Feels thread?
come in and get all of your chest robots.
we wont judge you here.
>>26624058
>feels
Wat are you a roastie on period?
>>26624058
How do you stop thinking about a girl who left, after a 7 years relationship?
How do you deal with the fact that she left to find better? How do you accept the fact that no matter how hard you tried, you weren't good enough.
How do you accept that she is banging dudes, having orgasms like crazy, swallow cum and do all kind of shit she would have never done with me.
How do you move on?
There's nothing I can do for this world and there's nothing this world can do for me. I don't want to die, I just want to go somewhere else and be someone else. Nothing is right.
Maybe I should try out lucid dreaming again or something, but you need a steady sleep schedule for that.
>>26624130
>crying for a whore
Back to tumblr fatass
>>26624161
Isn' tumblr the place where men get shat on? Never even browsed that site once, nice meme tho.
>>26624147
>lucid dream
Nice meme,like the tulpa one,faggot
>parents usually come by on the weekend to help me run errands and visit
>they didn't answer their phones
>mind instantly jumps to "they're not responding to fuck with me so I'm forced to get my own car and shit"
Am I the only one who is getting less depressed and more angry as time goes by?
>>26624191
>I can't do a thing, so it's not real
>>26624147
I know how you mean. Nothing is ever enough.
Lonely no matter who you are with or where you are.
Yeah i get you, i dont have one either. but i do ok without, you can try meditation? didnt work for me dho.
>>26624242
Semen rage,brah,do you swallow?
>>26624242
No. After spending so much time being sad I just got angry at the world that I feel this way, and angry at all the people that said it gets better
>can't relate to normies
>can't relate to robots
>can't relate to anyone
ah
>>26624278
I fucking hate shitty advice, or the whole ' just change your way of thinking, it gets better!'
>>26624246
Unless schizophrenia,its not happening
>fuck all online friendships up
>everyone seems to dislike me
Reading here about people and their online friends makes me incredible jealous, but I don't seem to have a personality, so I can't really carry a conversation and make friends.
I've been seeing my therapist for about a month now and I feel like we've made zero progress. She's just pointing out and analyzing my problems but not offering any solutions to fix them.
How long does it usually take? How long should I give it before I try to find someone else? She's a very kind person but I need someone that's effective.
>>26624303
What?
Say what you want about tulpas, but lucid dreams are pretty normal. I had a few, but they were either shit or I wasn't fully self-aware.
just finished madoka rebellion
kill me pls
>>26624310
>therapist
Based meme,upvoted
>>26624306
>online
>friend
Pick only one
>>26624295
>don't worry anon, it's just your teenage hormones!
>here take this pill it will make you feel better!
>have you ever thought that maybe you're doing this to yourself!
>you should be more positive
I don't even fucking want advice. I don't want people to tell me how to make myself better, I don't want anymore pills. I just want someone that will relate to me.
>>26624310
Therapy doesn't work. They just feed you shit that is copied from their psych 101 book
>feel allright
>certainly hellbound
>>26624345
>it happened to me
>Well,not really,but it happens
Fuck off retard
>>26624357
I know how you mean. However i self medicate. im holding off on any SSRIs and trying to get xanax instead. Ill see how it goes.
Maybe we could relate to each other.
>>26624395
Why does this topic make you so upset?
>>26624398
Maybe. I self medicate pretty heavily with weed. They never put me on xanax because I didn't have significant anxiety issues until recently. Took that shit once a few weeks back and I wish they had. The high was amazing
>>26624431
Not upset,actually im laughing.at you btw.
>>26624455
You're fucking retarded, i have had many dreams where i realize it's a dream and get to do fun stuff for a while.
>inb4 proof
Kill yourself if you don't believe me
>>26624356
>>26624357
Well, what should I do besides therapy?
>>26624191
>like the tulpa one
Enjoy staying in denial faggot while i enjoy spending time with my 2d gf.
>>26624398
>I know how you mean. However i self medicate. im holding off on any SSRIs and trying to get xanax instead. Ill see how it goes.
Well good luck with that. You might have heard this before but I'll give you a a heads up anyway. I take benzos everyday, have been for the past 3 years. I can't imagine life without them anymore. If I don't take a benzo for 24 hours I start to feel like I'm going to die soon. Life becomes a hell. Then I take one of my benzos and it lessens. I take them all and everything is fine. I have a diagnosed anxiety disorder.
Benzos aren't "fun" like other drugs are. And if you plan to take it everyday you will become dependant and it will not be pleasant. The withrdawals are the worst in the entire world of drugs.
Just be careful. I take a benzo that has lower risks than some of the others, but all of them, especially xanax, have potentially harmful long term consequences to your mental capabilities.
>>26624455
You seem pretty upset.
Why do you deny the existence of something that's accepted by almost all psychologists?
Why are you typing like that?
>>26624500
It's clearly a women mate, just ignore her
>>26624455
Not that anon, but could you maybe stop being a total asshole?
Also check'd
>>26624470
Just try and get by. Find hobbies, a LOT of hobbies. Distract yourself. If you're NEET, find a job. I know being a wagecuck sucks, but my mental state improved dramatically once I had something to do everyday. It gives you purpose, even if it's some shitty mediocre job
>>26624500
>>26624511
Check'd lads
>>26624468
Reread>>26624345
>>26624475
Why did you reply so suddenly.back to your beliefs.also
>2d wife
Is she censored too?
H-hentai
>>26624523
>Find hobbies, a LOT of hobbies
I seriously have no hobbies. That's one of the things we talk about.
