Does anyone else get sad about the past and where your life went wrong? I don't want to fail. My dog is already seven years old. I'm not ready for him to pass on. I don't want to disappoint anyone ever again, I'm sorry
>>25933327
Stop worrying about the past and look ahead senpai even though I should follow my own "advice"
>>25933327
When have you disappointed people?
Sort of. It more feels like I'm walking along a blade's edge to happiness and there's hail and wind trying to knock me off my balance. It took a lot of effort to get up here, I don't want to fall again.
It's not like I think I can be normal, but I think I can have a good life despite that. Maybe I can even make it easier for people to achieve that who have gone through the same things I have, or are about to.
It's draining, amd it feels like I'm going to break at any moment, but I can't let myself down. It'd kill me.
>>25933399
I keep making them promises that I keep failing to make or live up to
>>25933327
FUCK YEAH LENORE.
I haven't read that comic in ages.
Goddamn, someone else remembers it. <3 <3 <3
>>25933327
yeah a lot. desu i don't think the past is relevant at all. what's stopping you >>25933423 two from having a good life? like where's the hang up
>>25933423
What made you want to get back up?
>>25933424
What were the last 3 failings?
>>25933471
The past can come back to bite you in the ass. I think it's important to finish unfinished business of the past.
>>25933486
What choice did I have? Quitting was miserable. I already hate myself, I couldn't take it. Desperation is probanly the answer, and some determination.
I want so badly to show everyone I can accomplish what I've always thought I could, depsite every slap in the face life dealt me. I'm getting there.
>>25933486
I just can't go on in life without dropping a class every once in a while it seems
If I had the chance to go back ~7 years and do it over again I'd take it in a fucking heartbeat.
