Goodbye /r9k/
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>This isn't for attention. This is my obligation to the last thing I cherish...my fellow robots
Inb4 you ask for livestream, i just cant...some of you might get some sick amusement out of it but for me, on this night? The last night I spend on this earth..It's something sacred, something precious, the ending of it all. I dont want to be laughed at anymore..can't subject my parents or anyone else to the dissapointment of being a neet...This is solely to thank all of you for bearing the burden of life with me. For making me smile when no one else could. I've tried, please know that I have. Ive stuck it out for so long. I just cant...I dont have the strength to get out of bed in the morning I dont have the strength to look myself in the mirror one more time. To feel that loathing and hate for everything, especially myself. To feel so, so alone. I love you all so much and thank you for making this miserable existence a little bit more tolerable. To the Chad anon...you helped to try and turn my life around, thank you, you're not all as bad as I thought...you coached me and helped me over the last year and I even got a gf...she left me yesterday. I've been trying to cope and I just can't. I longed for love for so long and now that i've lost it...there just isnt anything left for me. I saw your steam profile was gone...otherwise I would have reached out to you Chad. And thank you /r9k/ bartender. I hope you get better, I really do. Thank you for the cold ones
God I love you guys so much...
No one was made for this...to be this alone
If I could make one final request of you guys? Please post some songs for me...please try harder than I did, please find your happiness anons
Goodbye /r9k/ see you on the other side
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R2LQdh42neg
goodbye m8
>>25657767
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=cinJDxLUsNY
Goodbye OP
>>25657767
Don't let her get away with this Anon
>>25657767
don't kill yourself do you need a friend or something
>>25657767
Don't be remembered as a pussy. I'll probably stream my own.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d0FVYGg-KIA
I'm thinking of following you soon anon. I'll see you later mate.
>>25657767
tldr
bye nigga
Having a drink for you anon
I won't be far behind you, see you on the other side
>>25657767
Anon please, if these people really helped you and mean something to you, and if this isn't bait, don't do it. Don't let all the efforts of those who care about you and who you care about go to waste.
Nice SIG, can i keep it after you die?
shit, I don't really know what to say
I hope it's quick, glad some of us made things easier for a while
here you go
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QYEC4TZsy-Y
<3 u
Hang out soon
>>25657767
>killing yourself over a girl
https://soundcloud.com/chloeburbank
this sum good
if youre gonna do it you should do i with a clear head, which you clearly dont have right now.
hopefully this music will make things seem better for you.
>>25657767
Don't do it bro, if she left you she's not worth pining over. Don't throw all your hopes into some worthless skank, keep moving on anon.
>>25657767
Oh also, you need to hit your brain stem directly. Otherwise you WILL feel pain and be awake for a bit.
https://youtu.be/_rLXnvkOadY
I'm sure a lot of us will be along shortly. Later dude
see you in hell m9
>not taking anyone with you
Get out normie re
>>25657767
>no beta upriser
I'm disappointed
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MflzesOUvfk
See you in the robot heaven famigliari
>>25657767
WE LOST THE SEA - A GALLANT GENTLEMAN
I can't be arsed to get a YouTube link but the live session recording is a MUST WATCH/LISTEN. One of the best songs I've had the pleasure to unbury, and it would be my pleasure to share with you for your departure; it is a most fitting departure song considering the boys wrote it in effect as an homage to their dead vocalist who also committed suicide.
>>25657767
I'll have some vodka to toast your memory later tonight, anon.
I hope that you don't suffer anymore.
See you later, space robot.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e8-sMJZTYf0
>LEEEEEEEEEEEEET
>>25657767
Bye OP
https://youtu.be/1stxUqNJINE
>>25657767
See you later bro. Owe me a drink on the other side.
>>25657767
Don't do it. Redirect your self loathing towards others and live a more fulfilling life.
Only good suicide is a murder suicide. Become a hero to all fellow robots op.
>>25657767
See you in robot heaven, anon. I know that I won't see you in robot hell, because that's real life.
that's my favourite song OP
i've witnessed a lot of heart breaks, and i've learned that no girl is worth any tears.
don't do it OP
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KcP8Rt08uOM
>>25657767
'Don't mourn me; rejoice, for I am free.'
>>25657767
In honour of your struggle, I will put this album on my Itunes and listen to it fondly. I can relate to your anguise and respect your decision. R.I.P. in peace
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dlaLwIYEq0U
www.rainymood.com
>>25657767
Goodbye OP
You really should just extract revenge on normies instead though. Fine watse kf a soldier unfortunately. We will remember you.
Post pics after u do it so we know ur not faking
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1vv_u00Yk6w
Don't do this. You're letting the roastie win. Listen to this song. Feel it in your blood, my man. Succeed and prove how fucking shit they are. Don't let them beat you down. Live and prove to yourself that you aren't useless and aren't a waste of oxygen. I know things seem hopeless now but don't give up.
>I even got a gf...she left me yesterday.
>I longed for love for so long and now that i've lost it...there just isnt anything left for me.
Every first love is meaningless because it inspires these feelings regardless of how good it actually was. It's only after you've been through this that you can experience true love. True love is something you mutually decide on and work toward, together with another person. It's not some mad passionate fling and it's not the feeling of craving and insanity you feel when the other part of a mad passionate fling leaves you.
If you do this you're doing it over something ephemeral. However much the feelings feel real to you now, they ARE ephemeral. I put a shotgun in my mouth last autumn because the only girl who had ever given me the time of day broke up with me, then humiliated and cucked me. I didn't pull the trigger, because I was too scared, so I had to wait a few months. Now I don't give a shit about her and haven't thought about her in ages.
You were able to survive before and you've proven people are capable of liking you and taking an interest in you. If you stick around, you will find companionship again. If you let the feelings of the moment overwhelm you, you will have done so for practically nothing, since the relationship was doomed anyway.
Immerse yourself in whatever socialising you can and just wait it out. Every day you don't think about her or how miserable you are, because you spent that whole day chatting with bros on Steam or listening to a good audiobook, that's one day closer to forgetting how you feel right now, and getting things back on track. There are a set number of days until that happens. Then you can pick your hope back up, which you have already proved you have by improving your situation, and start moving forward.
If you can't do it for yourself, do it for the other NEETs you can inspire by leading the way. There always has to be that first torch-bearer who explores the darkness.
>>25657767
live stream or it didn't happen
>>25657767
fuck anon I am crying right now see you on the other side
>>25657939
I want this at my funeral, such an ambivalent song
wish i had the strength you have, op
>>25657767
>she left me yesterday. I've been trying to cope and I just can't. I longed for love for so long and now that i've lost it
Wow, who knew OP was a fucking cuck.
>bwahhh mah gf left me suicide
>>2565776
farewell fellow robot.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=778cZt5guq8
>>25657767
You can be happy
I was on the verge of suicide, drug addiction crippling every facet of life
My mom came to get me
I weighted so little my bones showed up all over my body
I went to sleep
She put her thinly white transparent veil on my head and prayed for me
I woke up cured, no drug addiction
A will to live
These thoughts you have come from the enemy whispering his wishes upon you
Jesus loves your soul so much, look for him, his arms are open.
>>25657767
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mUaasUSp2g0
On to the undiscovered country
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AoATQO82k-k
I assume this is your first suicide attempt, keep in mind that you're killing yourself over a girl will definitely make your parents proud
if OP is willing to kill himself over a gf, he should probably die anyway
>>25657767
OP. Could you listen to this album for me before you go? It's an entire album about suicide. It's one of my favorite albums and bands. I don't expect it to change your mind, but maybe it will bring you some kind of catharsis?
Don't kill yourself man. I believe in you.
>>25657767
I'll drink to that, mate. See you on the other side, anon.
Rest well brave soul
>>25657767
Plz no, OP. I hope you decide to not go through with it, but regardless of your decision I hope you find peace.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t8p_Ewi7ddQ
>>25658076
what this guy said, don't kill yourself
A-T-T-E-N-T-I-O-N-W-H-O-R-E
>>25658172
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bNq_SpKih2I
I forgot to link it in the last comment. Sorry.