I've tried things. They don't interest me. Everything just seems pointless. The only things I "enjoy" doing anymore are watching anime, listening to music, and being on the internet. And those are incredibly passive and I can't stop the bad thoughts while doing them.
>>26624058
>Forced by parents to take antidepressents
>Struggle to feel sad and cry
I like depression, why take it away?
>>26624058
I called a guy a negro thinking he would find it funny now it is most likely spreading all across town and I'll be known as a total racist
>>26624595
If he's a nigger he will spread it, if hes alright he will find it funny
>>26624058
Why are they ask the same, bros?
This is fresh from today.
>>26624561
If hobbies don't work, drugs are my only other suggestion. Sorry lad. I'm really bad at advice but I'm trying my best
>>26624573
>takes meds
>they work
>doesn't like it
Please go away. I envy you
>>26624475
Right on amigo. You have it figured out. Whatever makes us happy is what is good for us, as long as it has no negative effects. I think the extra endorphins and elevated mood wont be too much of a drag :D
>tfw you only have shitty collecting hobbies
I want to play instruments, learn languages, learn about cars, get /fit/....but I suck
>>26624620
>I'm really bad at advice
That's why I'm seeing a therapist and not random people on 4chan.
>>26624620
If you want working meds just tell your psychotherapist to chance the pill because it doesn't work, it could take 3-4 chances until you found something that works good for you.
>>26624666
Good point. Nice Satan trips. Good luck with your problems, lad
>>26624677
I don't have insurance. Also check'd
>>26624697
>I don't have insurance
Codine is your friend
>>26624664
Same. I'm interested in history, which is useless on its own. Everything else I've tried, like languages, drawing, getting /fit/, writing stories, I just couldn't stick with. I have absolutely no discipline. And I generally just fuck up everything I try anyway.
I was hanging out with a Chad today and after I left his house I started to have a panic attack. This guy is better than me at EVERYTHING.
I know him because I am studying abroad this semester (maybe a mistake? I don't know) and the school partnered us up into groups with other exchange students. The groups are led by Chads and Staceys who know a lot about the ctiy and the school.
This guy has a girlfriend, lives with her, is good looking, healthy, works out, intelligent, good at social situations, good at sports, the whole nine yards. He mentioned he played chess to me and I asked if I could play with him. Thinking that maybe, just maybe, a robot like me would be better than this Chad at SOMETHING. Well, no. I'm not good at anything. He destroyed me at chess. I feel so worthless. Like I'm just garbage. A man two or even three years younger than me is better than me at every aspect of life I can think of. I'm twenty four years old but I have no experience in the world at all. I get lost traveling around every day. I have panic attacks and anxiety nightmares. I can't speak to other people without feeling like I'm dying. The only thing that makes me happy is pain killing drugs.
I can't see any reason people would want to hang out with me. I even feel like a jealous asshole for writing this post. I wish the world wasn't so god damn hard all the time. I don't know how normies do it, how they can go through life so easily, winning friends and girlfriends, shrugging off minor and petty slights, waking up with a smile on their face and genuinely looking forward to being around other people and "succeeding".
I don't want to BE like this the rest of my life. I don't think I'm ever going to change. I don't even know what changing is.
I have so many damn feels inside of me. I just want it all to end. I'm tired of life. I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of everything. I just want to feel okay sometimes instead of like a freak.
>>26624677
Protip:pills do nothing if not worse
>>26624727
Now,not gonna read that pasta.
>>>/lgbt/
>>26624719
Street drugs are my friend
>>26624727
I only associate with chads when I want to make myself feel worse. Avoid them. A good portion of them are assholes, anyways
i knew for like 4 years that my interest in things like video games and making music were dwindling, but im at a point now where ive started to read because everything else makes me sad as shit and i need to get out of my life for a while
>ate nothing but tendies, soda and junk food last two days
>been making poo poo pee pee and farting all morning
>get new hobby
>it becomes the center of your life, seems like best hobby ever
>lose interest in a week or two
>regret ever having such a useless hobby that you wasted all that time on
>move on to something else
Anyone else do this?
>>26624844
Buy knifes/guns and clean/sharpen them all the time
>>26624844
vinyl records
why did I do that
>>26624844
Yeah it's weird. I can't find purpose in my life as well so I'm stagnating at home while my peers are in college
>>26624883
This is actually my newest one. I'm now trying to figure out which should be my first of each to buy.I have a problem
>>26624930
glock, combat knife
>>26624058
Internet gf told me she has a boyfriend now... I shared all my problems with her and she shared her's with me. She was lonely too but not anymore. I started a diary because i have nobody to talk about my feelings anymore :(
>>26624997
>Internet gf told me she has a boyfriend
I really want a job but I'm shy, shit with people and have no experience.
>>26624648
Mediation and daydreaming, every single second.
>>26624771
it isn't pasta... my life and experiences are far too boring and trivial to be pasta. I don't understand why you posted a redirect to /lgbt/ either.
>>26624785
this guy is actually nice to me, which makes it even worse I think. It's hard to hate a genuinely nice person who is also great at everything they do. I'll take your advice to heart.
associating with this guy just makes me feel bad about myself. I was talking to him about how to approach this girl I met through our exchange student group who I'm interested in, and his advise was basically "just bzzz bzzz BEEE urself man, its what i do. i dont understand what your problem with her is?" and It was hard to explain that that will not work for me so I just agreed with him
I'm not going to ever go over his house again. It's much too painful.
