>Extremely euphoric feeling
>Extremely strong suicidal feeling
Any other robots ever experienced this particularly brutal combination?
its like stumbling upon something you really shouldnt have
>>26618710
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clozapine
>>26618725
I feel like I am seeing the universe as it is>>26618734
What is this holy shit those side effects
>>26618710
Yeah I get it from time to time. Mostly in the context of extreme anxiety. It's no fun.
That's mania. You're bipolar.
>>26618710
Maybe you should consult an actual medial professional instead of this cabal of sweaty retards who think the world owes them something.
Seriously, seek help.
>>26618860
>Dads bipolar
>Bipolar is hereditary
>95% sure I have it
>Fit all the checkboxes
>Go to Doctor/Psychiatrist
>They all just ignore it and say stuff like
>Oh you probably just need to go out more
Just kill me now, I can't function normally within society or the constricts of a job environment I need to have proof of mental disability to get on government bucks and hope this shit can be solved one day
>>26618898
I do so far I've only gotten "jus b urself" tier advice I am hoping a few more appointments they will actually realize that I'm more than just depressed.
>>26618899
Go back the doctor and threaten to rape and eat them, then they will section you and you will get help
>>26619244
I don't want to go to the loony bin tho, I probably am going to just go mostly unfiltered tho or else I will get nowhere
>>26618710
> extreme nihilism/numbness
> anxiety disappears
> get euphoric power rush
> anything is possible now
> crash before the end of the day
>>26619433
I know this feel all to well it's just so common now
>>26619454
im going down the rabbit hole to see if i can make a home down there.. i cant go back to the surface i once inhabited so its probably better than this limbo
>>26618710
hard not to stick a fork in an outlet from time to time
i get over it by going to bed and sleeping it off for 16 hours
>>26618710
Didn't feel suicidal but felt terrible and euphoric at the same time quite often, along with derealization. Turns out I have epilepsy.
You just need some water lad, you're gonna be alright
>>26619646
I wish that's how it worked I practically only drink water
>>26619523
Ima just do this desu
>>26618916
Haha they think youre gay bro.
>parents constant abuse makes me want to jump infront of a train
>feel peaceful and almost high when thinking about it
I have experienced this feel bro
Try to sleep to get over this feeling but suddenly extreme nausea that won't go away
>>26620628
I always think about shit like that like seeing a train go past and I think "I could just throw myself under that right now" but always something stops me like the fact I might botch it and cripple myself or the fact a train conductor got to deal with killing someone
