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What year did your life turn to shit?
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What year did your life turn to shit?
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2001 - puberty
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>>26622985
2003 - middle school
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>>26623136
>>26623219
These once childhood ended so did my happiness
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>>26622985
the end of 2011/start of 2012
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Op's image has been my exact trajectory, creeped me out
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>>26623219
middle school was a bitch
4 years trying to grow a thick skin, which I eventually failed since I dropped of HS aftewards due to anxiety
Goddamn elementary school was comfy as fuck.
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>>26623276
Same here man

In 2010 I was actually looking forward to working hard and getting far in life

Little did I know, that was where the downward spiral started

It'll be a miracle if I make it to 2020
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>>26623136
yep same time
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When I started high school.

I started playing pc games like 8 hours a day and doing faggy stuff like watch SoL anime. There was a girl I had a crush on who might have gone out with me, but I was too much of a beta to ever ask her out, and she got a boyfriend.

The thing is, I didn't know there was anything terribly unusual about what I was doing. The next year, when I learned that kids were already drinking and having sex, it was a little shocking. But instead of partaking in those activities, I had this instinctual disgust and avoided people more.
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>>26623290
I was so good at elementary school but fucked up in middle one.
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2003 - shit
2004 - shit
2005 - better
2006 - getting way better
2007 - peak
2008 - still sorta ok
2009 - hangin' in there, not bad
2010 - horrible shit
2011 - I want to fucking kill myself
2012 - peak, life is good as it was 5 years ago
2013 - 2016: I hate this fucking world.
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It was always a mix of shit and good, or what seemed to be good in comparison to the shit. In reality, the "good" was probably just "alright".

When things turned into a nightmare for me was 2008, when I got ill.
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>>26622985
My life hit a low period around 2011-2013, but in the past couple years my life just keeps getting better and better.
Went from being in a shitty relationship and working at a retail job that destroyed my soul, into a period when I was unemployed and failed out of school, had to rely on my rich parents for 100% of my expenses for over 2 years. Then I finally was able to get back into school and start re-taking all the classes I failed due to depression and anxiety the first time around, even got into a study abroad program and got to travel/ live in England for a little while. When I came back, I got a comfy office job that doesn't pay that well, but it's enough for me to be financially independent and it has great benefits. I've been single for several years and my last few interactions with women have left me kind of bitter, but since all other aspects of my life are going great, I'm still optimistic that I'll find the right girl someday, eventually.
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middle school special ed four people in the classroom going to high school with no friends

that quite kid...
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>>26622985
1976 - the year I was born.
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1997 - Birth
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2008. I dropped out of the PhD I was working on, basically haven't been able to get a job since. Did a masters in a different discipline, but the job market for said discipline went completely to shit when I graduated, meaning now that all my time at university has been a complete fucking waste. I will almost certainly kill myself at some point this year.
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>>26622985
1990 famalam I got cut out of mom two weeks early and I was yellow.
FML.
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1991 or 1992. That's the year I fell on my head when I was 2 years old and suffered permanent brain damage. The symptoms are basically the same as autism, depression, and psychopathy. My mom said I didn't smile or make eye contact as much after the fall. It was my first memory. I want to kill myself
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>>26622985
People on this board hold 2007 in such high regards. It was probably my shittiest year. Started Secondary School and became an outcast. I was pretty popular in primary school.
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2009, freshman year of high school
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>>26626272
>2009
>freshman year of high school
>2009
>freshman year of high school
>2009
>freshman year
>of high school
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>>26622985
2010.Depression....
6 years of struggling already.
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My life was shit for four years from 2012-2015 mostly because I was on antidepressants and I was a fucking loser with no friends. My life turned around completely as soon as this year started because I somehow managed to get my shit together.
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It's all been bad. I keep waiting for my day to come, but it just keeps getting worse and worse.
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>>26622985
summer of 2011 is when I stooped going out with friends but still hung with them at school, but 2013 is when I left school and have been a NEET ever since.
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>>26622985
2009
Puberty hit, and I had to switch schools and knew no one
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It all started when I was born. 1993

I remember having no friends in kindergarten. It's pretty normal for everyone to just get along and have shallow friendships at that age, but even then I was regularly reading in the corner instead of playing with the other kids.

I didn't even know why. I just didn't know or care to interact.

Things did change a bit once I changed schools for 2nd grade and I ended up having a best friend. Lanky, tall guy that was held back a year and sometimes had to sit out recess because he regularly broke his leg, so he was almost as outcast as me.

