>tfw she is online but not talking to you
who else /fridaynightfeels/ here?
I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her.
>>26603270
>I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her.
Tell us a bit about her. What is she like?
>tfw you had to stop talking to your oneitis because it was too painful
>tfw she was never going to like you as more than a friend
I'm better off this way. I do wonder what she's up to sometimes.
>>26603328
Surprisingly well read and educated.
An 11/10 to me, though some wouldn't think of it.
The person that seems to tick all my boxes over and over again.
I felt like I was dead and my heart had grown insensitive and then she chatted to me, we exchanged skypes and she just slammed herself full force into my every thought.
I wish I had never met her. Being lonely didn't hurt that much a few months ago.
>>26603367
I'm meeting up with her a last time and going to be honest about how I feel about it, and then she'll probably never talk to me again.
I'm tired of sitting around pretending I'm okay with just being friends.
>>26603414
>I felt like I was dead and my heart had grown insensitive and then she chatted to me, we exchanged skypes and she just slammed herself full force into my every thought.
How did she do that? Would you say that she's an intense and enthusiastic person? Tell me what things she loves.
>>26603437
Well, at least you have an in person friendship. Maybe you have something there. I knew I didn't but couldn't stop wishing that I did.
If it ends, just remember, it'll get easier after time.
>>26603446
She's certainly not enthusiastic, in fact she's quite morbid and cynical. We bonded at a party where we ended up sticking close to the bar and crisps and getting hammered while bitching about all the people around us. I though her the term "normies". She laughs at my jokes. She has this very dark sense of humor I like. She likes strange things and is extremely well read about them, even though it's quite weeb stuff.
She asks me how my studies are going, she motivates me, she tells me whatever I did I don't have to do again. Asks how my tests went. Shows concern when I tell her I'm not doing okay.
>>26603587
I have to travel a state further to see her, so it's mostly virtual. Haven't seen her since the summer. But I'm still going to do it.
>>26603270
No anon, you're online but not talking to her!
>>26603270
she hasn't been online for a month now
>>26603663
Why hasn't she been online? What happened? What is she like?
>>26603676
because we're on some no contact phase
>what happened
we fell in love with each other
she got back together with her ex after 6 months of us
>what is she like
really beautiful girl, outgoing, smart, my humor, has that energy to her, that just makes you happy whenever you're around her
You know, it's tough to say what to do. There is a chance she sees you more like a brother. And having a girl whose "like a sister" certainly can be a nice thing.
But people like us, as lonely as we are, we can't stop wishing for more affection and closeness. If we could program ourselves to be different then maybe it could work.
>>26603726
I wish I could tell my heart to stop whatever it is doing.
>>26603270
She responds 99% of the time but never has anything interesting to say. Much better talking to her irl.
>>26603715
here
should i just outright text her?
No pc for a week and have to download a key-gen of windows 7 home edition now but cant remember if it was premium one or not.. Every day i have filled my time with tv or movies. I haven't left the house in three weeks but i will tommorow to by my pet rabbit some food.
My dad has a tabelt so i installed some game on it called gods of war or something, it's ok but has periods of time ranging from 1hr to 1day for buildings and stuff to complete...
I am almost 26 and no social life or friends i am feeling it pretty hard tonight and also used to be in a situation like you op but that ended too.
Hope i can get my pc up and running soon, it's the only thing that gives me comfort and takes the hours out of the day for me atm. I bought new parts for the tomb raider game on steam but with things going wrong left and right, a faulty motherboard, parts not being compatible when i was told they would be by stores people online and etc. It's two weeks i just miss that the most.
Oh well, things could be worse atleast my parents are out tonight so i can have a wank to some porn on my dad's computer.
>>26603917
>got back together with her ex
no anon, no. i'm sorry you were hurt but it won't help to have her back in your life.
If you have female friends you're a fucking normie
what the fuck happened to this board
FUCK YOU ALL CUNTS
>>26604050
just texting with each other would be enough though
I don't have a her* and I likely won't ever have a her again.But goddamn there is this really fucking tiny cute girl that works at the walmart down the road from me and I'd swear she was underage if I wasn't pretty fuckin' positive that they don't hire underage.
* = All my hers have been crushes, obviously, since I'm a KV
Can't deal with oneitis no more pham. Confronted her about being treated like some beta orbiter, like I'm less than a friend and she got all defensive and dropped me like a hot potato. Who cares about working things out with an orbiter right? She no talk to me and I'm not gonna chance her no more. It was nice while it lasted tho, only thing that made me smile was talking to her, ah well, that little smidge of happiness wouldn't have saved me from this world of pain.
Also someone else I knew had a confrontation with their friend and it went well, they resolved the issue. Why couldn't it work out...
>talk to girl on okcupid
>we go for a drink
>have a great time, she's really cool and cute
>agree to meet up again
>she deletes her profile
>don't have her phone number but she has mine
Welp, never seeing her again
I miss her, but I also hate her so much for being so pretty, so nice, so... perfect.
But it's okay. If she likes me, she'll say something to me without me saying something to her first... right? I'll just wait, then...
>>26603270
>start conversation with her on fb
>she sends back one word answers and smiley faces
