these days i was thinking a lot about what's after to death... and i'm pretty sure, sadly, that's just nothing and i feel HORRIBLE, it would be like a sleeping for eternity
how can i live with this that i'm feeling?
That non-existence is a respite from exhaustion and confusion and suffering and worry.
>>26351031
I came to this conclusion a while ago too. If anything, it's liberating. Nothing in this life matters because there's nothing beyond death. You have basically up to 80 years to do (almost) whatever you want.
I'm still a loser who has no friends, but I've done a lot more drugs since adopting that mindset and it's made me happier.
>>26351031
Christ will redeem you and you will live forever in the kingdom of God's glory
Do you remember anything from before you were born? No.
Death is like that. You wouldn't even know you're dead because you have no conscious.
>>26351110
>you have no conscious
>conscious
I'm afraid you have no smart.
>>26351122
me strong brain
>>26351122
Meant concense or however the fuck you spell it.
>>26351145
>>26351146
Tip, then: 'consciousness' shares a root with 'science'.
>>26351031
I have had worst expectation.
I used to believe that people actually turn into ghost after death, with no actual way of communication with the livings except rarely, but they do see everything.
So I have spent a long time being very self-conscious about what I do, afraid that it might get really awkward after I die and meet those dead folks, having them seeing me shoving my mom's dildo up my bumbum and stealing my qt locker neighbor's sneakers to rub one off.
For all we know, we experience every time we sleep/fall unconscious, right?
>>26351071
but, even with all those things i hate (being autistic, poor, no gf and shit) i would be happy if i live forever. I cant see why death is liberating
>>26351532
people probably just get tired of it, I have an autoimmune disease that makes my life a living nightmare without weekly self-injection of immuno-suppressant, no possibility of any physically demanding exercise
yet I still want to live for as long as possible
>>26351058
I've never thought of it that way. Well said.
>>26351817
The anon you replied to here.
I once found an analogy to death of old age. It is like an all-nighter with your favourite computer game. You like it, but at some point, the fun just diminishes, you get tired, and you naturally just want to leave and go to sleep. Nothing has really changed; there is nothing unnatural. You *could* resist and keep playing, but it begins to feel eerie and mechanical and on an auto-pilot and you don't see the point and the reward.
Complete existence is our redemption from pain. Heaven is non existence. Liberation from all worry, all pain, all thought, everything. Embrace it. Become a nihilistic fuckhead like me, maybe it'll help you to take risks knowing that even if you fuck up it doesn't fucking matter at all.
>>26351031
i remember what it was like before i was conceived
can hardly wait for the sweet sweet feeling again
>>26351058
This. I'm more afraid that the New Age people are right and when I die finally expecting peace, I enter an overwhelming, infinite DMT-type trip instead.
