>>26302293
Bad choice, it would be painful, but probably wouldn't kill you. Regardless, I suggest not killing yourself, as sincerely as anonymous stranger can. I've been close to the edge, rope around my neck so to speak. Don't do it.

>>26302416
I can't even make out a positive thought anymore. There's no jobs where I live, I have mild cerebral palsy in my left arm. I have no motivation and joy.

ODing on some drugs seems like the way to go for me. haven't done ecstasy so haven't built up any immune to it. So 5 tabs at once will surely kill me.

if you want to fucking die go eat polar bear liver

>>26302485
If you've made your decision, fine. Don't use x though. It probably won't kill you.

>>26302555
what will?

Good luck cooking yourself from the inside

>>26302566
Benzos and alcohol, as long as you don't drink enough alcohol to vomit you'll pass out and stop breathing pretty peacefully.

i don't think it will kill you but the comedown will be miserable and depending on what you do while high you may end up overheating to death which is extremely painful.

as always, the most painless way to kill yourself is noble gas or certain gas asphyxiation. helium is dead because of shortages resulting in diluted tanks, but you can still get pure argon and nitrogen tanks for cheap.

another option is heroin OD. you will panic at first but then it will be bliss until you go into respiratory arrest.

And E overdose would be an awful way to die, pure MDMA has a MASSIVE lethal dose, so it would be whatever else its cut with that would kill you. In all reality 5 probably would just make you puke and lie on the floor regretting your decision. I've seen a few people get taken off by ambulances before at raves, it's usually a combination of overheating and the E, and it's usually 80lb girls who took as much as their 200lb boyfriends.

Try just taking one OP, it might give you a different outlook on life.

>>26302566
a gun

still please talk to a professional before you do it

also speak to a psychiatrist

>Was suicidial
>Took 10 adderall pills
>Nothing happend
>Then it did
>Heart beat over 9000
>Panicky
>Scared

Didn't die though, nasty experience, never want to do that again

>>26302293
I've been in a coma for four days from serotonin syndrome and I would recommend it because I really don't remember anything from about ten minutes after dosing and a few days after I woke up so if you fail you'll probably just have memory loss.