>>26625072
>associating with this guy just made me feel bad about myself
Exactly. Like I said, they're not all bad, but they're so vastly superior you can t help but feel worse.
i'm starting to hate videogames,they have decent graphics and escapism and all that but i feel like the community is just ruining it. but still i don't have anything else than videogames.
i've been trying to say to myself thatdon't hate the product,hate the communitybut i still feel like all those chads and stacies are bringing their romance and sex bullshit too close to me,but still this computer is all i have.
i just want to be somewhere else,somewhere where it's nice and warm,just somewhere where i could something else than sit on computer all day.
>>26624844
That's life my friend, it's all a bunch of games and hobbies. Work, school, home, they're all the same. Play the school game for a while, it's super easy and based on memory. Then go play the register game for a few months. It's a money management game with extensive character interactions. That's life, a bunch of hobbies that you use to pass the time until you die. It's all useless, there's nothing to feel bad about. Like that void after the last season of your favorite show ends and you know you'll never see a new episode of it again, rather than that just be happy that you got to enjoy such a great show in the first place.
>Even feels threads get derailed by normie faggots.
JUST LET US HAVE THIS ONE THING, FUCK
>tfw have a shit dad
>would constantly drink and beat my mom
>would start fights with random people
>road rages a lot
>calls me a shit son all the time
I'm just waiting for the old man's heart to stop beating
>>26625905
>would constantly drink and beat my mom
>beat my mom
>I'm just waiting for the old man's heart to stop beating
Faggot
>>26624618
what happened? context?
she slept with someone?
>>26625981
The beatings stop when I was old enough to understand that he can't do that, but it's still stuck with me.
The worst of the abuse has stopped and he only makes comments here and there or yells at me, so I can't call him out on it without making myself look like an idiot because "I can't handle shit".
I think I like this girl but sometimes I feel like I don't.
Not like it matters cause I don't she likes me back.
But I just want to know what it feels to be madly in love with someone.
But I go to a community college in a small suburban town. Even if I saw the most beautiful girl ever I would never be able to talk to her.
>want to be a teacher
>don't want to struggle with money
>>26624058
Today I read something about an old man, he is 90 now.
I envy him.
He seemed to have had a big life, filled with stuff, loads of memories. He will not see the collapse of the planet and the economy. He can close his eyes and know he won't be conscious when shit hits the fan.
>>26626033
Yes, she did. We weren't together officially but she gave off the impression that she liked me romantically. I shouldn't have had any expectations since we met on Tinder but I fell for the "my friends made me get one" meme and thought that maybe we could have something. We've talked for a couple of months now and this week she got drunk and fucked someone.
>>26626075
i dont mean to sound cliche, but unless the feelings are mutual, being madly in love with someone just hurts
I feel like dying. I wish I were dead. I'm scared of death, but I want to die. I've had enough. I don't fit into this world. I was never supposed to exist. I want to die.
>>26624844
Absolutely.
And then your art supplies look at you and make you feel guilty.
>>26626061
Just out of the blue beat the fuck out of him one day, make him live in fear like he made you
>>26626112
>being madly in love with someone just hurts
This.
So much.
You think about them last thing before you fall asleep. You wake up, have a few moments of bliss before the knowledge that you love them hits you, sprinkled with the massive sadness that they don't love you back. Then there's a hole in your chest that you drag around with you the entire day, until you can lie down in your bed, fap while you think of her, cry, and fall asleep pretending she's next to you.
Rinse.
Repeat.
Does anyone else feel like they're just completely incapable of being in a healthy functioning relationship?
I think if life sent my perfect woman to my front door right now, I'd still manage to fuck it up and ruin everything. I probably wouldn't even answer the door out of fear.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iX-QaNzd-0Y
I moved to a new state a year ago, on February 1st
Ive been alone since before then, just sitting, trying to be alive.
I was sober for a while, started drinking again for over 6 months, now ive been off alcohol for 20 days. I have to stop smoking weed to get a new job.
Coming down off of these things makes me remember how alone I am. My dog still loves me. My mom doesn't even live at home, she is gone for weeks on end with her new boyfriend.
I've been trying to get on track, getting /fit/, stopped watching porn, quitting drugs, I used to do alot of drugs.
People tell me how good looking I am, and how smart I am, "If I would only apply myself."
I have felt worthless and hated myself for a long long time. I can't really every like a girl, because if she ever loved me, I would think less of her, because I don't even love myself.
I have a few months to get on track or I might become homeless.
The music and the drugs and the insanity, I used to enjoy them more, a long time ago.
Its funny really, my life is so uneventful I don't even have stories for threads like this. Every day is exactly the same. I wake up, I shower, I change into my sweatpants and t-shirt, and I fire up my computer for yet another day. Give or take a few breaks to go to the bathroom and eat ramen, and you've got every day in the last five years of my life.
I'm considering signing up for online classes at my local community college to get my parents off my back. They've been pressuring me to move on in my life more than usual lately. I'm a social autist though and I'm terrified of being around people. I'm afraid I'll have a panic attack if I have to sit in a classroom at any point in the cycle. Maybe I'll just sign up for online ones and see how it goes. I haven't been in school since high school ended, and that was a long time ago. So maybe this time will be different. Perhaps the end of my neet life would be for the best here. I know I'm not job material, I failed at every interview I got last year, and I have to do something eventually.
>>26626522
>I'm afraid I'll have a panic attack if I have to sit in a classroom at any point in the cycle.
College classrooms are much different than high school classrooms
You come in
You sit down anywhere
The teacher does their thing
You leave
No bullshit, no drama. And its usually only once or twice a week.
You can come in extra early before anyone else and snag a seat in the back. Chances are no one will notice you and those that do will probably never know your name. And if you sperg out its not like it matters because its not like high school, once you're out of class you'll probably never see those people again.
