I really want to kill myself, how do I find motivation to keep going despite hating my life completely?
Join the army and stop being a bjtch
you already have by posting a shit
>>25922364
Just buy helium tanks,
in the mean time on to the gym and eat spicy foods. It will get your mood up.
>>25922488
I work out at home, the gym makes me anxious
And I don't like spicy food
>>25922384
I completely agree with this. I plan on joining the army soon as well.
>>25922364
Well, for one, stop browsing this negative shit hole. This is the place for people that do not want to improve and people who do not believe happiness is possible. It's the place for failures and losers. Birds of a feather flock together and if you spend your day browsing this pile of shit board all day, you will be as miserable and as much of a loser as everyone here.
This isn't the place you find motivation and it sure as shit isn't the place you should go to if you feel like you "want to belong". This is the setting ground for eventual suicide. Don't go here.
What you should do instead, is surround yourself on boards with Anons, who have experienced what you have and will understand your plight, but also Anons who want to improve and don't spend their day whining.
Places like this:
4chan: /fit/ /adv/[some threads]
Cripplechan: /improve/ /hope/ /fit/ /kind/
>>25922384
The military doesn't accept people taking psych meds, and I'm on a metric fuckton of psych meds.
>>25922626
>/adv/
you'll barely find any good advice that isn't normie-tier, and usually only b8 threads get more than 10 replies.
>>25922664
True. You get the occasional thread though, where an Anon has an idea of what they are talking about.
Although admittedly it's rare.
>>25922364
Just go outside and dont stop walking
>>25922384
>Militarycuck
>Not being a bitch
Hmm...
>>25922894
OP here, I have walked 15 miles once doing this, only stopped after my feet were completely swollen and the pain was too strong
>>25922973
Start crawling!
According to statistic if you kill your self and fail. You will be much happier.