Please promise to listen to it before you go. OP
>>25657767
>>25658105
I wanted to play it at my mother's funeral, but I was 14 at the time and too scared to speak up so my cunt uncle played this awful shit that she had told him she disliked
sibling rivalry goes to the grave I guess
kill her first m8
>>25657767
Didn't read anything after
>This isn't for attention
Because of course it is for attention you stupid retard, why else would you even post it if it wasn't. Grow some balls and actually kill yourself faggot.
>killing yourself over a girl who will forget you in 3 weeks
>>25658215
>Because of course it is for attention you stupid retard, why else would you even post it if it wasn't.
ding ding ding
>post some music for me guyz
pure uncut faggotry
shame on you all
>>25657767
Goodbye OP.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=APZxAjTJ2Uw
>>25658251
Let alone that, she probably is getting fucked by some dude right now.
Here's a great one OP, also make sure to aim right and not become a potato.
I would also suggest doing it in the bathtub with the curtains closed, the hole plugged, and the water not running.
it would make the cleanup a lot easier.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kJiqYey54Y4
FUCKING CHRIST WHAT DONT YOU FOOLS GET ABOUT THIS
>DONT KILL YOURSELF
KILL THE NORMIES
>DONT KILL YOURSELF
KILL THE NORMIES
>DONT KILL YOURSELF
KILL THE NORMIES
>DONT KILL YOURSELF
KILL THE NORMIES
>DONT KILL YOURSELF
KILL THE NORMIES
If your going to through your life away you might as well take some others with you.
>>25658215
I think the post is intended to express appreciation to the community.
Not attention.
This song always reminds me of what I'll never have.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sXDgMmA7FXM
Goodbye, OP. Save me a seat on the other side and I'll buy you a drink.
If I didn't have shit taste in music I would post a song.
>>25657767
see you tomorrow
super original comment
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c37MleFUMLM
Here you go OP, I hope you manage to end yourself with one bullet. Make sure you shoot in the right spot
>>25657767
>flashlight and ammo
you killing yourself four times in the dark bro?
shame you're not taking a video, that would really be something to see
>>25657767
This suicide is just you irrationally feeling sorry for yourself/trying to get back at this girl/your parents/the world for doing what ever they did to you. Let go of your ego that's what's really causing you this pain. Sure you may be complete genetic trash and you've been delt a shit hand but if you just let it go and accept it you can find gratification in life. Also somebody probably has it worse
>>25657767
Sorry to hear that op. Good luck.
This is my feels song.
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8SPLM8ufDKE
See ya later.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y74UPiaK7u0just be urself op
>killing yourself over a bitch
end up as a potato please.
See you, anon.
>>25658288
>Appreciation to an anonymous community of people who don't even know you exist, let alone give a shit if you drop dead.
Yeah no. That fucking pussy just wants a thread with 300 replies saying:
>omg man dun kill yourself life is worth it
>dont fo it over a grill OP
>life gets better op
>add me on stem so we can talk
>stream it faggot
>[50 more of these posted like 5 times each]
Fucking attentionwhores I swear.
"In the Kamigata area, they have a sort of tiered lunchbox they use for a single day when flower viewing. Upon returning, they throw them away, trampling them underfoot."
"The end is important in all things."
-- Tsunetomo Yamamoto, The Hagakure
Just do it anon, do you really want to live in this world
Pic related as example
>>25658388
I guess you just lack basic compassion and empathy.
For that I am sorry, for you.
I am the person who has been posting new Elliot pictures for the last three days. Post a throwaway and I will reveal my identity. Seeing as you will be taking the knowledge to the grave it won't matter.
>>25657767
Farewell fellow robot. I wish you the best.
Will drink to you tonight.
>>25657767
>Killing yourself over pussy
>>25657767
kill some people and record it b4 u go
I'll be joining you one day robot.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=-uJ61jgFCMM
>>25657767
You're going to fucking do that to your family? WHEN MY FRIEND DIED HIS MOTHER HYSTERICALLY CRIED NEXT TO HIS CASKET DURING THE WAKE.
HIS PARENTS AND SIBLINGS MISS HIM EVERY FUCKING DAY. BURYING YOUR CHILD IS A PARENT'S WORST NIGHTMARE, DON'T PUT THEM THROUGH A LIFETIME OF PAIN BECAUSE YOU CANT FUCKING HANDLE STRESS LIKE A GIRLFRIEND DUMPING YOU.
HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOUR KID KILLED THEMSELVES?
Who's going to set up your funeral? Oh wait your parents!!!!
dont' do it anon! you only feel this way because you just got out of a relationship. if you really want to kill yourself, you can, but you really should give it some time. this needs to be a coolheaded decision. right now you are full of emotions and can't make a good decision.
I guarantee you will feel better the further away you get from the day your relationship ended. sending lots of hugs your way <3
>>25658515
better yet, OP, go get the bitch that broke your heart.
I hope you don't go through with it OP, there's so much to live for. But if you do end up doing it, farewell, see you again someday. I know it's video game crap but have some songs: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-vOq_rp-BE4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8XDxhDbtDak
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IzaYL1ny0s8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zlaziXtEyWo
>>25658346
Someone probably has had it worse anon.
You know what we should do? Lets take a tally of ever person on the planet and line up thier lives from worse to perfect. Then we can only feel bad for the one individual whos had it the worst!
>>25657767
...is this pasta? At least post your fave anon so we can remember you someone and not just an anon.
>>25658576
lol look at this normie and his narrow view of the world
point and laugh
>killing yourself when you're a normie
>killing yourself when you've already won at life
retarded af. if you can get one gf you can get another, you don't have mental problems like most people here.
>>25658012
Agree
at least get a good highscore before ending it
>>25658576
>WHEN MY FRIEND DIED HIS MOTHER HYSTERICALLY CRIED NEXT TO HIS CASKET DURING THE WAKE.
hahahah nice. I would set up everything to hang myself right in front of the main door and then wait till my mom comes back, look at her right in the eye, and then drop the chair and die right in front of her. I bet that would sure show them who's boss.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5f_JZ4QtAes
Please Greentext your Life first, please Anon.
people who romanticize suicide are pathetic. fuck off losers, or just jump off a bridge. Either way.
>>25658644
Why am I laughing, thats so horrible anon
>>25658576
shut the fuck up guy, you have no idea what it's like to go through depression. if anything you're just confirming his perception that he will always be a burden to others
>>25658653
>I'm white, male, 24
>I'm smart but lazy
>I like to play videogames and watch anime
>I have mild autism
>I have a couple online friends
>single mother
My life isn't worth living anon.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zqMMly3swuw&index=19&list=PLbHkfwtTP8AyHXwjbEc-9pFN0ulIr1LGR
>inb4 OP pussies out
>>25658736
Just take some fagots with you. Go somewhere and fuck some chads up then an hero
>>25658788
*woosh*
b
Dont kill yourself. It makes no sense. Dont let your feelings betray you, leave all toxic people behind, become a hermit. It makes you more self aware and takes away all the stress of a poisonous society.
You can only be free and clear-minded when you live as a hermit.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NWz851XcIzI
See you in the other side anon. have some cute Mokou.
>>25657767
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=teE7mMCqOb8
May the Lord bless you and keep you.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yzl91xMSEco
Is it worth it OP?
Do you have some account where we can write?
I do not want to give you the usual " dont do it, live is great blabla" bullshit. I just want to talk to you, even if it is for the last time or to have some last, meaningful conversation.
Whatever you do, find peace, senpai.
>>25658736
what are your favourite animes? and where do you live?
>>25658912
I'm 2kewl4school in Steam.
https://youtu.be/N4gmGYhr-7k
Praise Gucci OP before you go.
