Just what is going through the mind of a person with constant thoughts of suicide?
I'd like to understand them.
I think there's been more than one case of that, so they probably vary.
>>26038586
>what is going through the mind of a person with constant thoughts of suicide?
Thoughts of suicide
And sometimes a bullet
I was depressed a long time ago and can't quite remember my state of mind but it was probably
>whats the point of anything
>im so alone
>am i just going to go to work and then die
Eventually I realised that to even enjoy half your life, you need to suffer the other half of the time. It's a sad thought but it's either that or suicide.
Generally studies have shown that suicidal impulses come and go. Someone who is depressed will have moments of normalcy with long periods of lowered affect and inward reflection usually about the problems or failures that they percieve in themselves.
Suicide occurs when they have an impulse and they have means available before the impulse passes.
>>26038657
>sometimes a bullet
This
This is nice
>>26038586
Have you not had suicidal thoughts? If no, then it's pointless, because you won't get it.
>The so-called 'psychotically depressed' person who tries to kill herself doesn't do so out of quote 'hopelessness' or any abstract conviction that life's assets and debits do not square. And surely not because death seems suddenly appealing. The person in whom Its invisible agony reaches a certain unendurable level will kill herself the same way a trapped person will eventually jump from the window of a burning high-rise. Make no mistake about people who leap from burning windows. Their terror of falling from a great height is still just as great as it would be for you or me standing speculatively at the same window just checking out the view; i.e. the fear of falling remains a constant. The variable here is the other terror, the fire's flames: when the flames get close enough, falling to death becomes the slightly less terrible of two terrors. It's not desiring the fall; it's terror of the flames. Yet nobody down on the sidewalk, looking up and yelling 'Don't!' and 'Hang on!', can understand the jump. Not really. You'd have to have personally been trapped and felt flames to really understand a terror way beyond falling.
well you fell sad, worthless, likely have no friends or it feels like you cannot talk to them, cause you know who wants to hear about some fuckwards sad life. A whole lot of the world/friends/family would be better off if i was dead so you should just kill yourself. Should i cut my wrists? narr to much blood, should i jump in front of a train? well that might scar the train driver for life better not do that, i know ill hang myself, wait i have no money for rope :'(
>>26038803
Fucking. This.
Orignale
>>26038586
neil hilborn
watch some of his stuff
Summers are hell
Winters are worse
Someone please tell
How to end this curse
>>26038586
That I want to die.
>>26039136
Thispoem speaks to me
>>26039319
I like winter though
so to me it confounds
>>26039263
I'm sorry you struggle with that
>>26038754
Nice
Nice Reddit post format
>>26038586
It's just a bunch of negativity on loop. When someone thinks their life is shit, thinking about suicide brings comfort. A person that is depressed will never get better until they take control of their thoughts.
Real simple: "I don't want to do this anymore."
>>26038586
mostly the religious and familial implications were I to actually go through with it
It varies from person to person
For me it's just the average shit, how futile life is, how pain and suffering are an inevitability, your happiness is not guaranteed, the light at the end of the tunnel is 15-20+ years away, you're a burden on your family, your insignificance, your flaws, your imperfection, loneliness. The hopelessness and despair reach a point where nonexistence seems like a nice alternative, too bad I'm afraid of the pain of dying.
Pain. Suicide is generally the fulfilled desire to stop being in pain.
>>26039794
Wishing that the light at the end of the tunnel is a train that is going to hit you
I feel like everyone would be better off without me. My parents and my friends would be sad for a week but then everyone would forget. Truthfully, I don't want a gf, or happiness. I just want to matter. I just want to have someone depend on me for them to be happy.
Why won't these voices go away?
>>26038586
extreme boredom/dissatisfaction with most to all things, probably a lack or excess of certain chemicals
>>26039962
Yeah for me its the lack of LSD, DMT and THC :( think im going to set up a GoFundMe xD
