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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9zZfBBp-j6I
I don't feel like I belong anywhere
I will admit there are a few people who bother making small talk with me but I just feel like I'm not truly apart of that community or any for that matter
This picture pretty much sums up how I feel
>>26063473
I didn't know I had this feel.
>>26063542
Any robot that's tried to be normal has this feel
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9AfklbzSV9o
>tfw this song will never be relevant to you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sYi7uEvEEmk
I'm getting surgery on Friday and I'm nervous recovery won't go well and I'll be a burden on my mom since she has to nurse me for 2 FUCKINGG MONTHS OF HEALING ABD RECOVERY
>>26064025
what's being operated on if you don't mind me asking?
>>26064057
Pilonidal sinus.
The surgeon cuts out a chunk of infected flesh 4-6 inches deep to my tailbone and sends me home with OxyContin and an open wound stuffed/covered with gauze that my mom has to change 2-3 times a day. Stuffing a wide open, 6 in deep hole with gauze every day for 4 weeks sounds painful and I'm a nervous wreck.
Full recovery is 8-10 months.
>>26063123
>you will never experience this and will die alone
>>26064322
Let me buy that oxy yo
>>26064322
We'll I'm sure it's better than dealing with the infection
Remember this too shall pass
>manage to convince a girl to come out with me
>total babe, one of the most beautiful women i've ever seen
>fuck everything up because i'm legit autistic around women
>starts ignoring me afterwards
idk what i expected. i wish more than anything she felt something for me but my life is a cruel joke. end my suffering...
>>26064410
Yeah you're right. I've been trying to psych myself up for this for 3 weeks.
Thanks for the kind words.
This is mine; posted it in a couple of threads before.
>>26063201
i know that feel anon
i can fit in in some groups i find tolerable
but i never truly belong there
its a wierd feel knowing that you dont belong there even if you sit all together and talk
it's like being alone wherever i go and whatever i try to do
i used to think i just should "bee myself" and will find right ppl eventually
but that was not the case
i can't even be myself because i dont know myself anymore
i feel like an empty shell
nothing makes sense anymore
>tfw missing papers the would grant me dual citizenship so I can leave the country like all my online friends
>>26064322
>4 weeks sounds painful and I'm a nervous wreck.
>OxyContin
Nah you'll be good bro
Good luck with the addiction though
You'll probably be on heroin within a couple years MAX
>>26063123
I keep listening to this song.
I'm not human at all.
https://youtu.be/aFUzvbkEvRk
>>26064548
Is it true and if so did you do it? I hope you did.
>>26064814
See the last greentexted line. Yes, it is true.
My life.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zTxnQE5WbA4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qdBJ1X33rXM&list=PLyHGj7vLQavDHwT3x16S-QnPLLhLHJLF7&index=1
I cry everytiem.
>>26064750
I smoke weed too so I'm hoping to make this recovery a fucking blur.
>>26064827
>tfw shit reading comprehension
At least you didn't go to jail anon. And it would rpobably be worse at prison.
>just had my tooth extracted
>dentist couldnt get it out
>he kept going "this is insane"
>huge amount of infection in my tooth/jaw so bad it started to eat my tooth away at the root
>infected pus was holding onto it like a boot stuck in mud
>"expect nerve damage"
fucking brutal
at least it's out but he had to get medieval on it
>>26063473
I'm that friend
>>26065319
Did it hurt? Does it hurt now?
>>26065319
>>26065378
I had something done like this once
worst dental pain I ever felt, but then again he didn't use any anesthetic but novocaine
>>26065546
>novocaine
Im pretty sure novocaine is like the most used anesthetic for dental procedures though
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=km8AwsqNFw8
This one always hits me right in the feels.
>>26065610
all it does is numb the area a little bit
I've had other teeth removed where they used laughing gas with the novocaine