>>25658944
Naruto, Death Note, Yu-Gi-Oh Arc V, live in Istanbul.
>>25657941
Came here to say this, what the fuck is wrong with you OP?
Skype her then do it.
>>25657767
your parents love you OP.
It may not seem like it but there is someone out there for you.
There's someone out there for all of us.
Why not take that gun to a shooting range, unload it on a target instead?
life keeps going. There is someone who will make your life worth living again.
https://youtu.be/h4YvkZeLrjs?t=289
See you tomorrow OP
>>25657767
You don't need to suffer anymore OP, this is a good thing you're doing.
He didn't do it
>>25658644
they still have a chance to save you then. better to set up some kind of tripwire that fires a shotgun through your face as soon as they open the door.
>>25658986
Nice taste. Try Code Geass or Kiseijuu.
Don't kill yourself anon.
.
.
Not when a DEEP! DEEP! Dish Pepperoni Pizza at Little Caesars is only $8!
>>25659079
*whoosh*
bx
>>25659071
>set up some kind of tripwire that fires a shotgun through your face as soon as they open the door
This is not a fucking movie kid.
>>25659114
heh, nothin personnel kid
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LwVXkM_YxMg
good luck, anon
NOT YET OP!
WE'RE NOT DONE!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aNQvLECht08
>>25659071
how about eight little shotguns, when they turn on the light?
>>25659094
what does that mean?
[SPOILER] Original Comment [SPOILER]
>>25659087
OP here.
Only $8?
Thank you Anon. I found a reason to keep livin'.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvliK21VavA
Come on Anon dont kill yourself. Lifes full of ups and downs, get yourself some dope, a few beers and kick the fuck back. people come and go, but we will always be us. Fuck em man. Stand for you.
>>25659192
means you didn't get the joke. it went over your head.
Pray, OP.
>>25657767
Killing yourself because of a girl is fucking dumb.
>>25657767
Hey OP, wanna add me on skype?
is this a new pasta? never seen it before desu senpai
>>25657767
Nothing awaits you, killing yourself is a long term fix for a problem that won't matter in 2-3 months. Do whatever makes you happy man, but if your going to kill yourself at least make something of yourself before you leave. Later bud.
>>25658868
>implying real
ayyyy lol
>>25659342
>wanna add me on skype?
OP, assuming this isnt some a troll, know this. A piece of my story:
The love of my life left me. I spent the better part of five years thinking about putting a gun behind my ear. Drinking until I couldn't stand. Using drugs to try to forget her. I wanted anything, everything to just go away. Nothing could make it better.
Then, after five years, she came back to me. We're married now. Just married. I can't say that will happen for you. Who can know. But I know this, your life isn't over unless you give up. Everyday is a chore and you may want to die more days than not. Please don't give up. I believe in you, that tomorrow, or someday may be better. I love you anon. Peace.
This thread was worth it only for the Little Caesars talk.
Rest In Pizza Pizza OP
>>25657767
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PmBMls_Sxas
don't do it op
>>25659478
Wot the fok did ye just say 2 me m8? i dropped out of newcastle primary skool im the sickest bloke ull ever meet & ive nicked ova 300 chocolate globbernaughts frum tha corner shop. im trained in street fitin' & im the strongest foker in tha entire newcastle gym. yer nothin to me but a cheeky lil bellend w/ a fit mum & fakebling. ill waste u and smash a fokin bottle oer yer head bruv, i swer 2 christ. ya think u can fokin run ya gabber at me whilst sittin on yer arse behind a lil screen? think again wanka. im callin me homeboys rite now preparin for a proper scrap. A roomble thatll make ur nan sore jus hearin about it. yer a waste bruv. me crew be all over tha place & ill beat ya to a proper fokin pulp with me fists wanka. if i aint satisfied w/ that ill borrow me m8s cricket paddle & see if that gets u the fok out o' newcastle ya daft kunt. if ye had seen this bloody fokin mess commin ye might a' kept ya gabber from runnin. but it seems yea stupid lil twat, innit? ima shite fury & ull drown in it m8. ur ina proper mess knob.
>>25659510
Lol. She tried to do better, failed, and came back to you.
C-U-C-K-E-D tbqh
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rc2jsjnt-HY
>>25659598
not really. she was young and lost in life. her life growing up didnt prepare her for adult life. but i don't need to convince anyone of anything.
>>25657767
See you around, space cowboy.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MJUuDoRZpyU
>>25659647
Yeah, I'm sure the baker's dozen of rando dicks she took were plenty convincing.
see ya m8based for picking sig btw
>>25659647
so she rode the cock carousel like a champ and now you're her beta provider
put that gun behind your ear, my man
you are a pathetic cuck
>>25657767
That's the P320 right? I've always liked the looks of it even though I've seen alot of people call it ugly.
>>25658286
Agreed, OP stop being a fucking pussy and shoot a school or something
it is REALLY not worth killing yourself over a girl. give it another week or two before you make a rash decision.
Bye op, I hope your last night isn't too shitty. Sorry about everything, but I guess there's nothing anyone can really do.
>Maybe we'll see you on the other side if there's something there.
>>25657767
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1a5WcXBq6YY
Email me if you need to talk.
I will be your friend and gib lots of e-hugs desu
[email protected]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jO4iTmwxwHk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zYyl2dXVxYI
>>25657767
I know the Oculus Rift price scared me a bit too but nothing to kill yourself over man
I was like you, and I somehow got a girlfriend in college despite being a total friendless shut-in in high school. I loved her for four years. She was absolutely everything to me.
She dumped me last year in November. My world completely collapsed. I literally went into a state of shock, I couldn't stop shivering. I told myself I would do anything to get her back, that I would come back in a year a better person who she couldn't help but fall in love with again. I thought about her every second of every day, for months. It nearly killed me.
You know what though? Eventually, I decided I didn't deserve to be lonely. I went on OKcupid, and I went on some dates. I still thought about her, about how much I loved her, and how she had stolen my world away. How the new girl I was dating was nothing in comparison.
But that faded away, and was replaced not only by new love but a new sense of self confidence. I know it seems impossible. I really, really know. For months I fell asleep crying every night, for months I'd be reminded of her everywhere. But, the mind heals.
If you stick it out, you really can get to a good place again. Honestly it's even more rewarding the second time around.
Speaking of suicide, what's your guys favorite topping to get at Little Caesars?
>>25659478
Wasn't askin' u weeb faggot.
here's an update from op
>>25657767
Bye anon. I'll miss you.
>>25658736
>>25658653
OP PT 1. Im listening to all your songs before I go. Once the list ends im pulling the trigger. For those who understand thank you. For those reaching out, thank you. But I am doing this. Tonight.
>Be me
>Never had a birthday party
>Never celebrated christmas/got presents
>First day of school. Stars in my eyes. An escape. Cute little chubby kid
>Made fun of from the moment I stepped through the door for my weight
>Crushed
>Dad in and out of prison for heroin possession
>Mother becomes an abusive alcoholic and starts smoking crack
>Teacher sees bruises, she is kind to me, the first time someone was ever kind to me
>My only friend is a stray cat. Put scraps out every day
>Love this cat like ive never loved anyone
>Spill moms wine down the sink and throw away her pipe after drug lesson in school
>Mom gets high, kills my cat with kitchen knife
>Call CPS with help of teacher . They take me away .Go to foster home
>Thesepeopleareok.png
Cont in PT 2
>>25659932
Pt 2
>Be me. 6th grade
>Bullied relentlessly
>Make a normie friend. Start drinking and smoking pot with him
>7th grade turns to pills. Bullying is so bad at this point FP's move and I switch schools
>8th grade turns to coke. Lost my friend so more depression and still bullying/beaten up
>Freshmen year I am stealing from my foster parents and pawning it .Can't go a day without it
>I'll never forget the moment I really knew I was fucked up
>My nose was bleeding so I plugged it and switched to the other nostril
>That one starts bleeding too. So I say fuck it and pull the plug out. Rail double barrel through the blood
>Break down in tears
>Foster parents realize whats going on, call cops
>Take me to juvie
>Beaten up and bullied for being white and fat and ugly
>Parents get on stand and say they dont know what to do, they reliquinsh custody and I become a ward of the state
>Spend the next 6 years in inpatients for suicidal thoughts/drug abuse
>In indiana the state can own you as a ward until you're 21
>Be me. Be 21. Never experienced highschool besides the 1st semester
>Go back to live with mother/ FP's gave up a long time ago
>Dadisbackholyshit.gif
>Dad beats mom. I try to protect her...bad idea
Cont in pt 3
>>25659932
please pull an elliot rodger OP
What are you having for your last meal?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H-ILVEqlAhE
>>25659845
[email protected]
If that one expires. Bye suicidalanon
OP, we hardly knew ye.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kffacxfA7G4
>>25659932
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9NACc7DBRh0
>>25659954
Final Pt
>Spend a year homeless. Wandering from city to city. Begging for money to get high
>Go back to parents broken
>Beatings are worse but im a shell
>Get laptop for free from nice old lady neighbor.
