>This isn't for attention. This is my obligation to the last thing I cherish...my fellow robots
Inb4 you ask for livestream, i just cant...some of you might get some sick amusement out of it but for me, on this night? The last night I spend on this earth..It's something sacred, something precious, the ending of it all. I dont want to be laughed at anymore..can't subject my parents or anyone else to the dissapointment of being a neet...This is solely to thank all of you for bearing the burden of life with me. For making me smile when no one else could. I've tried, please know that I have. Ive stuck it out for so long. I just cant...I dont have the strength to get out of bed in the morning I dont have the strength to look myself in the mirror one more time. To feel that loathing and hate for everything, especially myself. To feel so, so alone. I love you all so much and thank you for making this miserable existence a little bit more tolerable. To the Chad anon...you helped to try and turn my life around, thank you, you're not all as bad as I thought...you coached me and helped me over the last year and I even got a gf...she left me yesterday. I've been trying to cope and I just can't. I longed for love for so long and now that i've lost it...there just isnt anything left for me. I saw your steam profile was gone...otherwise I would have reached out to you Chad. And thank you /r9k/ bartender. I hope you get better, I really do. Thank you for the cold ones
God I love you guys so much...
No one was made for this...to be this alone
If I could make one final request of you guys? Please post some songs for me...please try harder than I did, please find your happiness anons
Goodbye /r9k/ see you on the other side
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R2LQdh42neg
goodbye m8
>>25657767
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=cinJDxLUsNY
Goodbye OP
>>25657767
Don't let her get away with this Anon
>>25657767
don't kill yourself do you need a friend or something
>>25657767
Don't be remembered as a pussy. I'll probably stream my own.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d0FVYGg-KIA
I'm thinking of following you soon anon. I'll see you later mate.
>>25657767
tldr
bye nigga
Having a drink for you anon
I won't be far behind you, see you on the other side
>>25657767
Anon please, if these people really helped you and mean something to you, and if this isn't bait, don't do it. Don't let all the efforts of those who care about you and who you care about go to waste.
Nice SIG, can i keep it after you die?
shit, I don't really know what to say
I hope it's quick, glad some of us made things easier for a while
here you go
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QYEC4TZsy-Y
<3 u
Hang out soon
>>25657767
>killing yourself over a girl
https://soundcloud.com/chloeburbank
this sum good
if youre gonna do it you should do i with a clear head, which you clearly dont have right now.
hopefully this music will make things seem better for you.
>>25657767
Don't do it bro, if she left you she's not worth pining over. Don't throw all your hopes into some worthless skank, keep moving on anon.
>>25657767
Oh also, you need to hit your brain stem directly. Otherwise you WILL feel pain and be awake for a bit.
https://youtu.be/_rLXnvkOadY
I'm sure a lot of us will be along shortly. Later dude
see you in hell m9
>not taking anyone with you
Get out normie re
>>25657767
>no beta upriser
I'm disappointed
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MflzesOUvfk
See you in the robot heaven famigliari
>>25657767
WE LOST THE SEA - A GALLANT GENTLEMAN
I can't be arsed to get a YouTube link but the live session recording is a MUST WATCH/LISTEN. One of the best songs I've had the pleasure to unbury, and it would be my pleasure to share with you for your departure; it is a most fitting departure song considering the boys wrote it in effect as an homage to their dead vocalist who also committed suicide.
>>25657767
I'll have some vodka to toast your memory later tonight, anon.
I hope that you don't suffer anymore.
See you later, space robot.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e8-sMJZTYf0
>LEEEEEEEEEEEEET
>>25657767
Bye OP
https://youtu.be/1stxUqNJINE
>>25657767
See you later bro. Owe me a drink on the other side.
>>25657767
Don't do it. Redirect your self loathing towards others and live a more fulfilling life.
Only good suicide is a murder suicide. Become a hero to all fellow robots op.
