today i swallowed throughout the day:
>2x ssri
>one xannie XR
>one full nurofen for back strain
>half a xannie and half nurofen before bed to sleep tight
what about you?
2x 0.5mg xanax in the afternoon / an hour before bed
4x 10mg dexedrine throughout the day
Anxiety and ADD are a bitch.
>>26046032
i hear you. i use the ssri for gad. i am not depress. that's how persistent my stress is.. harrowing at times.
add sounds frustrating as fuck.
>one half Modafinil
>Vitamin D
>>26045921
>Morning
Nucynta ER 100mg
Adderall 30mg
3x Klonopin 1mg
gabapentin 300mg
>Lunch
2x hydrocodone 10/325s
Adderall 15 mg
gabapentin 300 mg
>Later for bed
Lunesta 3 mg
however many etizolam I feel like, usually 10 mg
Feels pretty good, but it sucks knowing I'm permanently chained to being able to access these meds.
I can't even take 30+ day trips outside the country because it's impossible to fill some of these at foreign pharmacies. Also no one will script the pain killers more than a month at a time.
>>26046117
Yeah off meds I feel like I'm literally retarded, don't remember shit, restless and nervous.
Used to be scripted an SSRI for a year but it didn't do anything for my anxiety, bad reaction from an SSRI switch that lead to cold turkey off of ssri kind of awkwardly landed me these scripts.
I'm alright for the most part now though, it was for the better.
I wish you could still buy laudanum at your local drugstore no questions asked.
>all these drugged up robots
Feels good not being tricked into a lobotomy in pill form.
>>26045921
My bro is addicted to oxys
How do I help him?
500 ug of buprenorphine
I have no tolerance so I can get high off of practically nothing
feels good
>>26046179
god damn buddy.. can the human body process that many medication.
can't you find some more efficient that cover other ones to cut back some?
or like ... 3mg benzos in the morning, is it really that bad? i would pass out from that or act like a drunkard and not be able to go out to talk to people..
>>26046240
painkiller? talk him slowly to let you know why he takes them. find the underlined issue
>>26046222
they do work actually and i lead a much more fulfilling life because of them at high stress periods like nowadays.
better live with pills and enjoy the outdoors and people than stay at home without pills tbhfammo
>>26046222
But what if they help me function and I'm closer to lobotomy without them? Feeling all foggy in your head doesn't help anyone or anything.
>>26045921
>how many pills today?
none thanks
2 Adderall pills for a combined weight of 55mg.
100mg caffeine pill
Ritalin this morning
>>26046179
Wtf 3mg klonopin christ your gonna die qhen you stop taking benzos
>>26046365
It's because we're miserable from a shit upbringing.
Im not gonna lie I'll do them maybe once a week/every other week, but he's like doing em all day every day
Today I swallowed:
>75mg Effexor XR
>10mg Ritalin
>three disgusting fish oil gels
>my pride
>>26046575
how are painkillers any fun? do those ones make you ephoric amd wa inside?
>>26046639
I dunno, you just kinda feel relaxed and at peace
It's what weed use to do for me, but it gives me panic attacks now so I'll do those like once a week. I know if I do anymore I'll be hooked.