>that moment right after fapping where all you feel is loneliness & shame
>this+coming down on speed at the same time
just kill me familia lmao
>>26609802
this is me right now.
>take amphetamine to get stuff done
>tell myself I'll masturbate and then start working
>masturbate for a couple of hours and cum a few times
>start coming down and hating myself intensely
I do this like 4 times a week
>>26609854
is your dick fucked now?
i currently have a sort of scab from a week ago and it;s got the hard flaccid things going on cause i was too aggressive. i had blueballs but they feel better now
it was worth it though, i finally appreciat ass
>>26609854
Just do more man.
>>26609683
lol no, i don't know that feel
or maybe except when I fap to a less than 5/10
>>26609918
I have multiple scabs. I finished masturbating like half an hour ago and my hand was covered in blood. when you're jacking off you don't even notice the pain. help me
>>26609683
Sometimes I also feel pain in my penis and I have to sit on the toilet as I feel the need to piss every 2-3 minutes. It usually lasts 10 minutes. Anybody else?
I've been alone for over two decades and fapping doesn't make me feel alone, just disgusted with the idea I was thinking about sex in the first place, a sudden rush of clarity comes where sex means nothing and only the rest of life matters, but it lasts only about a minute and I wanna bust a nut again really badly. Paradoxically I have learned if I pretend sex does not exist I can gain easier access to it, either through actual girls or hookers by making money. Sometimes I wish I could cut my balls off, but then there would be no drive for anything.
>>26609986
do you use lube? if you get lube in your urethra it hurts like a motherfucker
>>26609683
I used to be ashamed. Now I just feel better after fapping. "Got that out of the way, now I don't have to think about breasts for a while."
>>26610006
yeah normally, not lube but something that serves the same function. There's a burning sensation for like half an hour after I finish normally