>>25657767
See you in robot heaven, anon. I know that I won't see you in robot hell, because that's real life.
that's my favourite song OP
i've witnessed a lot of heart breaks, and i've learned that no girl is worth any tears.
don't do it OP
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KcP8Rt08uOM
>>25657767
'Don't mourn me; rejoice, for I am free.'
>>25657767
In honour of your struggle, I will put this album on my Itunes and listen to it fondly. I can relate to your anguise and respect your decision. R.I.P. in peace
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dlaLwIYEq0U
www.rainymood.com
>>25657767
Goodbye OP
You really should just extract revenge on normies instead though. Fine watse kf a soldier unfortunately. We will remember you.
Post pics after u do it so we know ur not faking
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1vv_u00Yk6w
Don't do this. You're letting the roastie win. Listen to this song. Feel it in your blood, my man. Succeed and prove how fucking shit they are. Don't let them beat you down. Live and prove to yourself that you aren't useless and aren't a waste of oxygen. I know things seem hopeless now but don't give up.
>I even got a gf...she left me yesterday.
>I longed for love for so long and now that i've lost it...there just isnt anything left for me.
Every first love is meaningless because it inspires these feelings regardless of how good it actually was. It's only after you've been through this that you can experience true love. True love is something you mutually decide on and work toward, together with another person. It's not some mad passionate fling and it's not the feeling of craving and insanity you feel when the other part of a mad passionate fling leaves you.
If you do this you're doing it over something ephemeral. However much the feelings feel real to you now, they ARE ephemeral. I put a shotgun in my mouth last autumn because the only girl who had ever given me the time of day broke up with me, then humiliated and cucked me. I didn't pull the trigger, because I was too scared, so I had to wait a few months. Now I don't give a shit about her and haven't thought about her in ages.
You were able to survive before and you've proven people are capable of liking you and taking an interest in you. If you stick around, you will find companionship again. If you let the feelings of the moment overwhelm you, you will have done so for practically nothing, since the relationship was doomed anyway.
Immerse yourself in whatever socialising you can and just wait it out. Every day you don't think about her or how miserable you are, because you spent that whole day chatting with bros on Steam or listening to a good audiobook, that's one day closer to forgetting how you feel right now, and getting things back on track. There are a set number of days until that happens. Then you can pick your hope back up, which you have already proved you have by improving your situation, and start moving forward.
If you can't do it for yourself, do it for the other NEETs you can inspire by leading the way. There always has to be that first torch-bearer who explores the darkness.
>>25657767
live stream or it didn't happen
>>25657767
fuck anon I am crying right now see you on the other side
>>25657939
I want this at my funeral, such an ambivalent song
wish i had the strength you have, op
>>25657767
>she left me yesterday. I've been trying to cope and I just can't. I longed for love for so long and now that i've lost it
Wow, who knew OP was a fucking cuck.
>bwahhh mah gf left me suicide
>>2565776
farewell fellow robot.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=778cZt5guq8
>>25657767
You can be happy
I was on the verge of suicide, drug addiction crippling every facet of life
My mom came to get me
I weighted so little my bones showed up all over my body
I went to sleep
She put her thinly white transparent veil on my head and prayed for me
I woke up cured, no drug addiction
A will to live
These thoughts you have come from the enemy whispering his wishes upon you
Jesus loves your soul so much, look for him, his arms are open.
>>25657767
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mUaasUSp2g0
On to the undiscovered country
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AoATQO82k-k
I assume this is your first suicide attempt, keep in mind that you're killing yourself over a girl will definitely make your parents proud
if OP is willing to kill himself over a gf, he should probably die anyway
>>25657767
OP. Could you listen to this album for me before you go? It's an entire album about suicide. It's one of my favorite albums and bands. I don't expect it to change your mind, but maybe it will bring you some kind of catharsis?
Don't kill yourself man. I believe in you.
>>25657767
I'll drink to that, mate. See you on the other side, anon.