>play vidya for the 1st time
>Get a job at mcdonalds/become even more overweight depsite riding bike to work
>Find 4chan, spend alot of time on /r9k/ the only people that have ever "Gotten me"
>Meet a chad, he's different
>Gives me his steam. Helps me work through a ton of shit
>Gives me an easy workout/diet plan
>Lose 80lbs and befriend a new co-worker
>Still 3/10
>Get fired
>Old co-worker starts bringing me to his house to hang
>Meet a 4/10 girl at one of his get-togethers
>Happiness, finally
>We date for a year
>She can't handle life
>Goes out an hero last night. Slit wrists in tub
>Im going with her
She didn't leave me, she left it all...
>>25658576
they brought him into the world, they'll see him out.
It's just as selfish for them & you to keep him alive when he doesn't want to be.
>>25657767
That said I don't think it's worth it OP, not so soon, give it some proper rational thought over the next week or so after talking it out with some people, perhaps on here or on a helpline.
Otherwise goodbye OP I'll see you up there, if there exists.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W9wrBX6S1yM
>>25659932
>>25659954
Did you read
>>25659873
You're being very irrational. People are only ever capable of seeing their current situation as the norm. Even if a man wins the lottery and has everything, that's just becomes his new normal.
Your life will get better if you stay alive, that's a certainty. It's just a question of recognizing the positive aspects of your life and normalizing them.
>>25660008
Jesus, I'm sorry op.
I'd tell you to hang in there and all the usual empty shit, but we both know that's just lies people say to make themselves feel better.
I'm sorry your life sucked, nothing can really change that though I guess. I hope you got to have a bit of happiness along the way. Peace op.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zdHGX-AMYvs
Is OP dead now?
>>25660008
i can't imagine your loss. not really. and when i do it hurts more than i can bear. i feel your pain. at least as well as i can from here, across the world, behind the cold glow of my screen. feel your grief. it's a good thing. it lets you know you're still a man. but, please, please don't end it. i beg you. i beg god for you.
Listen OP, I've also lost the only girlfriend I ever had, it sucks but trust me you get over it. That bitch who just left you can go to hell. Why not do something fun, learn something new? Draw, learn to play guitar, learn another language? I am sure if you improve yourself a bit you will definitely find another girl. Let that be your motivation!
If you are really dead set on killing yourself though, then I wish you a clean death my friend. Please do not mess up the shot and land up living the rest of your life blind, paralysed or retarded.
Whichever you choose, I wish you all the best OP.
>>25659932
why you never celebrate xmas or birthdays?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dZLfasMPOU4
>>25657767
Goodbye OP, this isn't the first time I've seen a thread like this. I wonder if one day I'll be able to meet all of the people who I have said goodbye to on this site, all of the people who I said
>Goodbye anon, I'll see you on the other side
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GkJSnFNH23Q
Bro why kill yourself when you can just get a shit ton of drugs or try some risky shit. I mean if you're gonna kill yourself anyway have a little fun. Become a drug lord or something.
>>25660008
gf should be on ice at the morgue. Go there and get one last fuck out of her and then blow your brains out on top of her.
It'd make an interesting news story.
Go out with a bang OP.
>>25657767
stream it faggot or else we don't care
>>25660008
op. can you post a face pic and the gun timestap in your last post?
>>25657767
>lives in a free state
>owns a p320
>I'll never own one until I move out of calishit
Don't kill yourself you selfish asshole
>>25657767
No fuck that, pull yourself together man! Killing yourself over some skank? No! Cling to your hate, channel your rage, angst, and agony into showing that bitch what she lost. Workout, get huge, take MMA or something, killing yourself isn't an option, don't rely on other human beings for happiness, because let me tell you, ALL people are shitty. Embrace your solitude, use your lonlieness to better yourself. Pain will make you stronger than any Chad, unless you let it get to you.
>>25657767
cya soon OP
I know it doesn't mean shit OP,but I hope you change your mind.
If you're still around give this one a listen, it got me through some bad times.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pC3IrqUpm9U
>>25657767
May you find peace,robot
>>25657767
fuck you OP. the world is literally your fucking oyster. Go do some hard drugs, become a stuntman, do some crazy shit, move to another country, the possibilities are fucking closer.
I wish I was suicidal so I could just throw it all behind and do what ever the fuck I want.
Fuck you OP you're wasting the best, and only, life you have. Make it something great buddo.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PqzsbyHQXLc
>>25657878
>>25657924
>>25657881
>>25657945
>>25658174
>>25658202
why are you here? reddit would fit you much better.
>>25660008
Don't do it bro
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gbO2_077ixs
>>25659932
>>25659954
>>25660008
hardcore leif
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZgYDt4pJ6zw
OP, please don't do this.
I'll be blunt. Your biological parents sound like twats. But if you managed to go through all of this shit as STILL get a gf, you can get another one. And that makes you more normal than the majority of people on this board.
I am sorry for the loss of your girlfriend.
>>25660008
Stay
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NXR5tuqLGOc&index=11&list=PL7IYX2pTFu7a5XHFMplBz3h4QM4Una0uH
>>25660008
Fuck this is it
Goodbye guys ive got to do this and ive got to do it now. Thank you all so fucking much for being here this last hour. I couldnt imagine spending my last moments with anyone else.
Thank you for the songs I listened to them all. Please find your happiness anons. PLEASE! I LOVE YOU GUYS THIS IS IT
>>25660095
holy shit man, stfu.
you sound like a huge fucking faggot right now.
>>25660008
>>25659954
>>25659932
Don't
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rxk5V3M0QPg
>>25660355
Please don't do it OP.
If I sing you a cute song will you not? :(
>>25660355
this is the best you could do huh
gj barreling through everyone's advice
Good thing you have that laser sight so you don't miss.
>>25660360
that's the spirit. OP, take a page from this douche nozzle. find the rage and point it at random strangers.
>>25660355
see ya space cowboy
3
>>25660355
Rest in peace anon.
And checked.
>>25660355
Maybe I'll meet you one day anon, I don't blame you for wanting to die after the love of you life killed herself. Peace be with you my robot brother.
>>25658079
nice post mate
>>25660371
>>25660385
don't listen to these cancerous faggots, stream it for us
>>25660355
post face photoo
>>25660355
M8
http://vocaroo.com/i/s137KxlhwT9V
I'll make a better one pls no.
why won't you live stream it
>>25660355
Fuck you for losing to a roastie. You had a chance, anon, and you wasted it.
OP, have u tried beeeeeeeing yourself?
>>25660008
>girl kills herself to get away from you
>now you're chasing her into the after life
I like it.
