What thing keep you alive robots?
>tfw i asked myself this question
and no answer came to my mind.
curiosity mostly.
I guess deep down I still believe there is a chance for change.
When that goes...
life isn't bad enough to overcome my instinct for self preservation I suppose.
>>26314541
vidya (even though i have no steam friends)
and anime
without these two things i'd have found a rope and hung myself with it a while ago
Drugs. I love to snort them powders you know what I'm saying?
>>26314838
If I had anything close to resembling a social network I would probably be addicted to multiple substances.
Therefor I am too autistic to do drugs.
Don't trust deep markets/bitcoins anymore.
>>26314541
im too scared to do it
i guess, so im just kinda stuck here now...
>>26314541
sometimes i can buy weed
Mostly my heart and my brain, but a lot of other organs play a factor too.
>13
>High School will be better
>17
>uni will be better
>sex will be better
>18
>work will be better
>19
>grill might be be better
>then that went
Now theres nothing left i dont know what to do senpai. I hate my job i have 0 skills for anything i dont like tv or vidya or other people even eating is getting hard
Theres just nothing left to look forward to anymore
I like watching movies and playing a few vidya games, but that's it.
If I ever stop liking movies I'll probably off myself.
I need to know how Berserk and Yotsuba end. I refuse to die until their mangaka die or some kind of end is written.
Kaze no Stigma and Oyasumi Punpun ended, so I only have two left to go.
i wasn't aborted so someone had hope for me. i should believe in that hope.
>>26314935
>be in pre-school
>"elementary school will be better anon! they will not tolerate bullying there!"
>get bullied for the first four years of elementary
>"middle school will be better anon! they will take shit seriously there!"
>it's a fucking zoo
>"high school will be better anon! they have to take shit seriously there!"
>it's still a fucking zoo
>drop out
>>26314586
Same here man.
I know something will make me feel warm inside, I just am scared that I can't feel it anymore.
Really all I've got is my car, I've got nothing else worth living for other than that
I'm scared and haven't found a good way to do it yet.
If the helium method still worked, there's a higher chance I'd have done it by now.
anarchism
I know things can get better because I have radical beliefs