Rest well brave soul
>>25657767
Plz no, OP. I hope you decide to not go through with it, but regardless of your decision I hope you find peace.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t8p_Ewi7ddQ
>>25658076
what this guy said, don't kill yourself
A-T-T-E-N-T-I-O-N-W-H-O-R-E
>>25658172
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bNq_SpKih2I
I forgot to link it in the last comment. Sorry.
Please promise to listen to it before you go. OP
>>25657767
>>25658105
I wanted to play it at my mother's funeral, but I was 14 at the time and too scared to speak up so my cunt uncle played this awful shit that she had told him she disliked
sibling rivalry goes to the grave I guess
kill her first m8
>>25657767
Didn't read anything after
>This isn't for attention
Because of course it is for attention you stupid retard, why else would you even post it if it wasn't. Grow some balls and actually kill yourself faggot.
>killing yourself over a girl who will forget you in 3 weeks
>>25658215
>Because of course it is for attention you stupid retard, why else would you even post it if it wasn't.
ding ding ding
>post some music for me guyz
pure uncut faggotry
shame on you all
>>25657767
Goodbye OP.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=APZxAjTJ2Uw
>>25658251
Let alone that, she probably is getting fucked by some dude right now.
Here's a great one OP, also make sure to aim right and not become a potato.
I would also suggest doing it in the bathtub with the curtains closed, the hole plugged, and the water not running.
it would make the cleanup a lot easier.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kJiqYey54Y4
FUCKING CHRIST WHAT DONT YOU FOOLS GET ABOUT THIS
>DONT KILL YOURSELF
KILL THE NORMIES
>DONT KILL YOURSELF
KILL THE NORMIES
>DONT KILL YOURSELF
KILL THE NORMIES
>DONT KILL YOURSELF
KILL THE NORMIES
>DONT KILL YOURSELF
KILL THE NORMIES
If your going to through your life away you might as well take some others with you.
>>25658215
I think the post is intended to express appreciation to the community.
Not attention.
This song always reminds me of what I'll never have.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sXDgMmA7FXM
Goodbye, OP. Save me a seat on the other side and I'll buy you a drink.
If I didn't have shit taste in music I would post a song.
>>25657767
see you tomorrow
super original comment
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c37MleFUMLM
Here you go OP, I hope you manage to end yourself with one bullet. Make sure you shoot in the right spot
>>25657767
>flashlight and ammo
you killing yourself four times in the dark bro?
shame you're not taking a video, that would really be something to see
>>25657767
This suicide is just you irrationally feeling sorry for yourself/trying to get back at this girl/your parents/the world for doing what ever they did to you. Let go of your ego that's what's really causing you this pain. Sure you may be complete genetic trash and you've been delt a shit hand but if you just let it go and accept it you can find gratification in life. Also somebody probably has it worse
>>25657767
Sorry to hear that op. Good luck.
This is my feels song.
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8SPLM8ufDKE
See ya later.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y74UPiaK7u0just be urself op
>killing yourself over a bitch
end up as a potato please.
See you, anon.
>>25658288
>Appreciation to an anonymous community of people who don't even know you exist, let alone give a shit if you drop dead.
Yeah no. That fucking pussy just wants a thread with 300 replies saying:
>omg man dun kill yourself life is worth it
>dont fo it over a grill OP
>life gets better op
>add me on stem so we can talk
>stream it faggot
>[50 more of these posted like 5 times each]
Fucking attentionwhores I swear.
"In the Kamigata area, they have a sort of tiered lunchbox they use for a single day when flower viewing. Upon returning, they throw them away, trampling them underfoot."
"The end is important in all things."
-- Tsunetomo Yamamoto, The Hagakure
Just do it anon, do you really want to live in this world
Pic related as example
>>25658388
I guess you just lack basic compassion and empathy.
For that I am sorry, for you.