>>25660355
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wrp2lU5K2bQ
obligatory
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kvBKZa3URws
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X5VM-sjWkKA
>>25660355
Goodbye OP, I hope you find your gf up in heaven.
https://youtu.be/gbg27oT8Z9M
ily anon pls stay here with me
Whores will be whores man. Im sorry that she left you but she obviously was not worth the tme you spent on her. I guess that I cant really relate to losing skmeone I actually love but, everytging can and will get better senpai. Just at least try to wait it out. Think of your parents senpai, not just yourself and some bimbo.
https://youtu.be/ri5F633xSsY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ju8xO_Zvfo
anon pls no don't do it
>>25660355
Goodbye
originalbloxee
>>25660479
And also, if you are donezo anon, you will be missed.
>>25657866
DG before suicide, fucking nice, the ideal way to go
>>25660457
heres part 2 OP. I hope you like it.
http://vocaroo.com/i/s07YhVUcfNEF
>>25657767
Goodnight, sweet prince.
We shall remember you. Not as an individual, but as a robot.
Dream in peace, my friend.
>>25657767
bye friendo...see you soon
>>25658473
Do you kik?
Jizoclizo
I never knew you OP, same as none of us know each other. But i will toast to you tonight with my lads, may your soul rest in peace.
OP didn't even post time stamp
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Op5hTbGnats
>>25657767
Good job opting out of life just because your gf left you, I'm sure you really put in a lot if effort to better yourself or get a job. See you in hell fagboi
goodbye my friend, good bye.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-DSVDcw6iW8
>>25657767
Adios familia, I am honored I was part of the community that you called home. May you live eternally with your waifu.
Fucking do it then you fuck no one cares unless you're gonna stream.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=hA_o5Pc3lL4
So long up. We'll meet up in heaven one day. You, me, and your girl will get our Scape on under the Tree of Knowledge.
Anyway, hope this song will change your mind.
>>25660355
What do you want? I'll give you $10k not to kill yourself right now
>>25657767
Why kill yourself when you can't hear the talk about it afterwards?
Anyway, here's to you OP: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zuuObGsB0No
Cheers mate.
>>25660668
Forgot my song :^) https://youtu.be/rOoCixFA8OI
>>25657767
Guys, I'm thinking of setting up a /mentalhealth/ general or something for robots.
There's too much talent and intelligence amoung robotos for lives to be thrown away like this. We gotta support each otehr.
This is the end, beautiful friend.
This is the end, my only friend, the end.
>>25658079
Can you post your steam? I'd like to listen to audio books with you. I'm not OP, just alone.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=OFo3BH9ZX7U I hope it takes you to a better place but I dont think it will op, life can be terrible sometimes but it can get better.
>>25657767
Is that a Sig P250? You should kills yourself for having terrible taste in firearms.
Seriously though. Don't do this. We still need you fellow robot. :( get help
https://youtu.be/gi3e7VMQz3Y
Waiting on my gas for my exit bag. Rest easy OP
>>25660008
Fuck man i love you, stay with us please
This makes me so sad.
If I'd gotten here in time and
OP was near me if have legit gone out and spent the night cuddling and talking with him in a big, snuggly duvet.
I wish he'd at least let one of us talk to him. I have a test tomorrow but I would have done it.
OP, I hope you're still here. I wish I had some more meaningful words for you.
Please don't erase yourself.
I want some chicken tenders.
Wait Im confused did OPs gf dump him or kill herself?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HXlfW5INFSY
>>25660887
this is a troll thread new friend.
>>25660887
These thoughts wont get me chicken tenders!
>>25660887
He said she killed herself yesterday.
original comment
>>25660887
he said he killed her yesterday
>>25660859
Gay as fuck family
>>25660779
Yes, today we lost an obese fry cook.
>>25657767
OP, take a bus down to Los Angeles and live it up. You'll have a fucking blast, I promise. I've seen people up north who are more miserable acting/looking than most of the homeless in LA. Instant community on the streets. You'll be in for an adventure. If nothing else, you'll feel alive. Of course it's not easy but if you're tired of the numbness, this will help. Normie life and normie society in a normie town isn't made for everyone.
lmao were u at a gun range yesterday??? some dude a couple stalls down from me had the same gun. shitty target, was with a roastie, looked chad as fuck. srsly.
>>25660715
Could you give me the 10k instead?
OP here. I'm dead now. Mods can you delete this thread?
>>25660927
I'm a woman :(
OP please still be here.
>>25660970
Hand over the tendies first!
>>25660859
Fuck you. Would you have done this for someone that wasn't on the verge of suicide? What if you not doing this for someone would have pushed them to suicide? Only when someone is finally pushed to the edge you care to try and help them emotionally? Fuck you. Cuddle freely for people in need, not when it suits your agenda to feel better about yourself as a person.
>tfw op could have at least otld us his address in the event that i am close enough to get the gun for myself
I love guns.
>>25661044
*would you have brought the tendies?
>>25661044
lolololol fuck you original comment
>>25661044
No, I wouldn't.
Believe it or not I'm a physical entity with my own problems in life that I have to take care of, but yes, I would travel to hang out with somebody I believed was on the precipice of suicide if I thought it could save their life.
What, you think because I'm a woman I should offer up my services as /r9k/'s personal "I'm having a bad day" wet nurse? Double fuck you back. Where's your fucking offer to him bitchboy.
>>25661154
rekt
t. anon
>>25661154
R-e-k-t
>>25657767
I just went out into the gentle snow and slowly dragged a cigarette to your song OP.
I hope everything works out for the best for you.
>>25660933
Yeah yeah he's an obese burger flipper today but he could've been more tomorrow. Look at that excellent spelling and grammar. Let me tell you, half the normies out there with college degrees can't write like that. OP could've been something and for a while there it really looked like he was pulling himself out of the drug addicted, homeless shithole he started in.
Maybe it can be a life improvement general. The Chads amoung us can hand out proper, small step advice to improve lives. We can collate resources on where to get help. Hold emergency omegle interventions for anyone feeling suicidal.
We can save lives together. I'm sick of us being individual victims when he can collectively grow.
Sorry you weren't strong enough to endure it, my man. Hopefully God is easy on your soul.
>>25657767
lol at this thread. People under 30 are completely ridiculous. Such melodrama.
>>25661145
No, fuck you. Saying shit like that one poster said is literally the equivalent of normies pretending to care when the loser kid offs himself in high school. They don't actually care. If they did, they would have set up measures to prevent that sort of thing from happening in the first place.
>>25661154
Fuck off. I'm not the one offering empty gestures to try and help someone when it's already too late. How about you be a better person and just be nice to people in general to prevent this sort of thing from occurring in the first place instead of pretending to care when a problem finally arises. Cunt.
>>25661238
Yeah that or google.com
Thats what happens if you get your first gf with 20+
Literally babbies first romance and breakup.
OP wont do it.
>>25661335
B-but he posted an edgy teenage anthem. He's totally gonna do it.
>>25661335
>not reading the thread
Dude OP was a true hero, he dragged himself up by his bootstraps with just a little encouragement from a few people who tried to help. His gf killed himself. And now he has too.
>>25661154
REKT BY A ROASTIE
that faggot should kill himself instead
>>25660779
Most robots can't be helped. We'll always lead wretched lives compared to normies despite whatever efforts and improvements we make. How can you judge someone for surrendering from that future? Just let them go. There's no hope for any of us.
>>25661380
In what way was that anon even "rekd"? Quit samefagging, you fucking roastie slut.
Did he kill himself? or he just trolling the boards to get sympathy or a kick out of people believing his death.
>>25657767
Farewell lad, we shall drink in the halls of Valhalla soon enough.
Rest in peace, friend.
>>25661400
If I had decent social skills and looks I wouldn't have any problems in life. Do most robots come from single heroin addicted moms?
>>25657767
>tacticool gun
/k/ here
please do it OP
>>25661423
He's not going to valhalla, sorry to tell you.
>>25660779
How do you plan to apply serious help and support? If someone suicides, not a thing you can do will change them unless you possess a magical ability to rewrite brain patterns and change chemical reactions, or you shit money and can remove robots from negative situations (poverty, problems associated with aforementioned issue, spending time with them so they're not alone and being a friend, etc etc.)
