>i am only alive because of my passion for cars, everything else is dead to me and im depressed or used by my friends ect.
What keeps you going /r9k/?
>>26458878
>friends
You're a normie, now get off my fucking board.
>>26458960
"friends" , sigh even fucking /r9k/ rejected me.
>>26458878
Anticipating certains albums and movies to be released
>>26458878
new episodes of tv shows mostly
pretty pathetic
>>26458878
Find a good therapist.
>>26458991
what are you looking forward to? im curious.
>>26459002
nah, its better than nothing
>>26459012
well, sounds stupid but how good are they? can they actually help? ive never met anyone who used one so im scared.
>>26459012
>reddit: the response
You should leave as well.
I don't know, i'm not even eating anymore, I used to eat like 5000 calories a day and was getting pretty fat. But now I don't even want to get out of bed. Eating and basic hygiene is such an inconvenience to my sleeping and watching 8 hour marathons of terrible television.
I wish i had anything besides television.
you need to read philosophy.
>>26459131
suggestions? never looked into it.
The narcissistic delusion that I'm destined to one day make something great like release a great album, write a great book etc.
>>26459036
Think about the problems you have. The things you think about a lot or hate to think about. The things that make you not a normal person in your eyes.
Imagine paying an expert to sit down with you and talk with you about these things. They want to listen because they went to school for this shit. For an hour every week you and all your problems all they're concerned about. And they intend to help you. They won't get sick of you talking their ear off, they won't get sick of hearing about your problems.
It's like a really shitty support group but with only one person and it's not shitty.
If that appeals to you, find someone.
psychologytoday.com
>>26459270
hey thanks, ill check it out.
>>26459155
To get you started, this Youtube channel, School of Life, is good for primers on philosophical ideas and figures.
It condenses major philosophers into their lessons on how to live a better life.
Here's an example on The Stoics:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yu7n0XzqtfA
>>26458878
I really have no idea what keeps me going. I kind of feel that I have already been struggling for so many years now that another year won't actually matter from my perspective. I might have a good chance of actually getting somewhere if I keep trying right right now.
i like playing guitar and video games and sometimes doing drugs. i keep feeling like a fucking failure constantly even though i just applied to phd programs. i kind of hate myself a lot. most of my friends pretty much abandoned me. well, really all of them.
it's cool though, i had a blast last night drinking innumerable glasses of whiskey while playing unreal tournament 4 and dota 2. working on a cool new classical piece too, it is a minuet.
>>26459298
this is amazing, thank you so much!
>>26459359
Glad you're enjoying. These videos, in a small way, changed my life, because it made me realize just how pessimistic, or realistic, the greatest thinkers are, by modern standards.
>>26458989
eggman pls
ooh baby baby
the bottle's my only friend
my only lover
we kiss all niiiiiight long~
mm mm oh yea
that bitter taste going down
i drink my tears i doooo
oh baby that bottle
yeah she's my only friend
