. it's depressing
>>26638640
>dude weed lmao
kill yourself
>>26640829
I don't take any drugs other than caffeine, I just was thinking about this when I posted it.
bisch
It is natural for men to want to be women, as they both see the relative ease of their lives and admire their bodies.
Once one recognizes these things, his desire is controlled and lessened.
It is the denial of this that leads to trannies being developed.
Feeling decent right now. A slight improvement from my earlier mood. Hadn't fapped in a week or two. Decided to draw some porn of my husbando and jerk it. Not a bad idea at all. I feel like getting some work done now. Work being random art slightly unrelated to what I should actually be working on. Also got some sour gummy worms. Should be an ok rest of the night.
>>26631489
I'm drawing up plans for the bumblebee house I'm going to build. springs coming gotta get ready for my bees
>tfw no gforiginal asfddhuxhxbdhcb
Ever since the results of the SC Primary came out I have been filled with joy.
I should be worried about something
I'm thinking this website as a whole is cancer and I should leave and never look back. Yet, every once in a blue moon there is a thread that is actually useful. I need to stop hoping for those and just leave.
>>26631489
currently reviving some old phone batteries for siemens m35
>>26635903
harharharhar wth did i just see
I don't know why I keep coming back here
I think it's because I seek that great thread that never appears
I want food, but can't get any. I can't wait until tomorrow so I can stuff my face and play dark souls 2. Also I should probably kill myself yes or... the tables have yet to turn either way
>>26641279
faggot jjijj
>>26631489
how there's a serious chance my country will be ruined because of retarded politicians
Currently feeling depressed as shit and I don't know what to do about it
I guess that's like most people here but maybe I'm slowly realizing what a piece of shit I am after my best friend has told me for years that I'm a piece of shit and denying it. I'm not really sure what to do about it or if there's anything that can be done but I'm sitting in my room alone at 3 in the morning crying to myself so I feel pretty shitty.
I just realised it is very unlikely of me getting a girlfriend as hot as my mom.
No I am not sexually attracted to my mom, but I cannot deny she has all the good looks, her body type is pretty much the same as pic related, maybe 1 or 2 inches shorter but with a thinner face and a little bit darker skin tone with longer eyebrows and not a crooked nose.
I'm not sure why this has crossed my mind but it is a distinct type of feel, I wonder if she has thought about it, as in, she knows when she was younger she wouldn't date someone like me. Me being a manlet virgin at 23.
I am 25 years old and I think that I am not smart enough to be my current age. I have wasted years playing video games to learn nothing and waste my youth becoming fat and ignorant. I hate myself for it. I'm trying to better myself now, but I think it may be too late.
I wish she would just tell me to fuck off instead of letting me believe that someone might actually be interested in spending time with me.
I love my wife very much. The current thought on my brain is how even though I am a skilled programmer, I haven't had a programming job in a year and a half and my biggest fear is being left alone one day because I don't have any money.
(Until 3 weeks ago I had a job paying ~10 an hour which is a pay cut of 1/3 from my last entry level programming job. Right now I have no job and am living off taxes.)
She says (and believes) she'd never leave me over money. But at some point I feel I will have to deal with her at least getting upset that i'm not qualified enough (paper wise) to get any IT job that pops up.
I hate niggers with a burning passion but the only music I love is nigger trap music what do
>>26637320
>>26637320
dota sucks
>>26642788
it is some catchy shit maine
i went out drinking with people who don't know i'm not a normie yet because i'm ok at hiding my power level. i burned money and all i got was the realization of how different i am than everybody and it kind of sucks. like i thought maybe i could make it one day but maybe not
I hope my foreskin will loosen up soon
Wondering how long this existential crisis will last for
how do i become a better muslim, keep my political position and still get a qt jew sjw gf
I think I'm falling in love.
I want to get fucked in the ass. Also I wish I was born a girl, hormones will never really cut it but at least I started young so I can look like a cute girl.
I want some friends. Not internet friends that I see every 2 years, some real friends that aren't total fuckin beta dweeb liberal cucks that I am forced to associate with.
I might have lung cancer and im happy about it
why can't i do anything i hate being helpless
I wish my speakers weren't broken so I can listen to more than just the stuff I have in mono (so the beatles, beach boys, zombies)
I just want to drink and get high
or win the lottery and move into a log cabin in sweden
>>26646434
can we trade places? you come live with the vapid horseshit hatred spewing rednecks and i'll go live with the beta dweeb liberal cucks?
I forgot my dream, wanted to write it down.
vaporwave is pretty cool.
how much BULLSHIT this BOSS is
FUCK
i was thinking about killing myself
I found out one of the people I used to know from an art site back when we were teens is now doing animation work for a big studio. Meanwhile, I've never had a job, have severe social anxiety, I'm 27, still living with my parents, no friends... I want to die.
>>26646659
Should've got good, retard.
It would be cool if Spurs won the double again
>>26632239
Isn't ADD like perfect for creativity?
>>26631489
i should probably kill myself today
>>26646797
Not if you're trying to come up with a story.
>>26631489
I need to read a Dutch book
I wanna go to Harvard
>>26635903
>Shitting on a 8/10 waifu like Peggy
Shit comic
I fucking hate my voice kek. Feel like there's a massive disconnect between my brain and mouth. I tend to stumble over words so people prob think I'm on something. Wish I sounded more confident
I'm currently thinking about a chick I have these amazing conversations with all the time, but I'm wondering why she's never said my name. She likes talking to me and thinks I'm the funniest dude in the world, but has never uttered my name.
I still feel like she "likes" me though, she gives off every signal. It's a little jarring.
>>26631489
TISM are shit.
Also Nekopara
asdfasdfasdfasdvferg3bbbbbb
i am thinking about forcing myself to live in the moment because it helps with anxiety
also i have to write an essay fuck my fucking life but its only 500 wordios WOOOHOOOO FAMALAMBAMACABANA
I'm a fucking beta faggot and I don't tell anybody
these pills i am taking make me feel angry for no fucking reasonthey also make feel like killing myself
