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SAY IT! Get it off your chest! What's on your mind?
I want to fuck a 15 year old girl.
>>26593727
15 is WAY too fucking old to be going to jail for m8
I wanna fucking kill myself.
>>26593716
I want a girl to give me some attention dammit
I want to be a cute anime girl!
>>26593727
when i was a 15 year old girl i had to pay to get fucked
sucks being ugly
All I care about is guns and anime pussy.
I really have to pee
I sometimes hold the urn of my twin brother wishing he'd come back to life.
>>26593782
I do this and I'm not ugly
All kebaps out of europe
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>26593716
The anon I talked to yesterday fucked up my perspective on things. There I said it!
I just realized there are literally 40,000,000 niggers in the USA.
WHAT THE FUCK
WHY CAN'T I JUST WAKE UP IN ANIME LAND
I DO NOT DESIRE TO CONTINUE MY FAILED EXISTENCE IN THIS DOOMED WORLD
GODS HEAR MY PLEA
TAKE ME AWAY FROM HERE
TAKE ME TO ANIME LAND
>>26593858
this made me laugh so fucking hard for some reason
how le FUCK am i going to get a job if i cant le le FUCKING talk to people without breaking down
For the past several months I've felt the desperate need to apologize to everyone for everything I've ever done wrong. Of course, I can't do that because if I did they'd get worried or scared.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt anyone. Please don't hurt me. I'm so sorry. Please be happy, oh god. I didn't mean to fail you all. I just wanted everyone to be happy. I just wanted everything to be okay. Oh god, I'm so sorry."
Every so often I feel the urge to write down something along those lines, but I've got nowhere safe to do so.
Every time I fail at something, even if it is minor, I feel guilty about it and it adds to the crippling weight on my shoulders. Just stepping on someone's toes makes me feel like the devil himself.
Do normies actually discuss emotional stuff that's on their minds? I could talk about random meaningless stuff for hours but I doubt much would sink in
women are shallow, superficial, selfish, cruel, judgemental, heartless, brainless cunts
I think a girl likes me but she was drunk when we met and i'm pretty sure the beer goggles had something to do with it so now i'm freaking out she's going to need to be drunk every time we meet
Sometimes I feel like writing down "everything's going to be okay" over and over in a notebook, but I am paranoid someone would find it and ask me what's wrong. I wish there was somewhere I could go to be completely alone, but I'm scared of going outside.
>>26593897
>>26593892
hello me
>tfw brain is repressed as fuck and get schizophrenic delusions
>>26593913
Men are shitbags too, welcome to the human race.
I got high a month ago and wrote some of my thoughts in my notebook. My friend looked at it and it turned out I wrote some really worrying crap in there about wanting to die and desperately apologizing to everyone in general. It was... a bit mortifying.
I never want anyone to see those thoughts again.
I wish I were meaningful and important. There are billions of little girls in bangladesh and china and zimbabwe who haven't even heard of me, it's not fair.
I'm sorry, everyone.
Sorry for shitposting so hard.
Good night.
I took a good look at my body today and realized that nobody will ever look at me and find me attractive
I think I have klinefelters syndrome, i'm going to call and find out the details on a karyotype test tomorrow
I have these weird white bumps on my tongue that have been coming and going for probably close to 4-5 years now
Mainly they are there but some days they aren't
I brush twice a day
I genuinely feel bad that people at my work, school, family have to be bothered by my existance, even for the slightest moment.
There's no reason a human like me should continue this insulting existance.
If I do in fact klinefelters, I'm ending it ASAP, if not, I'm still most likely going to kill myself in the near future.
I have some passions but I'll always be mediocre
My personality is terrible, along with my social skills
I also can't connect to other people at all, not in a psycho/sociopathic way, but because I'm so far removed from the average person.
I could probably find people to be friends with, but I hate myself so much I couldn't imagine spending time with anyone like me, or anyone that would actually want to spend time with me.