>>25661401
how salty can a rekt poster get?
>>25658986
i live in nz.
>tfw we will never know if OP pulled the trigger or if it's all just a ruse
>>25661401
Just take your rekking and move on
>>25657767
Im no nomie but seriously you're making a mistake. Go fucking enjoy what you have, i love eating yummy food watching anime/movies and doing things alone. I just phase normies out because i don't like people especially them.
Watch a movie about a robot, go watch some sad movies, you'll feel better and realize you're not alone. I'm saying this because i was about it end it once over a girl but in the end i realized how wrong i was, that was after i ate a Quarter Pounder meal with chips. Nothing is worth ending while you still have freedom to do what you want to.
>>25657767
I hope you find some peace mate, my thoughts are with you.
Got one of my favourite Pepes for you, always cheers me up, but I guess in your situation you want some peace before the end, so I hope he gives you a small bit.
>>25657767
I really hope this was a troll thread but thanks for the song anyway, anon. It's really good.
>>25661472
>Nothing is worth ending while you still have freedom to do what you want to.
I'm a fucking retard is what you should have wrote.
>>25661401
Just give it a rest anon. You were already BTFO
>>25661460
>>25661467
You sure are retarded. How about you do the world a favor and follow in OP's footsteps.
>>25661466
Does it matter? For every story like this there are 1000's of men in similar scenarios who have killed themselves.
Good thread anyway.
>>25661521
In what way? Jesus, fuck off, retard. Reeee
>>25661525
wew lad, take it easy. it's okay to be rekt every now and then.
just close the tab and we can all pretend it didn't happen.
Can y'all please shut the fuck up. This is a thread about op, stop fucking arguing and give the man some fucking peace
>>25661525
Log off bitch. Live to fight another day.
Rest In Minimum Wage fatboy
>>25661557
I wasn't even rekt though. Where the fuck am I that you people are taking the side of a retarded self entitled roastie.
"oh, pls op. dn't do it!!! had i known that by not cuddling you sooner u would do this, i would have, honest :(((((" Literally the worst kind of person. "i'll only do something about your depression if it gets bad enough to make you want to kill yourself, but otherwise fuck off you ugly loser"
>>25661591
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>25661547
You got served son.
>>25661459
I'm not a psychologist but we can offer each other tips and tricks that improve our daily mental health. Just thinks like identifying sources of anxiety, making lists of things you're grateful for and shit like that. It adds up over time you know.
>>25661653
Nigga is this preschool?
you post here...some part of you cares. dude, it does get better, man don't give up. life is precious. call some help number or something or find some way to not do this tonight. just make it thru tonight without blowing your brains out.
>>25661536
Everyone here will forget about OP in a few days or week at most anyway. A robot's life is transient and worthless.
>>25661695
I forgot about him already tbqh
>>25661653
That kind of think won't help people with severe problems. That is the issue.
>>25658286
No, why ruin someone else's lives? Fuck off faggot.
>>25661720
>think
thing* Oops.
>>25657767
see you space cowboy
you're gonna carry that weight...
>>25661720
There is no issue. Some people kill themselves. Always have, always will.
>>25661460
>>25661467
>>25661521
>being this much of a samefag
>>25661459
>>25661653
Hi, another anon here
This paper is something that helped me identify stressors and cope with them
maybe it's not much but it could help
>>25657767
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=VG9VhC0hiTg
Can't blame you anon, life's shit and things will never be okay.
Just make sure do it right with the small calibre. Some people just blow thei eyes away. Medic here...
>>25661695
Save his song and think of him everytime you listen to it.
Judging by his shitty life we're the only ones who could possibly remember him at all.
>>25661300
You're working off the assumption that I'm not already nice to everybody I encounter in life.
Go soak your head faggot, fucking lecturing me on being nice whilst you've just blasted in here and made a load of bullshit assumptions about a total stranger.
>>25661768
Get over it anon. U got rekt. It happens sometimes.
>>25661695
No one is remembered forever, what is important is we remember those when they need it most.
>>25661791
Damn. She owns you nigga.
>>25661768
how are you still salty about this? jesus anon. can't hide the truth.
>>25661238
i believe in this anon
be the change you want to see
>>25658731
So he's just supposed to let him die? He's not a burden if he's loved.
>>25661825
But when anon needed us the most we weren't there for him at all.
>post >>25661154
>leave to try and get some sleep
>can't sleep, keep thinking about OP
>come back, that same guy is flipping out accusing everybody that's roasting him of being me samefagging
Tep kok kazoku.
Seriously though, poor OP.
did op already an hero?
>>25661762
That's all I was getting at. As long as you recognize what you stated in your post then proceed.
>>25661845
ikr lel
I'm the woman and I'm posting from my phone. Given the timestamp there's no way I could edit this in time to make a fake screenshot.
Fuck I gotta get some sleep.
We love you too.
Countless anons already await you with open arms, more still will join you by choice or incident.
You will never be digitally forgotten.
>>25661791
>I'm already nice to everybody I encounter in life
Even online?
>Go soak your head faggot
Guess you're not, actually, you lying dumb cunt
You're working off the assumption that I have to believe what you say online.
Telling me I got blasted when you don't have shit to back up any claims that you're not a piece of shit and total human garbage.
Go cuddle someone you know that's depressed and suicide prone to prevent the problem in the first place, not someone already on their way, you fake ass roastie slut.
How died harder, OP or the guy who got rekt?
>>25661993
rekt guy is doubling down.
>>25662026
My faith in this place.
>>25662026
>mfw he inevitably makes a spergy reply to this post
>>25660779
holy crap that sounds faggy.
>>25661976
>roastie
gtfo whore. Nobody wants a pity cuddle from a self-righteous roastie, OP included.
>>25662069
Already did, see here >>25662052
>>25662085
>he's still trying to save face
THE ABSOLUTE MADMAN
Goodbye OP. It was nice meeting you.
>>25657767
Hope it's quick and painless bud. Life is stranger than the sum of its physical parts and 100 years from now most of us will be forgotten. It's your life and do what you want with it. No one should be able to tell you to do anything. If you want help... throw the bullets in the sewer and find some.
>>25662101
I'm not that guy but you sure are a faggot tbqh senpai
In So/cal, will fuck you before you go
Goodbye OP
I hope you the best in the afterlife
>>25660779
DO IT, FUCKING DO IT, KILL YOURSELF
>>25662154
He's dead, Original Comment.
The thread is long so someone might have already said it. Why do you need a laser sight for suicide?
>killing yourself because a girl killed herself
Fucking pathetic.
No girl would do that for you. No girl would do that for any man. Because they are subhuman and ultimately only care about themselves.
You're ending your life mourning what was essentially a sociopath. And all these faggots ITT giving you Reddit-tier advice. This board is so kucked it's disgusting.
In case you're still here op https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xtIr8k4eC7o
>>25657767
>not taking her with you
get a load of this beta
>>25661993
I'm nice to those that are nice to me.
I've got no reason to be polite nor courteous to people who insult and treat me with discontent whilst knowing nothing about me.
I reiterate, I did not see you make any attempt to placate or help the OP. You have zero room to talk.
You did not care and you still do not care.
Now you can type up an angry response if you really feel the need to, but I won't be here to read it. I'm going back to sleep. I have a test at 9:00 in like 4 hours.
Goodnight Anon.
>>25657767
Instead of committing suicide, just GTFO, it doesn't matter how, or where you go to. Just get out run. Run if you need to. Experience life before losing it please anon.
>>25657767
Cheers. Please come back and attention whore some more.
>>25662102
>name field
What is this, 2013?
Fuck OP really didn't have an easy life. Ya'll motherfuckers telling him to drugs and shit kek, be himself it's just one girl.
Man life just goes on and people are posting pepes again. Poor guy, maybe he didn't go through with it after all?
>>25662154
Please boner...
