when did you realize redpill leads to madness eventually? no mind can stay completely sane after realizing we're just selfish animals and those most selfish are the ones who always win
ignorance is a bliss
>>26589018
Why do you think I play vidya all day.
>tfw my milk slave needs to be milked but I want her tits to grow larger
>>26589108
what game is that? fuck
>>26589018
Project much op?
>>26589018
"For with much wisdom is much sorrow; as knowledge increases, grief increases."
>>26589018
>Oh yeah! I'm gonna get married and have a wife and kids!
>Find out about theredpill, hypergamy, marriage laws etc
>O-ok, at least I can get good work
>Employers divvy out work unfairly and unequally, and often to the man of superior education and experience
>Well at least I can master a skill! hardwork and practice!
>Find out about IQ, Working Memory, G-Factor, distribution of intelligence and talent
>Shit, ok. I can still be happy with a simple, stable job
>forced to wagecuck for 40 years and then die, with no opportunity for economic mobility, love, friendship, or peace of mind
>Maybe I can vote for someone who will
>Government is run by Bankers, Oil Interests and Military Contractors
I'm really feeling it!
>>26589018
In the last year or so, I'm pretty sure I lost my mind. I'd been losing it since 2011, but my mental state has been off the rails for the last year or so and, about 3 months ago, I started having the most urgent, convincing, fanatical call to some kind of megalomanical destiny that I can't shake. I've stopping drinking and I get very little sleep anymore, really, the only thing that is keeping me functional is 4chan.
>>26589134Modded SkyrimWith lots of futa
>>26589175
This may not be too original but stop being a fag
>>26589172
That whole book man.
That whole book.
What's the point of toil without friends?
>it's a "HEEH I'M BECOMING INSANE HERE GUYSEE EHEEHEEEEE" thread
I hate this place, and i hate my job here.
>>26589645
Have you caught the masked grinch yet?
>>26589554
>Things they never read in Church
Fuck you pastor, I'd like to hear a little more then "lol be good little christians because Jesus said so!" or boring menial shit like "and then Jesus went to the store to buy Dorrito's...thus ends the lesson for the day!"
>>26589645
>It's my job to shitpost on 4chan
You know what they say about crazy people.
>>26589018
Experiment with acid and/or mushrooms. The kinder, gentler red pill.
>>26589709
>>26589727
You think this is funny?
To get paid 2 dollars an hour as a survey\data collector man for this board?
It was never funny, and it will never be.
Confined in this board, to gather informations and understand in the name of the Eightfold.
A sea of sorrow, despair and agony, where a bunch of idiots keep blaming the others and this world for their problems, and more specifically the system where they currently live in, while doing nothing to fix even just a small portion of their life.
I've seen thousands upon thousands of threads like this, and even more.
The screams of a thousand more echo through the noosphere, this is just maddengly unhelpful, boring and tiresome at the same time.
>>26589870
But I am improving things in my life, it's nice to have a place to vent fampai.
How many hours have you spent hounding the masked grinch?
What're your favorite threads here?
>>26589870
Proof or you're a faggot.
>>26589018
Depends what kind of redpill, the old /pol/ meme or the newer MGTOW forced redditmeme.
>we're just selfish animals and those most selfish are the ones who always win
Why haven't the selfish won? Why aren't we all living in a North Korea style dystopia right now?
Because the universe is a chaotic place and the douches at the top can't control everything. Chaos is good, it just gets a bad reputation because it disrupts your individual efforts at success, without it you would be someone's fuqqboi from cradle to grave.
I've been reading this shitty fucking pseudo-philosophy book this week and I feel like killing myself.
It's spiritual poison. I already knew (and agree with) some of the shit it talks about but somehow it's still a huge bummer for me. I gotta give that to the author.
>>26589870
look, just get to work instead of shitposting you lazy bum, my neetbux wont pay for itself
>>26589870
>telling lies on the internet
why
>>26589424
What the hell does that mean?
Nothing I said is incorrect. Life is short, brutish, unfair, and maddening to anyone who appreciates the caveats.
I could always just tune it out because...
It's exactly what I fucking do every day. 4chan is used to escape the truth. Escapism
>>26589913
Are you, anon?
Venting? in a place like this?
This seems more like a place where to entrench yourself even more into your arguments and opinions, rather than a place where to mutually trade counseling or advices over improvements and a better state of life.
One would dare to use a word like happiness, here.
There are no favourite threads of mine here, this is just a sea of piss, like pretty much everything else.
One thing must be noted tho, this is miles ahead better than wizardchan, 2times4chan and other retarded anonymous imageboards.
>>26589915
Where do you think we are?
>>26589943
My job has no taxation.
>>26589936
TL:DR for the illiterate and/or ADHD afflicted please.
