>suicidally depressed entire life
>major depressive episode
>struggling every day to not pull the trigger
>take 30mg of oxycodone I had left from wisdom teeth surgery
>happiness and euphoria for the first time in ever
>never want the feeling to go away
Is this how addiction starts?
>Not so used to the pain it feels good
a dentist... prescribing blues....
yea, bullshit.
'fraid so, OP. Everyone will try to tell you that you're only feeling awful off the drugs because you're having "post-acute withdrawals". Truth is, life is an awful thing and you were feeling the same way before you ever tried the drugs. Drugs are the only window out of this pain.
>>26285183
I told him I didn't want hydrocodone because it makes me nauseous so he gave me oxycodone instead
I told him he was silly since I'm in pharmacy school but he said keep it anyway just in case
>>26285139
yeah
shame you're too much of a friendless autistic loser nerd to find more
I was taking Oxycontin for a while and never got addicted
>>26285197
I smoked cigarillos for like 2 weeks and quit cold turkey without any kind of a problem, at a worst the odd urge to smoke one like once every 4 days
I never really had a problem with addiction before
>>26285210
I live in a major city metroplex I could find more by accident
>prescribed so much oxy after a surgery
>get high almost every day for months
>Doctor is nice to me and trusts me
>finally stops prescribing pain killers to me
>I run out
>the minor withdrawal is terrible
>I still crave that comfy euphoria
>>26285197
that is not post acute withdrawal. paws happens after addicts get clean
>>26285334
Right, and not because of any medical reason but because life sucks without drugs. That's what I'm trying to tell you.
>>26285296
Dude one time I smoked two cigarettes in one whole day and I didn't even get addicted I guess I'm immune lol
>>26285425
I was vaping for like a whole year before that
pls dont spoil my amazing mood right now
If I have to hear the word oxycodone again I'm going to fucking scream holy shit
>>26285447
Oxycodone. What's your problem?
>>26285475
FUCK
ONLY AMERICANS WILL UNDERSTAND MY FRUSTRATION
>>26285493
I'm American and I really don't.
>>26285520
OK
ONLY AMERICANS WHO ARE OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL
>>26285558
I'm out of high school. You're being intentionally convoluted because you don't want to explain why you're acting like a little bitch.