Not now...
>>25662264
>I'm nice to those that are nice to me.
Changing your story now, are we?
>I did not see you make any attempt to placate or help the OP
What's your point? Why should I have? You were the one making empty statements that you couldn't uphold and I called you out on it.
>but I won't be here to read it
Cool "winning" tactic. Stay vapid and stupid.
See ya, space robot.
There's no more pain.
Join the abyss and feel nothing ever again.
Hopefully I'll join you soon.
>>25662382
Don't derail this thread into an argument, you wouldn't do this at a funeral would you?
I hope you didn't do it yet. I hope you find peace anon
https://soundcloud.com/g59/killyourselfpartiii
People leave all the time anon, you never get used to it but you eventually become a person who leaves before he's left.
That's why I won't try to stop you.
I struggled long and hard to find you an appropriate song but I couldn't so here's some Johnny Cash, I love Cash
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FywSzjRq0e4Sad music makes me happy, not immediately but after having the feels peak I feel relieved. I'm hoping it works the same way for you, if not I'm real sorry for playing a sad song. At least it's a good one
>>25657767
i almost felt sympathy for you until you mention that you were killing yourself over a worthless whore
now i actually want you to kill yourself OP you fucking faggot
I know you might be long gone by now but I'm going to post this song anyways.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ENXvZ9YRjbo
>impulse suicide
>because of girl
Have fun in hell faggot
>>25661805
>>25661845
>can't stop being a roastie samefag for one second
>>25662640
It's a good song, anon. But I think this Johnny Cash song fit OP's situation better.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=drsMyeXzLSo
>>25660008
>Im going with her
just to let you know there is no heaven, you are not "going with her" where you're going is 6 feet under dirt were you will discompose until there's nothing but bones. The world will just go on without you.
rip in pepperoni op see you soon
https://youtu.be/rDtDKuOGE40
We'll be here when it all gets weird.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tVPTu4l6OnE
>>25657767
Smoke that ganja my man open up your third eye
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_bKQXmvdr8o
>>25657767
As long as there is life every ending is a beginning.
The endless chain continues on.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d5yjcPHEhIk
>>25658576
ayy lmao, check out this sweet normalfaggotry right here
>trying to guilt trip him on the last day of his life
you need to shut the fuck up retard
>>25659932
normalfag from previous back the fuck off, why would OP care about them anyway
you and other retards really have a hive mind in which you all have a bunch of shit automatic responses to every situation and thereby completely ignore whats actually happened
Godspeed anon, I take comfort that I'm not alone in wanting to end it all, I will join you soon
>>25663117
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck anon
this thread is sad
Goodnight sweet prince
I wonder just how many robots have killed themselves since r9k was made.
I'm sorry for your troubles anon, hope you found peace.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hu0xlyLwK7Q
>>25657767
I hope I'm as brave as you one day, homie
>>25658251
hi-larious
>>25657961
Does this mean what I think it does?
>>25660355
Take care, man. Goodbye.
>>25657767
This would be a good song if the verse didn't sound like Chain Gang by the pretenders. CAS and Slowdive are pretty good though
>>25658644
wew lad, that's pretty edgy
>>25657767
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l_-D3qNeApk
OP honestly didn't have an easy life after reading his posts.
Everyone has a breaking point, let the man be in peace
I've got nothing wrong with killing yourself if you're done with life in general, but don't fucking do it over some woman fucking hell.
I've been alone for almost 10 years, they aren't worth it. You can live alone and be content. Don't be a fucking cuck.
If you go ahead with it make sure you actually hit the brainstem and not just blow your face off.
Goodbye OP. Love you.
>>25657767
DONT DO IT
NEVER GIVE UP
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KxGRhd_iWuE
Anons who make the gun and timestamp threads like this really need to do webcam. No webcam, and you're just fishing for sympathy and never really did it
remember not to shoot the pineal gland or else it wont release the sweet sweet tryptamines
>>25658079
Super late to the party OP, but this anon is 100% on the money
http://youtu.be/n5h0qHwNrHk
> if I could be who you wanted all the time...
You'll find real love m80
>>25657767
I love you so much
I wish you took this opportunity to love yourself and others as much as you wish others would love you
I wish you would love me without even knowing it just by being kind to a stranger on the street someday
I wish you would show that kindness to yourself
There's beauty, even here on this website full of people so hurt and full of hatred, there's so much beauty in the world
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f43WbnN2tBU
Please don't, anon. I love you. We love you. There is so much to live for.
>>25657767
see you on the other side anon
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1EdUjlawLJM
Goodbye OP. I won't forget you.
Tonight has been a hell of a night
>>25657767
Please dont kill yourself over a girl
>>25664945
>Hell of a night
Dope Kanye song desu
>>25660291
>Thinks he's being cool and edgy encouraging someone to end it
>Trying to prove himself on a Chinese noodle recipe board
Get a grip man, you're the the worst type of normie, fuck off.
>>25660355
i kinda hope you choke on a thousand black cocks in hell anon. you deserve it.
>>25660008
I love you, OP. I'll see you around.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ifucUf-Rz7E
>>25661238
Holy shit I'm dying
10/10
update: he did it
>>25657767
Please dont do it ;_;
Ily
https://youtu.be/IXdNnw99-Ic
Wish I was there with you anon.
Be seeing you soon.
>>25666333
>666333
woah dude nice numbers
RIP OP. This was a somber thread. I'll try to remember you as long as I can.
A toast of my shitty vodka to you. I hope that you're at peace.
I'm planning to leave soon too, OP. Here's the one I'm going with https://youtu.be/dCCXq9QB-dQ
>>25657767
Good job, feels like you delivered. Just look at all those normies in this thread trying to safe him
>>25666664
sure you do, buddy. Wanna get a bit of the attention?
>>25666741
don't you worry your little butt anon
attention's made me nauseous all my life which is why I'm doing it without warning anyone irl and I'm not leaving anything to chance. I intend to slit a few arteries and jump off a building so even if I somehow do survive the fall, I'll bleed out in minutes.
>>25666664
That dog just wants to hump the other one but feels conflicted because it knows the person it's looking at will stop/punish it
>>25657767
tfw /r9k/ autists actually believe this post and think OP actually killed himself
>>25666786
retard just go the next railway at night and let the train chop off your god damn head. Clean, fast, not bloody
>gun has a flashlight attachment
My sides just became legend
Don't ever change r9k.
>>25659510
OPs gf killed herself....... that's why he's goin out.
Thanks for the nice music, OP. They're really good.
Have something back if you're still here.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C263eElCuj4See ya on /r9k/ tomorrow.
May heaven grant you fortune.
https://youtu.be/9Q7Vr3yQYWQ
>>25660125
OPs gf killed herself...... OP just following....
Good luck anon. I'm not that broken yet, but we'll see.
Feels cold finding this thread after thinking of suicide myself. Reading all this, real or not, sure does give me hope for some odd reason.
Thanks OP, whether your still reading this or already gone.
>>25657767
This post actually made me tear up, anon. I hope you find peace.
>>25657767
Don't do it because of a girl, that'll pass before you know it.
If you legit want off... i hope you find the peace you want
All of this implying this isn't a troll post
>>25659932
>life ruined by abusive abusive parents who exposed you to drug use and domestic violence and killed your fucking cat
>"can't subject my parents or anyone else to the dissapointment of being a neet"
I swear having any mercy for dogshit parents is the source of most peoples problems
OP would have probably felt better if he had simply never talked to those shitheads again but hes dead because he still makes excuses for the people who did this to him
Why wouldn't you shoot some normies in a mall or a school while you're at it. Pathetic anon, going out the day after your shitty normie GF leaves y ou.
We really should start a /mentalhealthgeneral/
Too many robots are ending it for succubus induced trauma. All we really do have is each other on this fucking board, need to look into self preservation
>>25657767
See you soon, OP.
