>>25807951
so do it then faggot j ust mak sure to livestream it

>>25807959
I CAN'T

THAT'S THE WORST THING ABOUT ALL OF THIS

I FUCKING CAN'T ESCAPE

>>25807951
Why are you sad?

>>25807951
CRRRAWWWWWWLLLLLLLLIIIIINGGGGG

IN

MY

SKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIN

THESE WOOOOOOOUUUUUNNNNNNDS

THEY WILL

NOT HEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLL

>>25807967
CONSUMING
CONFUSING

>>25807973
BECAUSE I'M A DISGUSTING FUCKING TERRIBLE FAILURE OF A HUMAN BEING, I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT MYSELF, I'M DISGUSTING, I WANT TO DIE SO FUCKING BAD

>>25808031
What makes you so terrible?

>>25807992
Holy kek, best post in this thread so far.

10/10

>>25808131
I DROPPED OUT OF UNIVERSITY, THEN I TRIED WORKING IN THE REAL WORLD AND IT WAS THE WORST THING EVER, THEN I DECIDED I'D GO BACK TO SCHOOL AFTER YEARS OF WORKING, THEN I DROPPED OUT AGAIN, MY PARENTS JUST WATCH ME FUMBLE MY LIFE AWAY IN SHAME, I'M A FUCKING FAILURE

I'VE NEVER HELD A GIRL'S HAND, I'M DANGEROUSLY UNDERWEIGHT, I RARELY TALK TO EVEN A SINGLE PERSON IN A WEEK, MY LIFE IS HOPELESS

I
NEED
TO
DIE

at least you're not a russian sex slave

>>25808184
Don't die, OP. Eat more food. Lift more weights. Embrace being socially awkward. Get a job you can do from home and embrace the hermit lifestyle.

>>25808233
I can't keep doing this, I just can't, I can't live in this society, I can't be around people.

I just hope a war starts soon so I can join the military and get killed or something, but I probably won't even be allowed because of the fact that I'm diagnosed with clinical depression.

Like I said, I can't die, I'm not a strong enough person to kill myself, I just live every day hoping I'm the victim of some tragic accident so I don't need to do this anymore.

Just think of the most hopeless moment in your life, and imagine if it never ended, if it just persisted forever, that's just what my life is like. Every moment I'm not indulging in some form of escapism is just like when my grandma died.

>>25808322
I've actually been there. Depression is rough. When I was in highschool, I used to wish that a plane engine would fall out of the sky and kill me like in Donnie Darko. The whole "I don't want to actually kill myself, but I'd be perfectly fine with dying in some freak accident."

I can't tell you how to pull yourself up out of this rut, because that's something you'll have to figure out. Find something that inspires you. Maybe find something new to be passionate about. I'm sure you've got some sort of talent.

>>25807951
Fuck I love this album so much. I'm going to put it on right now. Thanks for the reminder.

>>25808402
Thanks. I've been looking my whole life for something I genuinely enjoy, I really don't have much of a talent for anything, but maybe in the future I'll find something.

>>25808460
Have you tried music? Writing? Exercise? Mountain climbing? Voice acting? Becoming a film snob? Cooking? Making cool liquor dranks?