Somebody out-loser me here..
>fat
>ugly
>stupid
>neet
>addicted to lottery
>mother supports and encourages my lottery habits
>hear voices
>mother is a religious zealot convinced I can hear the voice of God
>makes me believe it during the episodes too
>once I come back to my senses, I realize I'm just a mentally ill spastic that's following in the genetic steps of my brother
>when I was younger I started a small cult
>comprised of four edgy teenagers
>only reason I got laid by a schizophrenic girl
>eventually she realized how convoluted it all was and how messed up I and the group were
>she blocked me on every piece of social media
>god I miss her
At least you were alpha enough to be a cult leader, however briefly.
What was that like?
>>26337689
Damn dude, that sounds....HOL UP
>>only reason I got laid by a schizophrenic girl
>I got laid
>by a girl
NORMIEEEE GTFFFOOOO REEEEEEE
>only reason I got laid by a schizophrenic girl
Fuck off normalfag
>>26337729
It was the prime time of my youth, honestly. I can understand why people align with organized religion and climb the ranks. A cult, on the other hand, is so much more different. I wasn't as fat or ugly back then but I was quite stupid and usually entrenched in these convoluted ideas. It was a strange anarcho-communist religion where I was seen as the mouth of God. I know one of the kids has committed suicide, but fuck I miss the girl so much and have no idea whether she's dead, homeless, in a psych ward, or recovering. Glad my new medication is sorting me out better now.
>>26337689
So you're schizophrenic and charming. Whats stopping you from getting back to your roots and founding the cult of KEK
>>26337777
>quad 7's
YOU'RE THE SECOND COMING, THIS ISN'T A COINCIDENCE
>>26337777
checked quad 7s for the glorious second coming
hail be anon
>>26337792
Would have to lose weight and find more mentally ill teenagers or adults grouped in singular locations. Was a hell of a lot easier in high school.
Now I have up and down moments it'll be strange to convince myself I'm not deliberately taking advantage of people. Before I was genuinely convinced I was helping lead my group above the normie masses.
>>26337811
>>26337830
I am the exulted one.
Same boat OP. schizo, convinced I was doing the right thing.
>tfw you realize you were the worst thing ever to happen to her
>tfw she has every reason to hate you
>tfw you look back on the times you argued with her and realize in a sickened cold sweat that you were full on delusional and you were hurting her grip on reality and you were hurting her you were hurting her you were h
>>26337689
Me:
>Top 10 College, majored in STEM
>Steady upper middle class job with good >upward mobility prospects
>Decent apartment, no debt
>Decent lifts
>Loving parents and brothers
>KHHHV, 26M
>Indian
>>26339180
POO IN THE LOO
kekoriginalcommentkek
>>26339196
That's the point you illiterate fuck
>>26337689
You fucking faggot you have an amazing life! Don't cry and make it even better!
>>26337689
I want tips on cult development. I am kind of a Machiavellian asshole and lazy but I got charisma out the ass.
