Planning on going to the doctors in a few hours because of depression.
>Lost loads of weight
>Can't get out of bed
>Cutting my arm
>Think about killing myself every day
>Crying alot
>Everything I liked doing is boring now
I'm just scared that I am wasting the doctors time. People with cancer or real illnesses need the doctors time and I feel maybe I am just being an attention seeking little bitch.
It's just getting really hard.
>>26406284
Just be yourself and you'll feel better
Depression is an illness and it's very serious. What made you happy before?
>tfw this perfectly describes me
>>26406315
Games. And a girl I was getting into, that's over now.
>>26406284
go to the doctors anon
don't feel guilty, mental health is a serious issue
good luck friend
all of those are very major signs of depression, you should see your doctor ASAP
>>26406284
Be prepared to be put in the hospitals local psych ward for a week or two and then billed up the ass. If your not rich your going to be in debt. I got put in for a day because I decided to perform surgery on my leg to remove a massive lipoma and got billed $5000 dollars FOR ONE DAY. Plus you will most likely want to kill yourself more afterward due to debt and psychological damage due to sitting in the psych ward rooms for days and days with nothing to do. The rooms only have a bed, closet and bared windows.
>>26406419
I'm English dude, all healthcare is free for me.
>>26406470
Oh. Well I guess your experience will be different then. You should seriously research for peoples personal experiences in your country before going in so you know what to expect.
>>26406284
depression isnt real fucking kill yourself you worthless piece of shit fucking meme disorder retard go back to tumblr "wahhh i cut myself' so fucking stop god damn you are fucking retarded lmao you are worthless no wonder you're so fucking sad id be sad too if i was as pathetic as you are :^)
>>26406508
Honestly my doctors are usually pretty shit. They just do blood tests (which shows THC and they tell me it's all todo with the weed), or they give me numbers to call.. they never do anything drastic. Honestly I thought I had cancer one time and they pretty much laughed on my fucking face and told me they won't waste NHS money on me having a scan.
>>26406470
Try to go to therapy instead of taking medication specifically CBT therapy is 50% more effective than any anti depressant
>>26406552
Nice bait but I am like 22 years old and I'm above average intelligence your letters on my computer screen wont trigger me in anyway. Thanks for the bump tho bro.
>>26406552
>baiting on r9k
why even?
I need this thread to right now.
Bumpity.
>>26406560
That is interesting. So your country just does not give a shit and mine exploits it. What a time to be alive. I have had weed on a few occasions and it was pretty fun. Wish it was legal.
>>26406284
Anhedonia, weight loss and suicidal ideation, all signs of major depression. Get help, please
i cant even cut myself properly. when the doctor sees this she will burst into laughter.
>>26406770
Pic related. hah.
>>26406770
your emoji pillow leaves me with no sympathy for you.
>>26406802
My mum got it for me for xmas.
>>26406791
Do you have any friends in real life?
>>26406822
Yeah I can pretend to be charismatic.. so I have a fair amount of friends.
>>26406770
You seem a little attention seeking bitch right now...but yeah just see the GP, they won't get mad at you for being sad. I swear on it. Won't laugh either you whiney little bitch.
>>26406873
Yeah I agree I am being a little bitch. I will stop replying to this thread now.
You'll be dead soon enough, OP. No need to rush. It will be over before you know it.
>>26406894
I know for me personally I stopped enjoying games and friends and became depressed because of my low paying shitty job. Every time I hung out or played a video game I would hate myself because I was not working on getting a education and eventually a better job.
>>26406988
strangely comforting.
>>26407002
I used to feel like that.. like I am wasting my time and my life .. so what I did is I got really fucking high.. and then I am happy for a while.
>>26406770
>English
>Sylvanas poster
>emoji pillow
>cuts look like cat made them
Rather poor performance, chap.
>>26407126
fuqu
>>26407087
The more you put it off the shittier your life will become. I am speaking from experience.
>>26406574
How fucked am I if I see "CBT therapy", wonder what that is, and my first answer is "Cock and Ball Torture"?
>>26407087
This. Been depressed for like 7 or 8 years now and getting high is the only reason i continue living besides obligations to my friends and family.
>>26406770
Those are actually pretty good if your new to the self harm scene. Good job m8.
>>26406284
Hey anon- you sound a lot like me a few years back. It's fine if you go to the doctors- just don't take ANY of the anti depression pill shit they push to you. I swear the way I recovered from my depression (and the way I combat it now) was simply by exercising and lifting at the gym. Everyone is different- find something natural that makes you feel better. Talking to someone, a new hobby... Find something.
The doctor gave me pills when I went there and I have regretted taking them ever since. Put on 3 stones in 2 FUCKING WEEKS- sleeping patterns got destroyed even worse than when I was depressed. Trust me it's not worth taking the pills, so avoid at all costs.
Hope you get well soon anon. I've been through clinical depression and it is fucking horrible, I know how you feel. Hang in there.
>>26407234
I'm the same way but I get drunk
