Any robots been suicidal?
>be me
>good paying job but it's depressing
>getting yelled at by people who never admit that they're at fault for problems they created
>drags on
>never want to wake up
>become a pretty heavy alcoholic
>drink every night
>eventually just hate everything
>nothing makes me happy
>I'm just empty
>I have no real friends and the few I do have are self centered assholes
>just don't want to live on
>drive to a park after work
>just sit there with my gun in my hand
>decide to call suicide hotline
>talk for a while
>decide to talk to a therapist
>go home
>therapist calls and I'm at work
>on my voicemail my bosses number is listed
>she decides to call my boss because she's "worried" I might harm her self
>my boss brings me in and tries to be my friend
>everyone at work thinks I'm a depressed weirdo (which I am)
>I feel more embarrassed and worse now
>>26252538
Add dull and boring to the list :p no wonder you have no real friends :( they would eat you up :)
Real people have countless friends :p that's why they don't need you:( I dobut anyone has ever needed you in your life :( cheer up tho :) you have money, you can pay for all the company you need :)
>>26252538
all the time
some days are bad and others well I feel like shit its on those types of days I want to go into the woods with a big knife and cut my self open
lately things have not been going so well for me
>>26252666
Can you elaborate on it friend:p?
>>26252666
Well friend don't leave me hanging :( that's not polite at all ,:(
I think about it at least every other day.
>In college
>No friends
>No genuine hobbies or interests
>Intense self loathing
>Literally, every other person has friends and/or is in a relationship
>Reminds me of how uninteresting and inept I am
>Makes me feel even more depressed
>Only able to do the two things I still enjoy in life on weekendsmasturbate to hentai and watch anime
>Want to be NEET and do nothing but this all day
>Parents won't let me, even if I got NEETbux it wouldn't be enough to live on my own
>With EBT I -may- be able to do it but that would be ghetto black/white trash tier
>Every day is suffering
>Can't see any way out of the situation
>Antidepressants aren't working very well anymore, have to wait another month at least before I can get something else
Not a day goes by where I don't hope that I encounter a gunman and get placed in his line of fire or something similar. I want to escape life but I'm too cowardly to do it myself.
>>26252804
>Reply
>>26252694
Thanks for everything senpai
>>26252836
>want to drop out
Well why the hell don't you do it :( who cares if you end up in a ghetto :( you don't leave your room anyways :)
You shouldn't be in college anyways :p you are going to fail and piss your parents even more :(
>>26252859
Have a happy suicide :) someone else will take your spot here :p
>been suicidal for my entire life
>attempted when I was 21
>failed, landed in the psych ward for a month
>permanent scar on my neck where I tried to cut my jugular
>still suicidal, but scared to fail again
>meanwhile living as agoraphobic shut-in on heavy meds
My life is like a bad joke.
>>26252951
Bad jokes have puns anon :( you are one of those stories that go nowhere p people get interested in you and immediately regret it :(