I used to watch ATHF and laugh at how pathetic Carl was, but my life might actually be more pathetic than his
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vvIrdg-epwA
>>26593716
Thanks for posting this OP. You know, this thread reminds me of a story I'd like to get off my chest about the arrogance of STEM people.
I was happily walking across campus towards our massive new shiny, glass walled multi-million dollar government funded cheme laboratory when I realized I need to take piss. And what would other building than the Visual Art department happened to be the nearest? So I was walking through the old building noticing that even though they haven't seen funding for renovation in decades, they seem to have done a good job preserving and what they do have, it felt very cosy. The bathroom was kind of nice and clean and the halls were quiet.
On my way out I happened to see an active lecture hall, the lecturer was quietly helping one student at the front while the rest worked so it seemed somewhat akin to a tutorial session. Everyone there seemed pretty relaxed and as if they actually had enough time to properly wash and get well dressed this morning, they put a clear effort into their appearance. I had a minute so I stopped to glance at some work the students were producing.
This experience made me realize 3 things:
>This lecture hall is filled with complete and utter fucking plebs.
>I could draw geometric shapes by hand better and more accurately after my 1st semester tech comm. class than half the hacks and idiots in this class who can barely draw a straight line.
>Our arrogance is completely justified, fuck these tards, arts should not be a real university degree in the 21st century, keep your hobbies outside academia.
I don't care if I die single anymore. I'd rather die alone than with the living embodiment of obliviousness and complete lack of self awareness.
It feels so shit to be singled out in a workplace of 90+ people because of someone else's wrongdoings and there's nothing I can do about it.
>>26594136
Me right here, benzodiazapines are the only thing that really helped me
>>26593727
What...a specific one?
I don't feel like myself anymore. I think there is something or someone intentionally doing this to me.
2 days ago I had my best day I've had in months and then yesterday it all started unraveling again. What do you even call this type of thing
>>26593716
I really just want to be a social parasite with an aggressive personality that makes everyone uncomfortable but yet draws them in and keeps them asking for more. I just want to be a psychopath!
I am drunk as fuck. I will probably fall asleep and miss class tomorrow, the one day other than finals and midterms I should not be missing class.
I'm ashamed and afraid of the way I've been living my life, I'm afraid of the apathy, I'm afraid of the laziness, I'm afraid of my own mortality.
I want to get healthy but I'm too god damned weak.
I live in a cage built of self-pity and hatred.
I want to live, but I feel like I need to die.
I'm afraid of 15,000 more nights of solitude.
>>26594404
Life.
notoriginalbutitstrueplsnoblox
>>26593787
4chan in a nutshell
>original comment
FUCKING FUCK FUCK FUCK WHY CAN'T I HAVE NICE THINGS WHY SOME STUPID FAGGOTS GET TO FUCK QT TRANNIES WHY THE FUCK ALL THE GOOD GAMES AND MOVIES NEED TO BE RUINED WITH ROMANCE BULLSHIT IT DOESN'T FUCKING BELONG THERE FUCK YOU FUCK YOU ALL THE NORMIES NEED TO FUCKING DIE FUCKING FUCK FUCK WHY THE FUCK CHADS NEEDED TO RUIN THAT ONE FUCKING GOOD PORN VIDEO FUCK FUCK FUCKING FUCK I HATE THIS WORLD I FUCKING HATE IT I JUST WANT TO CRAWL IN A HOLE AND FUCKING DIE FUCKING HUMANS I HATE FUCKING EVERYBODY FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!
>>26593716
I've had a gf for 3 years. I watch exclusively gay porn. No desire to actually have a relationship with a dude. I'll probably never tell her.
>>26593874
This is a joke right?
Original comment.
>>26593716
I want to die a peacefully death and fell nod eath
I fucking hate my parents. Simply hearing their voice (especially my mother's) makes me cringe. I feel like punching my father in the face every time he looks in my direction with disaproval (you all know that look). The worse part is they don't really do anything wrong. they happily provide for me a roof and food (I got a job, I ain't a fucking neet), I just really despise the way they are.
