>grandmother is a widow, dying, and depressed
>genuinely feel bad for her, talk to her and cheer her up
>every time I call, first thing she asks is do I have a gf yet
She just cares about you anon, she wants you to be happy and know when you are happy.
>>26241484
NO THAT ROASTIE FUCKING SHIT DOESN'T.
SHE JUST WANTS FUCKING KIDS.
I HATE WOMEN SO FUCKING MUCH GOD FUCKING DAMN
>>26241419
>tfw nobody in my family has ever asked me if I have a gf
They all know I'm a 31 y/o, khv...
Let me die in my sleep.
>>26241419
>every time I call, first thing she asks is do I have a gf yet
same thing happened to me, right before she died.
cherish these moments, OP. she'll be gone soon and just wants you to be happy and find a gf.
I told myself I'd do exactly that after she passed away. it's not going too well (I mean we talk about roasties here after all) but I'll keep trying until I have my gf.
>>26241682
honestly though, you should literally go out there and try finding a gf. if you don't do anything for it, it's not going to fucking happen.
>>26241669
>>26241682
So neither of you are fucking happy. If you swapped places would you be?
Either they care because personal motivations or they don't care. Thats the majority of humanity for you.
I'm glad I don't give a fuck what anyone thinks, especially my family. I can try and be happy or make them happy, but it always ends badly. Thank fuck for existential nihilism.
>>26241754
FUCK OFF YOU FUCKING NORMIE.
GO TO /soc/ OR /sp/ OR SOME FUCKING SHIT, /r9k/, WHY DO YOU COME HERE? FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
no one likes to feel pitied, anon.
>>26241732
FUCK OFF, WITH THAT NORMIE FUCKING ADVICE!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M UGLY, FAT, AND STUPID!
>>26241754
>Thank fuck for existential nihilism.
that's still not rewarding in any way. that's literally just you sitting there and going "oh well" and "it can't be changed anyway".
>>26241419
>she's depressed as fuck
>will die knowing that part or all of her bloodline will end with you
>>26241794
losing weight doesn't take too long and you're only stupid if you keep acting like this.
don't know about ugly but it can't be all that bad.
>>26241419
I'm a pretty honest person but in this case I would just lie.
Hell, if you really want to do something, do you have any girl coworkers or classmates? Or fuck, even a friend-of-a-friend? If you could explain the situation and tell them you aren't trying to sneak in through the backdoor, maybe you could even get a girl to go with you to the hospital and pretend y'all're dating.
>>26241419
>go to family function
>look around
>think to myself that i'm the only person there that has never had gf
>>26241784
Kek. You really think my ideologies puts me in a good place with the crowd. Do you really think I'm not a bitter loser covering up my insecurities with bullshit philosophy and blissful ignorance towards the questions that haunt me.
You sir, just need to chill.
>>26241796
It's better than wanting to die to see if a lack of consciousness exists. And I can't change anything, only when people cooperate can they change things, and I don't fit so well with people.
>>26241891
L E A V E
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LEAVE
>>26241910
Ok faggot, enjoy self loathing. I'm going to go read a book and feel like I have friends.
>>26241419
>Dad ask me if I going out with my friends every weekend
>Disregarding the fact that I haven't left home for other than for working and uni since 3 years
Sorry dad
>>26241419
Nigga, grandma believes in you when you don't even believe in yourself. She's old and has seen shit. Maybe this means you should live up to her expectations of what you can be instead of the self-fulfilling prophecy of being a robot.
>grandmother wanted great grandchildren before she died
>she didn't get any >:D