I am the person who has been posting new Elliot pictures for the last three days. Post a throwaway and I will reveal my identity. Seeing as you will be taking the knowledge to the grave it won't matter.
>>25657767
Farewell fellow robot. I wish you the best.
Will drink to you tonight.
>>25657767
>Killing yourself over pussy
>>25657767
kill some people and record it b4 u go
I'll be joining you one day robot.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=-uJ61jgFCMM
>>25657767
You're going to fucking do that to your family? WHEN MY FRIEND DIED HIS MOTHER HYSTERICALLY CRIED NEXT TO HIS CASKET DURING THE WAKE.
HIS PARENTS AND SIBLINGS MISS HIM EVERY FUCKING DAY. BURYING YOUR CHILD IS A PARENT'S WORST NIGHTMARE, DON'T PUT THEM THROUGH A LIFETIME OF PAIN BECAUSE YOU CANT FUCKING HANDLE STRESS LIKE A GIRLFRIEND DUMPING YOU.
HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOUR KID KILLED THEMSELVES?
Who's going to set up your funeral? Oh wait your parents!!!!
dont' do it anon! you only feel this way because you just got out of a relationship. if you really want to kill yourself, you can, but you really should give it some time. this needs to be a coolheaded decision. right now you are full of emotions and can't make a good decision.
I guarantee you will feel better the further away you get from the day your relationship ended. sending lots of hugs your way <3
>>25658515
better yet, OP, go get the bitch that broke your heart.
I hope you don't go through with it OP, there's so much to live for. But if you do end up doing it, farewell, see you again someday. I know it's video game crap but have some songs: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-vOq_rp-BE4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8XDxhDbtDak
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IzaYL1ny0s8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zlaziXtEyWo
>>25658346
Someone probably has had it worse anon.
You know what we should do? Lets take a tally of ever person on the planet and line up thier lives from worse to perfect. Then we can only feel bad for the one individual whos had it the worst!
>>25657767
...is this pasta? At least post your fave anon so we can remember you someone and not just an anon.
>>25658576
lol look at this normie and his narrow view of the world
point and laugh
>killing yourself when you're a normie
>killing yourself when you've already won at life
retarded af. if you can get one gf you can get another, you don't have mental problems like most people here.
>>25658012
Agree
at least get a good highscore before ending it
>>25658576
>WHEN MY FRIEND DIED HIS MOTHER HYSTERICALLY CRIED NEXT TO HIS CASKET DURING THE WAKE.
hahahah nice. I would set up everything to hang myself right in front of the main door and then wait till my mom comes back, look at her right in the eye, and then drop the chair and die right in front of her. I bet that would sure show them who's boss.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5f_JZ4QtAes
Please Greentext your Life first, please Anon.
people who romanticize suicide are pathetic. fuck off losers, or just jump off a bridge. Either way.
>>25658644
Why am I laughing, thats so horrible anon
>>25658576
shut the fuck up guy, you have no idea what it's like to go through depression. if anything you're just confirming his perception that he will always be a burden to others
>>25658653
>I'm white, male, 24
>I'm smart but lazy
>I like to play videogames and watch anime
>I have mild autism
>I have a couple online friends
>single mother
My life isn't worth living anon.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zqMMly3swuw&index=19&list=PLbHkfwtTP8AyHXwjbEc-9pFN0ulIr1LGR
>inb4 OP pussies out
>>25658736
Just take some fagots with you. Go somewhere and fuck some chads up then an hero
>>25658788
*woosh*
b
Dont kill yourself. It makes no sense. Dont let your feelings betray you, leave all toxic people behind, become a hermit. It makes you more self aware and takes away all the stress of a poisonous society.
You can only be free and clear-minded when you live as a hermit.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NWz851XcIzI
See you in the other side anon. have some cute Mokou.
>>25657767
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=teE7mMCqOb8
May the Lord bless you and keep you.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yzl91xMSEco
Is it worth it OP?
Do you have some account where we can write?