>>26596610
>I know that feels bruh
How old are you?
Apart from their voices, why do you hate them?
Any plans to move out?
Non-original but is what it is.
I only receive signs that suicide is the most logical end to what accounts of my personal existence. No matter what I do to improve my state or position, I am only ever reinforced that there is no other option. I first began having suicidal thoughts at the age of nine years old, and went through a hellish childhood and upbringing that I would not wish for anybody.
Through various circumstances as I grew older, I was able to clear the chemical imbalances that cause suicidal thought to be intrusive at all times to a mere fraction of the occurrence, usually when specific stimuli are present. I recently completed my Bachelor's and I am waiting to hear back about acceptance into a Master's program. I had help from a professor of mine in obtaining a local job/internship--something to do in the mean time--but that seems to have fallen through. I have very little savings and too many mental deficiencies to ever successfully function in a normal, typical minimum wage type job. I have not a clue what I am supposed to do in regards to obtaining a job--even something small and part-time would work as I only need a basic income--and while I could survive until the Fall, I will be forced to end myself if I do not get into post-secondary school. I have always been incredibly poor and have always had very little, next-to-nothing. I'm tired of living an entire life this way, stuck in this hole that I can never seem to crawl out of. While I actually enjoy my life at the moment--financial woes aside--you cannot logically maintain existence with no currency, unfortunately.
I feel very fucked up that I have no chemical desire to die yet rationalization declares it to be the best method available to me.
>>26596737
>23
It's really just the way they are. They're the most stereotypical boring middle class babyboomers you can imagine. I remember a girl I frequented for a while saw them once for barely a minute and just said your parents got no soul.
But yes I'm moving out, got some plans for myself, thing is that i leave in mid june so i still got over 3 months of enduring them.
Why won't you text me back what did I do wrong. I know you're busy with training but I really want to see you or just call me
I don't know what to feel anymore. I've gone full circle. I am not upset, but for some reason I'm just empty and numb. When will things finally make a full positive change? I think I just need the motivation to switch it all around. Social anxiety really doesn't help. This is my first drill weekend. Please God watch over me.
I love browsing this board and I consider myself a robot, but at the same time I don't wabt to be here and I don't want ti be a robot.
Robots are bitter and unlikeable. Complaining about Chad and womeb all day without realizing that Chad is the nicest guy, which is why he's so popular and successful in the first place.
Women are shamed for having sex and while I agree that having sex with multiple partners is a turn-off and I'd rather have a virgin gf, you can't blame women for choosing Chad over you. Do you seriously believe that girls will throw themselves at you when all you do is browse this board all day, posting how degenerate they are?
If I had the choice, I'd much rather be a normie than a robot.
Also, why is it that black women look like shit 99% of the time, yet mixed women tend to be attractive?
I want my bf to hurry up and fug my boypussy raw
>>26593897
I feel you. I do that a lot too.
Recently I repeatedly apologized to a good frienf after telling her that I liked her more than just as a friend.
She was really understanding and said she liked me a lot too, but she can't go out with me because she's seeibg someone else.
I spend the next 3 minutes repeating "I'm sorry, I probably shouldn't have said anything." even though she told me to stop apologizing, there was nothing wrong about it and that it was in fact a good thing I told her.
I dont't know why I keep doing this.
9 year olds are extremely attractive to me. I say I only find 2D hot but that's just me trying to be in denial. I'd never fuck a real little girl, but I hate myself for even being attracted to them.
Feel as though I'm never going to be able to have a relationship because of my personality. Tends to be too much for people to handle, so I have to compartmentalise all the facets of myself because people can only take one at a time. What scares me more is that I'm pretty much accepting this as fact.
My failed suicide attempt made me loose my job and today is the second last day before i get kicked out of my flat. No family or friends ofc