>>26590009
>My job has no taxation.
then you are worthless to me
bye
>>26590058
I wouldn't say the same about you, since your efforts and delusion-induced dramas are what makes me eat.
>>26589936
post pdf pls
>>26590009
>Are you, anon?
Yes I really am, I lost about 26lbs.
>Venting? in a place like this?
Totally.
>This seems more like a place where to entrench yourself even more into your arguments and opinions, rather than a place where to mutually trade counseling or advices over improvements and a better state of life.
Part of that gives you nice perspective on the pitfalls of life, the rest just gives you good negative inspiration. The psychic pain of the wallowing and horror stories helps me spur myself on.
>2times4chan
Cripplechan is awesome though, what's there to hate about it except for the slow speed?
>>26589870
Why don't you get a new job faggot?
You're doing the same complaining about your lot in life without improving.
>>26590158
I see, well i'm not going that far saying that you can't cross a diamond in a pile of turd, once in a while.
Because yeah, you are different, aren't you?
>>26590189
Why should i?
>>26590224
What're you on about? Making small health improvements isn't a big deal and plenty on this board have done it, it's not hard or impossible to improve your life and browse this place.
You sound like you belong here though ;^)
>>26589018
>no mind can stay completely sane after realizing we're just selfish animals and those most selfish are the ones who always win
>and those most selfish are the ones who always win
No OP, the most CAPABLE always win. And when large groups of people gang up on the the most capable they usually win as well.
You fell for the lies of your corporate masters if you believe that shit. Anger is your friend when dealing with greed. So is hate.
The final part of redpill is acceptance.
You're still in the bargaining phase.
>>26590308
Do i?
Why?
>>26590348
Why do you think you don't?
The redpill is like forbidden Lovecraftian knowledge. You will learn the truth about more than you could imagine at the cost of your sanity.
>>26590054
You are a biological puppet, existence is a tragedy, we are a race of deluded morons who think living is "all right" (he says this shit so much), human consciousness is the worst mistake that has ever happened, we are walking paradoxes that actively suppress our consciousness in order to keep reproducing and so on. I'm on page 60 (out of 225) and I don't feel like reading any more of it, at least for now.
It's honestly very simple stuff but the author elaborates a bit on it and manages to make it very unsettling, at least for me (I read other people's opinions and most say you really shouldn't read it if you're depressed, lel).
>>26590138
I found it on thepiratebay on epub and mobi (which is what my e-reader uses) format. You can probably convert it.
>>26590375
Because i don't?
What kind of strange magic of yours are you trying to pull over this, anon?
>>26590415
So basically nothing new, it's existentialist nihilism, and you are just shocked that a random idiot applies it quite well in his delusionated ramblings in a book, right?
Wow, anon, wow.
>>26589018
What were Gomer Pyle's mental issues?
>>26590441
Psychotic breakdown.
>>26590441
He was a little slow to begin with and the Marine conditioning basically caused him to blow his murder load way too early to be useful.
Just a slight glitch in the system.
>>26590497
>le system is bad meme
Fuck off.
Right now.
>>26589175
The only reason you haven't been able to achieve anything is that you've been convinced that you are powerless and worthless, not because you actually are powerless and worthless.
>>26590526
This, words of wisdom.
This board is pathetic.
>>26590523
What are you talking about? I said he was a glitch, an aberration, in a system designed to turn men into killers. I said absolutely nothing about the morality/amorality of said system.
>>26590438
It's more like pessimism if anything. I'm not in a very good state of mind lately and I understand that shit like this is not beneficial for me at all.
>>26590422
Elaborate, what makes you different.
>>26590008
Then be brutish and unfair senpai
Ever since I adopted the mentality that normalfags are just human catte that exist only for me to exploit (nothin personnel kid) my life has gotten much better. I'm making more money, have picked up new hobbies, and am happier than ever.
>>26590590
By definition, something is different from something else if it owns different qualities and properties.
I have nothing, so i'm not different nor the same as you guys are.
I'm the true robot, i find this board disgusting, as you all hold feelings and emotions.
Embrace the void, anon.
>>26590669
cattle*
oops
>>26590580
So why do you read that?
>>26590683
disgust is an emotion though
>>26590704
Someone recommended it to me, along with a show called True Detective. Apparently one of the characters is based on this book. To quote the nigger who told me about it: "dude you're like Rust". I guess it's better than being called Sheldon.
>>26590808
Yes, it is.
Calling the mental agony whenever i cross these threads "disgust" is also something else.
>>26590683
Role-players belong here too!
>>26590875
Role players, heh.
How cute.
>>26589018
i lost my mind age 20 now im 21 i just don't know anymore all i know is im on a road to a void i can't escape noone can
One day....it will all cease to be
>>26589018
Everyone knows this including normies stop saying you know this as if it makes you more special the snowflake.
