Who else likes being sad? It's just nice to feel something, rather than deal with the crushing numbness that is the norm.
Yeah it's nice. I wish I could cry more often it feels so good. I get genuine tears like once every 3 years.
What the actual fuck
being depressed is fucking awful
nothing but nausea, chest pains, no appetite, and tired 24/7, I'd kill a baby just to be numb for a short while
>>25758503
senpai you had pneumonia
>>25758303
I really wish you could be happy anon.
I like it when it rains..... It's like the world around me matches what's inside me
>>25758621
no joke anon I wouldn't wish depression upon my worst enemy except maybe if he was a normalfag.
unless you're talking about melancholy, which I can definitely see being pleasant in some sense.
I prefer feeling nothing. I'm not excited for anything, I never get worried or anxious anymore, and I just generally don't care about myself or my life. It's like I'm living a video game and I'm just trying for a high score. Even if I never win or top the leaderboards, I had fun with my quarter
>>25758303
Get sad enough and you'll want to go back. Trust me
>>25758303
break out the tech wear and arizona green tea, we've got a sad boy on deck
#2001
>>25759023
This. OP, I think you find melancholy cathartic. But if you dive too deep you'll wish you never had
>>25758503
I'm sad all the time and experiencing all of those things. Shit, am I depressed?
>>25758303
I never understood till recently the desire to feel sadness. I've often found myself seeking out stuff that will make me sad. I think stuff that should make me happy just doesn't, so I find stuff that makes me sad just because it's the only emotion I feel strongly.
>Be me, 23 y/o right out of college
>Get shitty do nothing job
>Literally nothing to do most days
>Pay is good and I got no other job offers because too depressed to apply for jobs after college
>Fuck it I'll stay
1 year later, 24 y/o now
>One year in, finally sit near some people
>finally not all alone at work
>feelsgoodman.gif
>spend all day bitching about how nothing ever happens at work and we have nothing to do
>I finally have something in common with a human
>spend every day complaining about how depressing it is to waste our lives away doing nothing
>normies are just complaining about work, but this is how my whole life has been
>feels so good to feel bad with a human
Coworkers eventually moved on. I'm still stuck there all alone doing nothing. Story of my life.