He was the first and only person I ever invited to a birthday party. We'd go to each other's houses but this wasn't too often as we were far apart. Then he moved after 6th grade and I rarely saw him up until we just stopped hanging out.

I had one other friend after that for 7th grade then he moved away too. Had no friends in highschool and fell into deep depression and anxiety, almost failed out completely but did manage to graduate on time thanks to some wonderful teachers that helped me.

I haven't had a non internet friend in 10 years.
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It's always been shit, from that ugly beta kid to a failed college student with no friends, it never gets better and the ride never ends. I have to study a lot in order to become a wagecuck, but I have nothing to make up for it. Fuck this life, there is nothing for us, what are we supposed to do anons ? What the fuck do we do ?
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>>26622985
2003. bottomed out 2006, slowly rose to 2003ish levels within a couple of years, kind of plateau'd since then
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1993. My mom would put out cigarettes on my skin as a baby. I was thrown into walls and beaten with a belt all throughout my childhood. In school I was bullied violently and lived as a social reject. Its never been good for me. I'm a neet living on benefits now and I can honestly say this is best my life has ever been.
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>>26622985
A long time ago. What difference does it make about when I became this way? I haven't had any friends in years, and I wish I could remember the last time I was happy.

I'm currently trying to decide whether or not I should just commit suicide. I'm in the middle of listening to a series of college philosophy lectures on the subject of death.
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2012-14 never forget
>happy NEET living in single mum's apartment 90% of time had it to myself because she busy working three jobs for her special boy
My life has since gone to shit now that I'm forced to live with her new boyfriend.
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High school for me, senpai. Got bullied nonstop for being white in a majority of black school. While I've got a good GPA in college, will graduate on time, and am headed for law school, I get drained quickly when around others for too long and have no sense of sarcasm or humor unless it's too obvious. I'm basically a cyborg.
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2005 - amazing
2006 - mixed
2007 - shit
2008 - shittier
2009 - not as bad but boring
2010 - good
2011 - decent
2012 - first half great, then absolute rock bottom
2013 - shit but with some upsides
2014 - shit
2015 - mostly shit
2016 - OK so far
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2007. Around the time I hate puberty. Seems par for the course for everyone. What did puberty do to us?
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Got good mid 2015 because I overcame all my insecurities and I grew up. I highly recommend it to you guys.
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>>26623374
That's because you're pure onii-chan! stay pure, and go to church! Maybe you'll find a cute waifu there!
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>>26622985
ITT people in their 20s who have no fucking idea
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I started middleschool in 2001, so 2001
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2008, when I entered high school and my friends backstabbed me and left me without any friends. Also the year that all girls started to use me as a pawn. Always stood up for myself, but they were hell bent on destroying me. Now in college and still shit.
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It never turned to shit. It always was.
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>>26622985
it was allways shit but 2010 was when it took a horrible turn for the worst
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>>26625946
No don't do that man, if you have the discipline to get masters in not one but multiple fields then that makes you pretty damn special. Hang in there faggot, do you have any idea what I would do for a simple bachelors? Just stay strong you double nigger!
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In a nutshell this is me
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allways had fucked up brain but i was lucky enough to get some comfy-semi comfy years of my life

2000 - good
2005 - stable, comfy
late 2009 - went to shit
2010, onward - a spiraling shitstorm of pain,death and desparation

2017 - all i can do is try if im still alive by then
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>>26628088
it seems middle school is when it started getting bad for most robots

maby because the shy/socially awkward shit dosent fly past 5th grade
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>>26625465
You know it senpai, also 2008, the year of divorce and moving, losing all relationships I built up, plus I lost the will to find a passion, and it has led me to having this eternal pit of emptiness in my soul, one created from not having any purpose, any passion in life
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>>26622985
2007: best year of my life
2013: everything went completely to shit around the middle of the year, never got better

OP you are some kind of god damn prophet, teach me master

Guys, how much longer are we going to last?
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>>26623402
fucking winrar is me son
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>>26622985
>2007
yep that year everything truly fell apart
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I've had shit periods and shit years. Yet I have always bounced back. Nothing worse than giving up.
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>>26622985
2015 is when it started to get real bad. Like crying fits, rage fits, and self-mutilation. (No cutting, just punching myself in the face, really hard because I can't deal). I've actually made the decision to kill myself once I move out of my parents/get a shotgun. I don't want my mom, brother, or sister to find me with my brains splattered against the wall.
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>>26628775

2007 seems to be this amgical year where everyone had a great time. I remember going to crazy outdoors parties with the goth crowd
and house parties with qt hipster chicks and good bros.
Then I'd spend the rest of the weekend playing warhammer or D&D with my /tg/ bros.