Also, see >>25658079
At first I thought I wouldn't be able to feel love again since i've been through my first relationship already, but anon's post is right.
>>25657767
Listen to some Bowie, OP. Go out on the same day as him, listening to his music.
It's what I'd do in your shoes.
>>25658079
>every first love is meaningless because it inspires these feelings
Thank you. I'm not OP but you just made my life a whole lot better.
>>25657767
I'll be seeing you soon op
>>25657767
See ya OP, if there's a god I hope he forgive you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oP2SS8ggLtU
Here you go.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_LvEj01NBmQ
>>25658576
what if u kill yourself because of them ?
>>25657767
You had a good run, friend.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MV_3Dpw-BRY
someone might've died this very night posting in this very thread
>>25657767
I hope we could had gotten OP name at least. Rest In Peace Homie
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JF8BRvqGCNs
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y8AWFf7EAc4
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4zLfCnGVeL4
>>25663683
Are you some sort of weird idiot?
>>25669117
nature gang wassup
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y-JqH1M4Ya8
In honor of you, anon, and mr. bowie.
godspeed
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D0W1v0kOELA
In memory of using that gun
>>25662154
I'm not op but would you bang meplz don't be transgender or have a STI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M6tRub7Kl9Q
Later, OP.
>>25660008
Adios, muchacho.
>>25659087
Fucking shit anon
Made me kek
Rest in peace anon.
I'll be with you someday
Anoher robot bites the dust
Instead of wasting your life, make those fucking normies pay. The beta uprising begins with you anon. Give in to the hate.
>Anons I pushed to suicide: +1
>>25662154
post more of this semen container
>>25660355goodbye anon dogblox
>>25669678
Nice post, anon ;)
>>25657767
To anyone who will also attempt this, executing yourself with a 9mm is a very bad idea, especially if you're shooting at the temple/under chin.
It's your last time, do yourself a favor and make sure you won't end up without your eyes or a vegetable. Buy some 00 buckshot and fire in the roof of your mouth.
>>25658388
I read this last night when it only had 50 replies and thought people wised up, but you fucking called it.
>>25660355
RIP anon
Take care everyone ITT, we're all gonna make it in the end boys
Goodbye anon, enjoy your new life.
>>25657866
that video is edgy as fuck
>>25657767
>>25657767
Much love brother, much love
I look forward to meeting you in a little while over there so I can give you a hug
>>25657767
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ofSo--6L__s
Bye
I'm killing myself in a few hours after I get finished listening to bowie's albums for one last time, goodbye /r9k/
>>25659166
Excellent choice
>>25670387
I hope you change your mind, but if not goodbye man.
>she left me yesterday
>I've been trying to cope and I just can't
>killing yourself over a girl
Lol, ok.
>tacticool flashlight
Don't let the door hit you on the way out.
>>25670387
eat fresh in heaven
Bye anon, whatever is after this I hope you don't suffer in it like this life
https://youtu.be/aATwOCs5vzo
>>25657767
Goodnight sweet prince. Original, I know
>>25670387
Do you really want subway to be your last meal?
>>25657767
so long space robot
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=GqyposaQWnI
farewell my fella anon
>>25658079
>I even got a gf
Get out normie
Aya bids you farewell.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dT2YDdZdE-I&list=RDSFGfUOnsqEw&index=20
>>25657767
I'll see you there someday OP
hurry up and kill yourself faggot
>>25657767
Why the fuck do you have an attachment on if if youre offing yourself
So what now, confirmed death or confirmed faggot?
>>25670990
wait for the news
>>25658388
A community is more than the sum of it parts.
>>25657767
Good bye space robot. Another casualty of this evil world's attack and bullying of the innocent. Like evil demons they beat him down until he couldn't take it anymore.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qiejfdstiTg
the normies still think this thread is a joke and posting their smug pepes and smug music. sickening.
Goodbye, space cowboy.
You were a better person than you thought you were, I can feel that.
ahha this shit is so fake
and you retards actually believe OP is going to to it
/r9k/ is at a new pathetic all time low
What's the fuck is the point of trying!!!
Why did we have to have this longing in us that can't be made tangible?
I'm going to lose my mind.
farewell friend
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TuJqUvBj4rE
This is a song I found the other day and I absolutely love it, hope it comes through to wherever you are now :)
>>25658986
I live in istanbul too turkeybro hayat yasanilmaya degmez
>>25657767
Rest in pepperoni, anon
>>25657767
see you in hell you glorious bastard
Still nothing in the Indiana local news or obituaries. Hopefully OP was faking it.
So much disgusting, phony sympathy. I thought you were better than that.
You know what, kill yourself and rid society of a burden.
Or you can man the fuck up and live out the rest of your life instead of acting like a little bitch.
>>25671969
It's likely that his body won't be discovered for quite a while.
Make sure you use +p hollowpoints. You dont wanna wake up in a hospital with brain damage. btw nice sig.
>>25672072
man the fuck up is the Chad way of saying just bee urself
>>25672119
>Implying all chads are bad
Don't do it OP,suicide is the easy and bad way out
OP, please don't do it... I don't know you but please don't do it. I am begging you.
>>25657767
good goy pretend to be suicidal
the ambulance is on its way
>>25657767
man up and get a better bitch
or fuck her sister/cousin/friend etc
If you can do all that in a year with a little change in perspective you should realize the shit is all just based on perspective and change it further.
>>25660008
If you're still alive OP, don't do it while you're depressed. Make sure your last memories are happy ones, make the best of what you have left and maybe you'll have a change of heart.
If you are kill, F.
What's with all you selfish faggots telling him not to kill himself? He's better off dead. Robots aren't supposed to be part of society. Hope you don't fuck it up OP.
>>25657767
Goodbye bro... See you in the other side.
>>25672164
Chad is a normie, normies will never understand the plight of a robot. They're bad in the sense lava is bad it just burns and kills you purposelessly if you're dumb enough to make contact.
>>25672285
Sure they might not understand but as a robot I find that the chad stereotype is more populated by genuinely nice people who are just sheltered. They're not mean, they just don't understand and can make stupid comments.
>>25657767
Goodbye, you brave soul.
>>25672326
Ignorance is the root of all evil they say, so is power, Chad is evil anon, accept it, he has no real mercy on you, his kind words are just to look more like a good husband material to stacie.
Take the black pill, give in to the despair. Let the truth flow through you, there are winners and losers in life. Chad is a winner. He was a born winner, the rest of us are outcasts from the normie society full of women and fulfillment. You know it to be true, search your feelings.
>>25657767
See you on the other side family
>>25672423
Of course it's true, I understand that he is clearly more successful in every-way than I. But there is no point being negative about it, no matter who you are, you get wrinkled and old and you die alone. I take solace in the fact that looks fade.
>>25670387
SHOOT YOURSELF FINALLY YOU FUCKING INBRED FAGGOT
>>25672546
At least they had the looks you cuck, you were waiting to die, they were living.
>>25658012
fucking this
op for real, even if you want to die peacefully, do it after handling your last problem
you must do this!
I believe in you!
>>25672582
>waiting to die
Life is pretty comfy desu.
>at least
For a span of 50 years in an eternity these people looked aesthetically pleasing, you're correct.
>>25672650
Ditto pham
>>25657767
You had my respect until:
>I even got a gf...she left me yesterday
Killing yourself over a roastie. Typical normie behavior.
>>25657767
>when you think of that anon but he already was ded
take care, my precious robots
>>25657767
Pretty sure there is only a small chance a 9mm will indefinitely kill you immediately. You need something bigger to get close to the 100% kill rate.
If you go through this you will probably wake up mentally disturbed in a hospital unable to ever try again.
did you do it anon?
A day in the life - the beatles
>anon doesn't even try to get high score
Why even bother?
>>25657767
>>25670387
OP, you either have 2 different guns or you're a massive attention troll
please provide picture with both guns in 1 pic and time stamp or i call bullshit
![thought[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/S8oY1p4.jpg "thought[1]")