>>26626522
I have an online class. Its not bad but its kind of dull. We just have to write some forum posts every week and comment on others.
I don't actually really feel like I'm "learning" anything, though. It just feels like busy work so I can get my credits.
All I want is a gf, some I can love; someone that loves me. I want to make memories with a girl, take stupid pictures together. And just go out and do typical bf/gf stuff together. What I would do to kiss a girl on the lips right now, been too long. Yet life just passes me by, stuck with no gf, stuck as a virgin, stuck doing the same shit everyday.
>>26626975
Wished for the same as you. Got dumped. Now shit's even worse.
>>26626997
Hey at least you had something, I'm too shy to even say hi to a girl...
https://youtu.be/Na4cnnEIwzA
Some feels music for you feelyfags
I need your opinion guise. I plan to kill myself eventually, I kinda have an idea on how to do it, but I need a second opinion on something. I plan to get the alcohols on that day, and I was wondering, should I donate blood before I do it? It should be easier to get drunk if I do, and I could use alcohol poisoning as a fail-safe. I dunno, what do you guys think?
>>26627224
Just get a donor card and shotgun to the head
>>26624058
>write with an anon in a feels thread over on fit
>we decide to continue writing on skype
>it's actually a girl
>she actually lives in my country and not that far away ( 150 miles )
>luck/10
>after a month of texting daily we decide to meet
>she's staying at my house for 3 days
>no awkwardness at all
>felt a special sort of connection
>have sex albeit unplanned
>spent the days together doing a lot of stuff, just having fun
>couple days after that i get a 6 paged love letter from her
>month later i drive to her house
>first time i went that far from home for a girl
>stayed nearly a week at hers
>went on for about 5 months
>week before christmas i get a christmas gift from her
>we plan the next days, she wanted to stay over NYE
>couple days before christmas she tells me she wants to end it between us
we never had the "are we in a relationship now?" talk
she broke up with her bf about 2 months before we were texting that 1 month daily
>after NYE we talk
>she tells me she's back with her ex-bf
we talked again a couple of days ago, for an hour we laughed and whatnot, felt good but on the other hand she played with my feelings like a toy, used me for a rebound.
we're on no contact now, haven't deleted or blocked us, just not texting.
been a month now since we talked, going strong here but still thinking of her every now and then
>>26627240
Sadly, I'm in gun control land, I would gun if I could, would be cool
>>26626975
>All I want is a gf, some I can love; someone that loves me. I want to make memories with a girl, take stupid pictures together. And just go out and do typical bf/gf stuff together. What I would do to kiss a girl on the lips right now, been too long.
aw man, I know this feel so bad. I want that lovey dovey so sweet you have to gag relationship. The stuff you see in movies in montages. But then I'm too afraid to make it happen. I'm afraid of it working more than I'm afraid of it not working. I don't know what it will be like. I don't fear rejection as much as I fear success. Rejection just means I get to go back to my life of solitude. Rejection just means I'm back to where I was before, no worse off, and maybe even better off because at least you know it wouldn't work. Rejection means you tried.
Success means having to actually experience life. Not life through the internet, or by living vicariously through movie characters, or music, or anime, or videogames, or books, or ... anything. Experiencing life 1st hand. I'm so afraid of that and I don't know why! The meds haven't helped me. I can't relate to people (normies) who can do this.
I'm so afraid. I hate hate hate being so afraid
>>26627253
Well at least she has not been using you as an orbiter, it sounded like a proper relationship and a thing that was good to both of you. Unfortunately she wasn't fully honest, but it's within the rules of the relationship game I'd say.
>>26627351
we never established if we were in a real relationship though.
sad thing, cause it worked, despite the distance.
i also think that her going back to her ex was some sort of panic reaction
>>26627314
Sucks to suck to be us I guess. Its been years since I've actually kissed a girl, in some ways I'd rather just be kissless. And I like what you said about rejection, makes a lot of sense. I just need to experience life fuck this shit dude.
>won't have enough money for rent unless my parents give me money
>no money for food
>getting warnings from my old university about contacting a collection agency if I don't start payments
>next paycheck will only be ~$120 since I'm in training and get shit hours
>hours at job are inconsistant as I am PRN
>student credit card maxed out
I'm so fucking stressed
>>26627253
I don't know what to say anon, besides it did seem too good to be true. But you know what they say, better to have loved and lost than never loved before (aka the olden way of saying normie reeeeeeeeee). But you learned something today, women are manipulative people who play with others emotions for their own gain. It's why succubi are said to be females, not males https://youtu.be/fMfRgtOSEUw . they jump through all these loopholes and are excellent mental gymnasts (ex. Technically you weren't in a relationship, nothing was declared, so she used you and left you). I'm sorry for your loss, you invested the feels and sexytimes, and are left with nothing, I give you internet hug
>>26624058
">"tfw daddy issues
">"got arrested multiple times
">"tearing my Senpai apart harder each time
Told to accept him
>>26627423
>besides it did seem too good to be true
it did, and that's how it continued to look like.
>internet hug
thanks anon. then again i should've seen it coming i guess, when we started writing with each other, we started talking about our past relationships.
funny enough that i met her in a feels thread, where she was complaining about her sex life and whatnot with her not-ex-anymore
>>26625263
There is beauty in the cold as well anon. I lived deep in the woods of maine for 2 years logging. I barely talked to anybody and would hike for miles by myself, just listening to my ipod and both literally and figuratively forging my own path through the woods.
It was an amazing thing to walk out 5 or 6 miles with just my axe and chop down 3 or four trees. It's therapeutic really.