None of that remains.
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>>26622985
2008 then became even worse on 2014
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>>26628943
2007 was the best year because technology seemed to be advancing and nothing seemed totally hopeless. But then the recession hit and you realize you won't be able to get a job unless you're willing to suck some dick, go into serious debt, or unplug shit from pipes. At least there was still some hope for financial success, but post-2008 the only thing I have left is my ugly disgusting virgin face
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>>26622985
That picture is me.

Graduated hs at 2013 and slowly went downhill from there.
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2007 was the best, I could have been normal, but that all changed once I moved.

Fuck you mom
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>>26628943
Everything fell apart last year for basically everyone I know. I've lost contact with almost everyone I used to call my friend. I'm still dealing with the fact that we had such a beautiful young adulthood together, and their lives are all broken now. It's such a god damn cliche it kills me. Those days are gone, gone and over. Time is up, and nothing is left.

What is to become of us now?
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>>26623402
>It's been a year since I've done a normalfag bingo
>still can only fill 3 squares
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>>26626913
holy shit, die. fucking ungrateful leech
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>>26629753
where did he say he was not grateful
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Always was bad and I don't really believe in change.Still don't think suicide is worth it.
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2010 when I moved to a new school where I knew nobody and realised I have no social skills or ability to make friends whatsoever. Then I discovered alcohol. And it all just went downhill from there.
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>>26622985
I don't know. On the one hand, I've had ups and downs, but on the other hand, it has always felt more or less shit.
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2014 when I left school and started smoking weed everyday for 3 months straight and then university started in another town. Since then I'm lonely, extremly lazy and bored but I've got the feeling that it's getting better. I've learned alot about myself and finally accepted my feelings which I often neglect.
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>>26623374
Pretty much the same.

Degeneracy is normal. Why didnt someone tell me?
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Somewhere between 2008 and 2012
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Late 2014/Early 2015

Up until mid-2014 I was in highschool, and had frequent contact with friends and acquaintances, many of them being grills. I didn't have a gf, but whatever. For some reason, I was able to live with the feel of not having a girlfriend back then.
As soon as highschool ended, and I didn't continue on to Uni, the feels started taking over. Only person I had contact with was my best friend, and I felt the need of having a girlfriend finally settling in.
Now, it only gets worse.
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ever since i found 4chan
true story
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it was really bad for awhile but i went smug
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>>26622985
This is the best it's been...
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>>26622985

well, I'm 20 now

Let's say that luckily enough, everything was shit since birth so I got used to it.
But at 2015 things piled up a bit too much and my money started being more important than personality... so... that year was hell cause I really wanted a girl.
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2004: Eh.
2005: Blah
2006: Fuck.
2007: Kill me.
2008: Hmm.
2009: Not bad.
2010: Eh.
2011: Not bad.
2012: Kill me.
2013: Better.
2014: We're all gonna make it.
2015: We're all gonna make it.
2016 (so far): Decent so far.
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November 14, 2008 - boyfriend died
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2011. I had my first and only gf of 2 years cheat on me, got fired from job, noticed I was balding already at 21, and got a DUI all in the span of 4 months. Nothings been the same since.
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>>26623276
yup same for me
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The event itself was building my whole life, but it climaxed in 2011 and i went into a deep depression.
Got better last year.
This past year's been okay.
I keep my hospital bracelets and pill bottles with razors inside to remind me, and it's never really going to leave me.
But we got away from her.
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>>26622985
The year I was born fampai
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>>26622985
i honestly can't remember
i haven't really had a drive to do fucking anything sense forever
maybe when i was like 8 or some shit, but an exact event that caused it is impossible to pin down.
me being in foster care for a bit might have been part of it, but even after that i was "normal" for a while. it was just that i slowly lost any will to do anything slightly normal to the point where i just sit in front of a computer 24/7 and do nothing nowadays
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Way before 2010 i'l tell you that.
>it's an entire 6 years ago
I had something else planned with this post.
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>>26622985
1994 - I felt like I died mentally
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>>26622985
This time of year, 3 years ago
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Probably last year. It's when I graduated college. All the friends I had in college went their separate ways and now I'm a friendless wagecuck.
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1993, life has been shit ever since
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2010, I got brain damage.
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>>26622985
Elementary school - University

Sure feels great to be alone in a place that's promising you the best time of your life. Only fucking self-centered turbo-normies that won't give a damn about you unless you didn't send him your part of The presentation
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>>26631195
Fag/whiny cunt
Get over it
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