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2016-01-17 10:30:11 Post No. 25811773
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2016-01-17 10:30:11
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Who /fapfiend/ here?
>be me
>discovered masturbation and orgasm at age 12
>masturbated almost every day since then
>fap to porn, thinking about girls I know, hentai, my imagination, the subject isn't really important
>around age 14 I started masturbating to wake myself up and again to help me get to sleep
>as I got older I masturbated more and more
>some days I would just fap all day, literally
>wake up, fap, breakfast, fap fap fap, lunch, fap fap fap, dinner, fap fap fap fap, sleep
>I got a girlfriend briefly but she dumped me because no sex drive
>tried nofap a few times, best I ever got was 3 days
>fapped on busses, on trains, in other peoples' houses, in the back seat of the car
>I would often ask to go to the toilet in school just to go to the bathroom and fap
>I am now 19 and autistic as they come
>fap a minimum of 4 times a day, some days will hit 15 times
>anything will set me off, even just a cute sounding girl's name
>the cum always goes into my underwear
>my dick is always red and sore, sometimes it starts to bleed, but I don't care I fap through the pain. It also stinks
>there is a visible difference in size between my right and left arm
I hate myself. I want to stop fapping forever. I want a healthy sex drive. I want the skin on my dick to have a chance to heal, it looks pretty fucked up right now. I want to be able to come from a handjob or a blowjob and I want to one day come inside a beautiful girl. Every time I try to stop, I manage to convince myself that it's fine and that I can do it just this once, but as soon as I fap once, I'll fap 10 more times that day. The fact that I can instantly get the instant gratification of an orgasm almost whenever I want is draining my initiative and I can see my life disappearing down the toilet along with my cum-soaked tissues. Masturbation is my entire life and I fucking hate it.
