What do you do to feel good? My psychotic depression is in one of its good parts right noe, so I'm capable of feeling pleasure. For me, it's playing dark souls and smoking.
cuddle with cute girls
also smoke weed, take anti anxiety drugs and play video games
>play counter strike: source
>start empty server
>bring up console
>'bot_add chad'
>bot chad joined
>kick chad's ass
>>26276498
Put my face betwixt the butt cheeks of an attractive grill
>>26276498
>my psychotic depression
Stopped reading right there. Why even mention it aside for attention? Take your special snowflake faggotry back to tumblr.
>>26276563
Oddly enough, I know two guys named chad. One is 6'3 and shredded to the bone, and the other is a schizophrenic drug addict.
Nothing. I haven't felt good in a long time, I've more so felt neutral. I'm not happy, and I'm not depressed. At least when I eat and feel full I feel something.
>>26276595
I can't talk about it with people in real life, so I'm ttying to find people like me on this board. However, the influx of normie trump voters is making it hard to do that. I might just try a different website.
>>26276638
If you feel nothing at all, then you're definitely depressed.
>>26276646
Remember to make up a random gender and state your pronouns before you start posting.
make music
I can easily spend 7 hours straight producing, chopping samples, making up weird chord progressions, layering, making my own synth patches, resampling etc
I get so lost in it, lose the sense of time completely I love it. It's the only thing in my life that I am still getting excited about day after day
I just hope I gain some confidence one day in my work so I can show it to others, I usually delete every project after a while because I don't find it as good as what I'm currently making and so on.
I think when I finally find out how to truly translate the ideas from my head to audio then I will finally be content with my stuff and try to make a living out of it
>>26276718
>>26276595
>Why even mention it aside for attention
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
GETTHEFUCKOUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW
Get drunk
It's also the only way I can talk to people and be funny