>>26627506
FUCK YOU ATOU CORRECT
reeee.kill me
seriously fuck me
>>26627526
It's a painful kind of irony, I wonder if r9k could have predicted this, I have no idea. The only thing you can do is take this as a learning experience. Learn from small falls so you don't suffer large ones. Hopefully you don't get cucked in the future
>>26624844
All the fucking time, I'm not as energetic as these anons who draw and collect vinyls so my efforts amount to a ranking character in a video game I'll never play again.
how do you guys personally deal with no friends
i have no hobbies
i'm too fucked up and scared to make friends
and all my forms of escapism are losing their appeal
i'm gonna crack
My ex invited me to her child's birthday party but we broke up last week i want to go because i get along with the family. Like i care for her and i love her tons but i think i'm over her
>>26627684
why do you want friends?
>>26627730
i don't actually know
i've never asked myself that
i've never had friends and i'm not happy in solitude and i think i kinda romanticize the idea of friends or love because it's so alluring and mysterious
i feel like i'd be okay being a shut-in as long as i had one companion who really wanted to be with me. i want to share my life with them and i want to be a part of their life.
>>26627637
yeah learnt that lesson.
would've been an awesome story to tell though, she really was genuinely interested in me, at one point
I hate feeling of being helpless and useless
I feel so strung out. Every time I mention my mental illness anywhere (online or real life) people play it down and say I'm just pretending to get attention and use it as an excuse to be lazy.
I wish I was pretending. I fucking wish. Every day is a living nightmare even when I'm medicated. Only thing keeping me alive is my mother, I know killing myself will crush her.
I am willing to suffer for my mother. She has went through so much shit in her life, last thing I want to do is make her see me die.
All I wanted in my life is to make my mother smile. I couldn't even do that.
>>26624184
>Isn' tumblr the place where men get shat on? Never even browsed that site once, nice meme tho.
24/7 i don't why i still browse that website it's killing me
>>26624242
>Am I the only one who is getting less depressed and more angry as time goes by?
I feel the opposite as time goes by i feel more depressed than angry
Do any of you have tips about job applications?
>put in job applications online periodically for the last two years
>only one interview in that entire span of time
>failed miserably
>no work experience
>no references because no social life
>can't come up with anything to write on a resume/cover letter
>even fast food rejects me
I'm really reaching the end of my rope here.
>>26624286
>can't relate to anyone
I know that feel bruh
>>26627938
You need to lie about mundane job experience.
Like
>Worked at McDonald's for a year
>Worked at some shitty place for a year
etc etc. Or you will not be hired because they'll be very weary of a person who is 20+ with zero job experience
>>26627938
Bro, lie. Don't lie outright about references, of course. Make shit believable, but unverifiable. Do whatever you can to get a job.
What is the worse they can do? Not hire you? l0l
After you're hired, they'll be more inclined to keep you on and train you than fire you for not knowing everything from the start. Always talk positively, never say anything negative about anything. Again, the worse thing they can do is fire you. Which means you'll have gathered some interview/sort of job experience.
Again, do anything in your power to secure a job. Rules are for normies.
>>26627974
Don't they call to verify you actually worked at places like that? I'm 22 with no job experience so I know I'm probably a red flag, but I don't want to be caught in a lie and prosecuted for lying on a resume.
>>26627938
you need to follow up, call the places you apply for, go into their place of business dressed up fancy and nice, introduce yourself to the manager and inquire about the status of your job application. Accept whatever nonsense they say, give them your info and a copy of your resume (you need a good resume, look online for guides), and depart being gracious and polite. Do that once a week for 2 months, and if you haven't gotten the interview yet, you're doing something wrong.
>>26628007
Depends where you're from. They will most likely do a background check for any criminals records but otherwise just keep it to small amounts (like 5-6 months)
>Hear about robots dating femanons
>Great relationships, robots accepted even though they're NEETS
>"All you have to do is put yourself out there whenever possible"
>Okie dokie
>Go on r9k
>Find a girl
>Post contact info
>We talk
>Goes great
>Same interests
>Anime, games, pleb shit
>Interests of her own that I think are cool
>She's nice, kind, gentle
>Shy, but obviously interested in me for me
>Then she goes crazy and reveals that she's very underage
>Nope
>Try again
>Meet a new girl
>She's insane
>Drug addict
>Attention whore
>Cut contact because I don't want to be another of her orbiters
>Tired
>Alone
>Sometimes I'm barely able to give a shit about anything
>Sometimes I give too many shits, and get anxious and depressed
>Unable to function in normal society
>Barely functional online (avoidant, shy)
>Unable to find somebody to show affection to, to be interested in, to enjoy spending time with
>There will never be anybody who enjoys my company
>Nobody will talk to me every day
>Nobody will get worried when I get depressed and go dark
>Nobody will keep trying to contact me daily until I respond
I wish I could seriously consider suicide. No matter how shit my life may get, I still won't kill myself. What the hell is wrong with me?
>>26628005
I can't get in trouble for doing this, right? I feel like lying on a resume would be a crime.
>>26628040
My anxiety issues bleed through when I have to interact with other people. I can't walk in confidently in nice dress and impress, I can barely hold myself together in social situations. The less face time I have with potential employers before they hire me the better.
>>26628050
>>Then she goes crazy and reveals that she's very underage
>>Nope
Dumbfuck, could have moulded her into the perfect gf
Didn't see there was a feels thread up...gonna copy paste..
Today, the best man I've ever known is probably going to pass away, thanks to his wife.
