so what stopped you from killing yourself today?
Knowing that I will get sex tonight.
>>26097182
normie..*something something*...reee....
>>26097096
Alcohol and DUDE WEED LMAO.
>>26097096
I'm actually feeling ok, as long as I don't think about it too much
>>26097096
I want to build and paint all my gunpla kits before I kill myself.
McRibbies and some chippy-chips ;)
>>26097096
I'm so fucking close to winning. All I need to do is bide my time and I'll make it. Two decades of absolute shit and I'm finally on the verge of greatness.
I'm normally okay during the day. Now that it's getting later the troubles start. I don't know if anything will stop me with how badly Fire Emblem's being butchered. It's the only thing I'm really looking forward to.
My mom told me she loves me. I cant leave my mom behind like that ;_;
>>26097096
Distracting myself with old vidya and podcasts.
Also I don't wanna off myself while living with my grandma cause I'd feel bad.
Tfw no one will accept your existence
>>26097096
I can't do that to my Mom and Dad. They've still got 30 years left in them, easy.
After that, I'm going skydiving and not pulling the ripcord.
The fading image of her smile.
>>26098266
>no one
Sucks tbqh
>>26097096
Not giving a fuck.
It does wonder to your mental health.
The ultimate deterrent to suicide is a fear of death and come what may after.
Kinda funny actually, cause I do get bouts of what feels like depression a fair lot but never want to actually die despite feeling like an irredeemable piece of unlikable apathy and lethargy
Her
That's my whole life, just her
>>26100044
THIS.
I stopped giving a fuck about 90% of the things and people in my life, and I'm starting to enjoy life. I've started lifting and teaching myself Japanese in my spare time and everything's going well so far.
>inb4 I'm hit by a truck tomorrow and paralyzed from the neck down
Half-Life 3 tbqh.
>>26099598
Brutal, you should jack off before you git the ground.
Thinking about my oneitis. I miss her.
Doubt she would care if I off'd myself though.
not even joking played euro truck simulator for about 4 hours.
>>26097096
The staff at the psych ward.
i dont have a rope and i dont think its possible to tie a noose with an extension cord
Tulpas
>>26100149
>tfw just completed black mesa's steam release
>>26097096
Why would I kill myself?
You won't find happiness by killing yourself.
My thesis m8s won't have a chance to graduate if I kill myself now. Can't kill myself if I still have some responsibilities. It ain't right.
>>26097096
Weed.
Pretty much just weed.
I'm so bored of this routine. Eating is a fucking chore and I get so hungry because of this shit. At least my wanks are imaginative (gay) and long.