I do not want to give you the usual " dont do it, live is great blabla" bullshit. I just want to talk to you, even if it is for the last time or to have some last, meaningful conversation.
Whatever you do, find peace, senpai.
>>25658736
what are your favourite animes? and where do you live?
>>25658912
I'm 2kewl4school in Steam.
https://youtu.be/N4gmGYhr-7k
Praise Gucci OP before you go.
>>25658944
Naruto, Death Note, Yu-Gi-Oh Arc V, live in Istanbul.
>>25657941
Came here to say this, what the fuck is wrong with you OP?
Skype her then do it.
>>25657767
your parents love you OP.
It may not seem like it but there is someone out there for you.
There's someone out there for all of us.
Why not take that gun to a shooting range, unload it on a target instead?
life keeps going. There is someone who will make your life worth living again.
https://youtu.be/h4YvkZeLrjs?t=289
See you tomorrow OP
>>25657767
You don't need to suffer anymore OP, this is a good thing you're doing.
He didn't do it
>>25658644
they still have a chance to save you then. better to set up some kind of tripwire that fires a shotgun through your face as soon as they open the door.
>>25658986
Nice taste. Try Code Geass or Kiseijuu.
Don't kill yourself anon.
.
.
Not when a DEEP! DEEP! Dish Pepperoni Pizza at Little Caesars is only $8!
>>25659079
*whoosh*
bx
>>25659071
>set up some kind of tripwire that fires a shotgun through your face as soon as they open the door
This is not a fucking movie kid.
>>25659114
heh, nothin personnel kid
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LwVXkM_YxMg
good luck, anon
NOT YET OP!
WE'RE NOT DONE!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aNQvLECht08
>>25659071
how about eight little shotguns, when they turn on the light?
>>25659094
what does that mean?
[SPOILER] Original Comment [SPOILER]
>>25659087
OP here.
Only $8?
Thank you Anon. I found a reason to keep livin'.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvliK21VavA
Come on Anon dont kill yourself. Lifes full of ups and downs, get yourself some dope, a few beers and kick the fuck back. people come and go, but we will always be us. Fuck em man. Stand for you.
>>25659192
means you didn't get the joke. it went over your head.
Pray, OP.
>>25657767
Killing yourself because of a girl is fucking dumb.
>>25657767
Hey OP, wanna add me on skype?
is this a new pasta? never seen it before desu senpai
>>25657767
Nothing awaits you, killing yourself is a long term fix for a problem that won't matter in 2-3 months. Do whatever makes you happy man, but if your going to kill yourself at least make something of yourself before you leave. Later bud.
>>25658868
>implying real
ayyyy lol
>>25659342
>wanna add me on skype?
OP, assuming this isnt some a troll, know this. A piece of my story:
The love of my life left me. I spent the better part of five years thinking about putting a gun behind my ear. Drinking until I couldn't stand. Using drugs to try to forget her. I wanted anything, everything to just go away. Nothing could make it better.
Then, after five years, she came back to me. We're married now. Just married. I can't say that will happen for you. Who can know. But I know this, your life isn't over unless you give up. Everyday is a chore and you may want to die more days than not. Please don't give up. I believe in you, that tomorrow, or someday may be better. I love you anon. Peace.
This thread was worth it only for the Little Caesars talk.
Rest In Pizza Pizza OP
>>25657767
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PmBMls_Sxas
don't do it op
>>25659478
Wot the fok did ye just say 2 me m8? i dropped out of newcastle primary skool im the sickest bloke ull ever meet & ive nicked ova 300 chocolate globbernaughts frum tha corner shop. im trained in street fitin' & im the strongest foker in tha entire newcastle gym. yer nothin to me but a cheeky lil bellend w/ a fit mum & fakebling. ill waste u and smash a fokin bottle oer yer head bruv, i swer 2 christ. ya think u can fokin run ya gabber at me whilst sittin on yer arse behind a lil screen? think again wanka. im callin me homeboys rite now preparin for a proper scrap. A roomble thatll make ur nan sore jus hearin about it. yer a waste bruv. me crew be all over tha place & ill beat ya to a proper fokin pulp with me fists wanka. if i aint satisfied w/ that ill borrow me m8s cricket paddle & see if that gets u the fok out o' newcastle ya daft kunt. if ye had seen this bloody fokin mess commin ye might a' kept ya gabber from runnin. but it seems yea stupid lil twat, innit? ima shite fury & ull drown in it m8. ur ina proper mess knob.