>have a grandfather who is almost 80 years old
>never been in hospital before
>perfectly healthy, only problem he has is that he's losing hearing in one ear
>loved by his community and family
>played football and GAA for his local club since he was 6 years old, played for the team until he was in his late 40s
>became manager and coach
>coached a small time club into the countries finals
>big shots tried to poach him and he refused and stayed loyal to the club
>his only source of agony and depression in his life has been his wife
>always fighting with him, a real bitch
>hated by her kids
>kicks him out of the house
>calls him back when she cant do shit herself anymore
>now she has indirectly killed him
>fell out of his bed and broke his arm and ankle beside a radiator that was on the highest heat possible
>left with 3rd degree burns all over his body
>doctors told my parents to come in because it might be his last few moments
i don't know what to say, sorry if this isn't coherent enough, I have so much shit running through my mind robots....
Why are women so SHIT?
>>26628050
>Unable to function in normal society
>Barely functional online (avoidant, shy)
>Unable to find somebody to show affection to, to be interested in, to enjoy spending time with
>There will never be anybody who enjoys my company
>Nobody will talk to me every day
>Nobody will get worried when I get depressed and go dark
>Nobody will keep trying to contact me daily until I respond
I know all those feels kazoku
>>26628107
>molded
Its actually called grooming, and its a felony just about everywhere. Its a great way to have the FBI knock your door down at 3am and arrest you. Prison terms range from 2 to 10 years.
>>26628079
It is not a crime. Unless you're impersonating a police office or a doctor, you have nothing to worry about. Shit, say you have an uncle that runs a farm and you've been a farmhand for five years. Give a number of someone you can tell to make that up. That's pretty good.
>>26628151
>Its actually called grooming
Exactly how young, my country 16 is legal
>>26628050
those last ones are so accurate
>tfw want to be wanted by someone, but I have no qualities worth wanting
>>26624058
Goatse?? originalees
>>26628201
IT ALL COMES TUMBLING DOWN
TUMBLING DOWN, TUMBLING DOWN!
Not an original comment.
>>26628201
That fucking feel.
It's okay anon. You're wanted around here.
>be fembot
>find nice robot to befriend
>he is cool, we hit it off
>hes an aussie and i live in yurop so nothing will ever come out of it
>talk all day every day for weeks
>say something stupid
>he drops me and i dont know why
>tfw lost good friend bc im a retarded roastie
>>26628201
>tfw want to improve but no real motivation to do it
>>26628339
>>he drops me and i dont know why
>>tfw lost good friend bc im a retarded roastie
What exactly did you say, you where non-white? that's a pretty big redflag
>>26628339
>>say something stupid
You're leaving out a big detail here.
>>26628339
I could post screenshots if you really want me too.............
>>26628405
Or the simple option of what you said, you dumb roastie ^)
>>26628404
You aren't wrong.
Fuck the robot right now desu
>>26628432
I'm not her. I'm the one she was talking about, >>26628437 is also me
>>26628107
I'm not some sort of pedo groomer. I won't post age, but i'm not talking about some 16 year old.
>>26628141
>>26628201
My nakama. I know it's shitty, but it's a nice feeling to know i'm not alone.
Jeez. Any of you faggots into talking? Threads like this always make me deplorably aware of how fucking destitute my life is.
>>26628405
DO IT NAO
>>26628468
Sure senpai, ill talk with you post away
>>26628470
Nah cunt, fuck off I wasn't talking to you
>>26628483
What do you do for fun?
Obligatory DESUDESUDESUDESU
>>26628519
>What do you do for fun?
Drink and masturbate
>>26628437
Post the screenshots.
I need to see a roastie getting BTFO in real time.
>>26628528
Drink what, anon-chan?
>>26628570
Vodka with cheap cola, nothing fancy as im poor as fuck, what about yourself mate?
>>26628594
Vodka and ginger ale. Poor man's moscow mule.
>>26628644
Sounds decent, im getting pretty sick of the taste of cola so i might try this out.
Where abounce you live senpai?
>>26628676
Texas. Textbook amerifag here.
You?
>wake up tired
>go to school
>don't understand anything
>get pissed off
>get home, try to pass the time
>no desire to do anything
>go to bed too late anyway
how do i escape the cycle
>>26628538
>tfw sick of being lead on to orbit people
And I really wouldn't say they got btfo desu
>>26628704
Hampshire england, pretty normal area expect all the muslims have recently started moving in
>>26628380
no im white as snow
>>26628404
didnt know what i said that made him upset, i think i do now though
>>26628456
pls reconsider
>>26628744
You know now do you?
>>26628743
Is it as bad as the shitstorm that's been going on in /pol/ says it is?
>>26628777
It really is mate, i was with my brother the other day getting a subway on the other side of the city and literally every non-white stared at me as if ready to attack/defend
>>26628776
>>26628744
Passed the point of no return ages ago anyways desu.
>>26628719
>goldfish memory
i'm triggered, why does every girl seem to have that
>>26628797
Jeez, Sorry to hear that. Was hoping /pol/ was just exaggerating.
What do you do besides masturbate?
>>26628840
It's easy to pretend you don't remember something. Enables you to feign innocence when shit hits the fan.
>>26628840
So they have an excuse not to remember shit. More reasons not to trust them and above all else, never talk to a fembot. Ever.
>>26628840
>>26628878
fuck that goldfish memory shit
always an excuse to talk shit about you
>>26628777
>Is it as bad as the shitstorm that's been going on in /pol/ says it is?
