i want to die so much that like a spastic i impulsively say aloud 'i wish i was dead' when im completely alone for no particular reason
>>25695657
It's good to let it all out.
Even when there are people around you and you're likely to just make them feel uncomfortable.
i sincerely wish that someone like a burglar or mugger or whatever would shoot and kill me because i am too scared to kill myself. i am a pointless unremarkable defective leech of a person and i do nothing for anyone
So why haven't you died yet?
>i hate my life
>fuck, just kill me already
>I want to die
U-use the on the regular X }
>>25695697
Obviously not Op
>So why haven't you died yet?
I'm a craven to be honest fampai
me and you both OP
why can't we just die in our sleep...
>>25695657
Holy fucking shit I do the exact same thing except its "I should kill myself"
>>25695657
>so much
you might as well be a preteen girl who is "such a fuckin nerd XDDD" for buying a tee shirt with zelda written on it.
i like "what the fuck is wrong with me? and then i rub my face or, "god i'm fucking pathetic/(such) a fucking loser"
If you really wanted to die, you'd kill yourself.
>think of how I rambled on about politics when friends didn't care
>Say FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU out loud and flip off literally nothing
>I guess i'm saying fuck you to myself for not shutting up when they obviously didn't care
>think of other things I did
>FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
It never ends
MORE POSTS, ALL I HAVE IS HEARING OTHER NEETS LIFE AND REPLYS.
POST MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>maybe that chest pain will tun out to be a heart condition
>should I throw myself under the bus today?
>maybe if I draw a muhammed cartoon some terrorists will come and kill me
Iol ill kill you if i can have your stuff? Im broke af son
I was the same way in third grade. I always said, "Nobody likes me," over and over. But I don't care much for other people now so I'm just alone and don't really care about that part. For some reason, I still care about what others think of me even though I couldn't care less about them.
>>25695657
id hate just dying for no reason. then id have to give up all the anxiety i feel every hour of every day. who'd wanna give that up? really.
>>25697695
>chest pains
fuck man, why do they make us feel like were dying?
>be me healthy out of shape since winter
>be playing with my younger siblings
>2 minutes of activity
>stop and feel my chest
>walk over to where my mom and other family is standing
>she puts her hand on my chest
>pulls her hand back
>tells my stepdad whos a medic to feel my heart
>he pulls back shocked
>"it feels like an alien"
nearly just die from anxiety. i may literally die.