>>25659510
Lol. She tried to do better, failed, and came back to you.
C-U-C-K-E-D tbqh
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rc2jsjnt-HY
>>25659598
not really. she was young and lost in life. her life growing up didnt prepare her for adult life. but i don't need to convince anyone of anything.
>>25657767
See you around, space cowboy.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MJUuDoRZpyU
>>25659647
Yeah, I'm sure the baker's dozen of rando dicks she took were plenty convincing.
see ya m8based for picking sig btw
>>25659647
so she rode the cock carousel like a champ and now you're her beta provider
put that gun behind your ear, my man
you are a pathetic cuck
>>25657767
That's the P320 right? I've always liked the looks of it even though I've seen alot of people call it ugly.
>>25658286
Agreed, OP stop being a fucking pussy and shoot a school or something
it is REALLY not worth killing yourself over a girl. give it another week or two before you make a rash decision.
Bye op, I hope your last night isn't too shitty. Sorry about everything, but I guess there's nothing anyone can really do.
>Maybe we'll see you on the other side if there's something there.
>>25657767
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1a5WcXBq6YY
Email me if you need to talk.
I will be your friend and gib lots of e-hugs desu
[email protected]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jO4iTmwxwHk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zYyl2dXVxYI
>>25657767
I know the Oculus Rift price scared me a bit too but nothing to kill yourself over man
I was like you, and I somehow got a girlfriend in college despite being a total friendless shut-in in high school. I loved her for four years. She was absolutely everything to me.
She dumped me last year in November. My world completely collapsed. I literally went into a state of shock, I couldn't stop shivering. I told myself I would do anything to get her back, that I would come back in a year a better person who she couldn't help but fall in love with again. I thought about her every second of every day, for months. It nearly killed me.
You know what though? Eventually, I decided I didn't deserve to be lonely. I went on OKcupid, and I went on some dates. I still thought about her, about how much I loved her, and how she had stolen my world away. How the new girl I was dating was nothing in comparison.
But that faded away, and was replaced not only by new love but a new sense of self confidence. I know it seems impossible. I really, really know. For months I fell asleep crying every night, for months I'd be reminded of her everywhere. But, the mind heals.
If you stick it out, you really can get to a good place again. Honestly it's even more rewarding the second time around.
Speaking of suicide, what's your guys favorite topping to get at Little Caesars?
>>25659478
Wasn't askin' u weeb faggot.
here's an update from op
>>25657767
Bye anon. I'll miss you.
>>25658736
>>25658653
OP PT 1. Im listening to all your songs before I go. Once the list ends im pulling the trigger. For those who understand thank you. For those reaching out, thank you. But I am doing this. Tonight.