Yes.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rotherham_child_sexual_exploitation_scandal
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rochdale_sex_trafficking_gang
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Derby_sex_gang
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Oxford_sex_gang
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bristol_Sex_Gang
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Telford_sex_gang
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Peterborough_sex_abuse_case
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Keighley_sex_gang
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Banbury_sex_gang
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aylesbury_sex_gang
>>26628850
It's fine, i carry a weapon incase of anything and i mostly just collect end of world scenario items, this is what i have so far
>>26624488
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uDbPnAQ-c1o
wow what the fuck
>>26624844
My brother does this a lot, he's a massive Chad.
In his teens he was an emo, then he wanted to be a bartender, then rock climbing, "extreme skateboarding" or whatever sliding down steep hills with no breaks is called, surfing at some point and currently driving cars because he just got a driver's license. A lot of other gay shit probably that I can't remember.
Sorry to break it to you, but you sound like a normie anon.
>>26628719
Only real btfo desu. And it wasn't that great. Also contains my autism, apologies.
>>26628944
>>26628719
i met a girl on 4chan that wrote "kek" and other board related memes, was actually pretty cool, made communicating with each other somewhat, easier.
although it can be a tad obnoxious at times
>>26628944
I forgot the image. Fuck this retardation caused by the ozone hole.
>>26628904
Sex.
Do you do anything besides masturbate?
>inb4 lurk /r9k/
>>26628973
jesus fucking CHRIST
you two sound as retarded as the other one
jesus
>>26628904
>fantasy blade
*unsheathes fedora*
>>26628992
I'll agree with that one desu.
>>26629004
It's not a fantasy blade, it's just a hand axe that i carved into a more of a half knife/axe
>>26628973
Do people really talk like this outside of 4chan?
>>26626202
i can very much relate. romantic situations of any kind feel fake to me and i get extremely anxious.
>>26624306
I can feel you , I also feel like an outsider not a robot not a normie , lost my best friend after 8th grade because he took the normie/chad way.
>>26624310
>Not being honest in therapy and asking them why they haven't provided solutions
Anon, you're the reason progress hasn't been made. Patients need to be proactive and forthcoming in therapy. You don't just sit back and magically change.
>>26629025
>implying that I didn't talk like that because they also use this shithole
talking to anyone in real life like that is literally asking to get curbstomped
why does a connection one had with another human being have to end just because emotions arose?
>>26628973
>say tfw no <x> to a person of that gender when both are single
>"I don't understand"
assholetfw no cute bloodsword glasses gf
>>26629100
>>say tfw no <x> to a person of that gender when both are single
>>"I don't understand"
>asshole
>implying that was all that was said
Do I need to do some scrolling to take a couple more screenshots?
>>26628973
>>26629100
>leaving out the part where he implied tfw no gf
i dont know what i thought id get out of this
>>26629055
I didn't want to rush things. I'm a very meek person. I think next session I'll say something though.
>>26629143
>>26629100
WILL YOU GUYS FUCK ALREADY? jesus
>>26629143
yea thatd be cool dude
>>26626106
ha ha fucking owned bitch
>t. chad cockthunder
Theres this girl I like. We've already fugged twice, but we were drunk. We've been messaging like crazy and she's into me, too, but we don't really know each other that well and haven't even gone on a date.
We're going on a date next weekend but I'm scared that once she gets to know the real me, she'll blow me off . Im also terrified that if we have sex and I'm not drunk i'll fuck up and either finish too quickly or be awkward as fuck. I have social anxiety (shocker, right?) and I try my best to fake confidence and not let it get to me, but I can't always hide it.
>>26629185
Alright, leaving out significant autism this time.
>implying this still isn't significant autism
>>26629143
>>26629155
>>26629173
fuck you guys I'm going to fap instead
>>26629245
stop orbiting lmao
>>26629229
Also, the real me is different from drunk me. Drunk me is the life of the party that has everyone laughing. Real me is someone who stays at home playing guitar and playing games instead of going out to bars and clubs. I'm scared that she likes the drunk me.
>>26629245
That's fucking horrid man. I'm so sorry.I love dfc.
>>26629245
Did you get to see that dfc?
>>26629284
>implying I didn't know I was orbiting but kept getting told I wasn't
Hold onto your hats lads, extreme autism coming up desu
>>26629359
yes he did
orignail comment
>>26629359
No, I don't really care either desu. I'm not really into sexual shit too much
>>26629344
EXTREME AUTISM PART 2
I deserved to get cucked desu.
>>26628717
alcohol/drugs and being around people helps.
>>26629378
>>26629405
The way you guys repeatedly, ironically REEE at each other is unbearable. Tell her you want to dick her, and take her back. You deserve each other.
>>26629385
When was this desu and why wasn't I informed there was dfc involved?are you talking about when you were drunk and I actually didn't see shit desu
>spent the past week applying to jobs
>realize I'm updating my resumes in a different folder
>>26624058
I was born with a very high IQ. I can't communicate with people because they are idiots. Even people on 4chan look stupid to me. It's like everyone in the world but me is a robot.
>>26629426
See >>26628830
>content too low, fuck the robot etc etc
>>26629484
this exactly
everyone else are sheep
>>26629437
i sent you a snap of it
and yes i was probably drunk
Never had friends before and now that I have one I feel even more depressed than when I had none, I don't understand why though.
>>26628050
how do you even find girls on this site anyway?
>>26629507
I'd try being friends again but I'm also lonely and a cuckprobably
I just deleted three people off my friendslist on Steam, only to realize afterward that I have literally no other friends.
I'm not entirely sure what to do, I didn't even particularly like those three guys (hence deletion) but now that I'm completely alone, I'm honestly fucking scared.
I'm a second semester senior and I'm graduating high school having made not one friend.
I was bullied in middle school, and my strategy was to get really fucking quiet to go ignored; then when people did try to fuck with me, I would get really fucking mean. Like people are on /b/, but in real life.
>hey how are you, anon?
>get the fuck away from me faggot, fucking kill yourself
and I know I totally brought this upon myself, but it really just feels like it's too fucking late for me to do anything with my life now.
Never had a girlfriend, went to an all boy school my whole life, not that any girl would want someone as rude as I am.
I ruined what were supposed to be the best four years of my life.
>>26629560
>implying that's not exactly what she wants so she has someone person trapped in orbit again
I'm not becoming the fucking moon you cuck piece of shit
>>26624242
the opposite. I used to be angry but now its mostly anxiety and pity
>>26629598
Holy shit, fuck that "Best years of your life" nonsense.
High school is horseshit. Anyone who tells you otherwise is just trying to make you believe you aren't in a terrible fucking place full of half-human retards.
You're the one who determines when your best years are, anon.
TLDR: High school does not fucking make up the years of your life. Jesus christ.
>>26629598
Just talk to yourself anon-kun.
I've gone 6 years without anything more than acquaintances. Wouldn't have lasted that long without talking to myself.
>>26624286
Oh god this.
> too weird for the normal
> not weird enough for the weirdos
>talking to normie friends about vidya/anime
>oh god everyone is going to think I'm a weirdo
>oh god everyone else is going to think I'm a normie
>>26627684
My friends count can only be matched by how much vagina I had (which is none); a usual day for me in this period of time is: wine, Fallout 4, Reddit and 4chan. My life is nothing short of a fucking embarrassment
>>26627788
Well, by nature man is a social animal
just trying to drink myself to death desu life doesn't get better no matter what milestone you pass.
you set goals for yourself thinking that once you meet them you'll be happy but time and time again it just makes you feel bitter for working so hard for nothing.
I couldn't kill myself even if I tried. My parents would be devastated being their only child. My mom would probably kill herself as well. I wish I could just seize to exist. And not have existed in the first place so that I wouldn't hurt anyone.
>>26629740
I get that, I really do, but I don't see it getting better afterward.
When does life start?
Everything thus far has been feigned normalcy and fucking awfulness.
>>26629484
Well... fuck off back to your homeplanet
>>26630410
that's the excuse I use too even though I know my parents really wouldn't care whether I lived or died.
>>26627849
fuck - I feel the exact same way. My Dad is never home for his job, with my mom alone in her house most of the time. Me dying would crush her.
Anime is legitimately the only thing keeping me alive
>>26630410
>I wish I could just seize to exist
*cease to exist
>>26629484
>people are idiots
>even people on 4chan look stupid to me
I think you mean 'especially'
>>26630439
Realizing my mom would be happier if I killed myself is probably the heaviest feel I've ever felt.
>>26630462
JUST A LITTLE LONGER
>>26630464
FUCK I CANt EVEN DO THAT RIGHT
>tv shows and anime are no longer interesting
>vidya bores me after just a few hours of playing
>leaving the house stresses me out
>tfw no real friends or online friends
>finished college years ago
>now stuck living with parents
>no job
>no interests
>no nothing
>go onto omegle to connect with other robots
>its all bots, normies throwing the bantz, and people hiding their faces
>no nothing
I want to die.
>>26630498
>tfw realising you're the source of most of your family's problems and that if you offed yourself they'd probably be able to live much better
Why do I continue to exist when I am nothing but a burden
>>26630153
>Fallout 4, Reddit
If you're going to be a NEET, at least do it right
I've got a therapy session booked for Tuesday but I don't want to go. I feel like I'm wasting their time.
anyone else know the feeling of extreme lonliness? like in terms of wanting to have a romantic relationship where you can actually connect with the person but you dont have anyone like that in your life? i wrote a short story about the kind of girl i would like to meet and all her qualities but she literally is a fantasy and doesnt exist. is this unhealthy behavior? ive havent met a new girl in over 2 years. i go out with friends, have social life but just havent met any girls at all. i go out desperately hoping to meet someone i actually like but it hasnt happened. i feel like im somehow punished and dont deserve anyone to love me or some shit? when was younger some girls give me interest but never had a real girlfriend. only girl i had deep conversation with literally cucked me but i was beta orbiting her so i kind of deserve it. i basically lay in bed crying cause i dont think ill meet a girl for me
>>26630631
Thus, the "fucking embarrassment" statement
>>26628973
The fuck is wrong with you man?? People don't talk like this outside of this dog shit website
>>26626975
I was like you. I have a gf now, but we just dont have anything...
>>26626415
As little you might think about yourself the girl prbl thinks better about you! I understand that you think less of her bc she loves you piece oft shit but be patient for a while she might be able to show you how she is seeing you.
>>26630853
get a waifu anon. 2D>3D
>>26631406
look at what he had as the background then say that again
I was all of you guys- huge social anxiety, paranoia, dissociation ( feeling out of place in this world, like life doesn't concern me), body dismorphia, kissless virgin, until I finally decided to REALLY figure out what the fuck is wrong with me.
Turns out my dad sexually abused me.
I have acne since im 12. I took meds, i went on diet, i did everything i could. Fucking 6 years later it's still here. My confidence is so fucking low it's sad. I would like to be confident enough to talk to any girl but it seems impossible.
>>26631814
was expecting a >BEE URSELV
desu
>>26631814
Turns out? How do you just find that out without already having known it happened.
>>26632863
have you tried accutane?
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