>Be me
>Never had a birthday party
>Never celebrated christmas/got presents
>First day of school. Stars in my eyes. An escape. Cute little chubby kid
>Made fun of from the moment I stepped through the door for my weight
>Crushed
>Dad in and out of prison for heroin possession
>Mother becomes an abusive alcoholic and starts smoking crack
>Teacher sees bruises, she is kind to me, the first time someone was ever kind to me
>My only friend is a stray cat. Put scraps out every day
>Love this cat like ive never loved anyone
>Spill moms wine down the sink and throw away her pipe after drug lesson in school
>Mom gets high, kills my cat with kitchen knife
>Call CPS with help of teacher . They take me away .Go to foster home
>Thesepeopleareok.png
Cont in PT 2
>>25659932
Pt 2
>Be me. 6th grade
>Bullied relentlessly
>Make a normie friend. Start drinking and smoking pot with him
>7th grade turns to pills. Bullying is so bad at this point FP's move and I switch schools
>8th grade turns to coke. Lost my friend so more depression and still bullying/beaten up
>Freshmen year I am stealing from my foster parents and pawning it .Can't go a day without it
>I'll never forget the moment I really knew I was fucked up
>My nose was bleeding so I plugged it and switched to the other nostril
>That one starts bleeding too. So I say fuck it and pull the plug out. Rail double barrel through the blood
>Break down in tears
>Foster parents realize whats going on, call cops
>Take me to juvie
>Beaten up and bullied for being white and fat and ugly
>Parents get on stand and say they dont know what to do, they reliquinsh custody and I become a ward of the state
>Spend the next 6 years in inpatients for suicidal thoughts/drug abuse
>In indiana the state can own you as a ward until you're 21
>Be me. Be 21. Never experienced highschool besides the 1st semester
>Go back to live with mother/ FP's gave up a long time ago
>Dadisbackholyshit.gif
>Dad beats mom. I try to protect her...bad idea
Cont in pt 3
>>25659932
please pull an elliot rodger OP
What are you having for your last meal?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H-ILVEqlAhE
>>25659845
[email protected]
If that one expires. Bye suicidalanon
OP, we hardly knew ye.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kffacxfA7G4
>>25659932
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9NACc7DBRh0
>>25659954
Final Pt
>Spend a year homeless. Wandering from city to city. Begging for money to get high
>Go back to parents broken
>Beatings are worse but im a shell
>Get laptop for free from nice old lady neighbor.
>play vidya for the 1st time
>Get a job at mcdonalds/become even more overweight depsite riding bike to work
>Find 4chan, spend alot of time on /r9k/ the only people that have ever "Gotten me"
>Meet a chad, he's different
>Gives me his steam. Helps me work through a ton of shit
>Gives me an easy workout/diet plan
>Lose 80lbs and befriend a new co-worker
>Still 3/10
>Get fired
>Old co-worker starts bringing me to his house to hang
>Meet a 4/10 girl at one of his get-togethers
>Happiness, finally
>We date for a year
>She can't handle life
>Goes out an hero last night. Slit wrists in tub
>Im going with her
She didn't leave me, she left it all...
>>25658576
they brought him into the world, they'll see him out.
It's just as selfish for them & you to keep him alive when he doesn't want to be.
>>25657767
That said I don't think it's worth it OP, not so soon, give it some proper rational thought over the next week or so after talking it out with some people, perhaps on here or on a helpline.
Otherwise goodbye OP I'll see you up there, if there exists.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W9wrBX6S1yM
>>25659932
>>25659954
Did you read
>>25659873
You're being very irrational. People are only ever capable of seeing their current situation as the norm. Even if a man wins the lottery and has everything, that's just becomes his new normal.
Your life will get better if you stay alive, that's a certainty. It's just a question of recognizing the positive aspects of your life and normalizing them.
>>25660008
Jesus, I'm sorry op.
I'd tell you to hang in there and all the usual empty shit, but we both know that's just lies people say to make themselves feel better.
I'm sorry your life sucked, nothing can really change that though I guess. I hope you got to have a bit of happiness along the way. Peace op.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zdHGX-AMYvs
Is OP dead now?
>>25660008
i can't imagine your loss. not really. and when i do it hurts more than i can bear. i feel your pain. at least as well as i can from here, across the world, behind the cold glow of my screen. feel your grief. it's a good thing. it lets you know you're still a man. but, please, please don't end it. i beg you. i beg god for you.
Listen OP, I've also lost the only girlfriend I ever had, it sucks but trust me you get over it. That bitch who just left you can go to hell. Why not do something fun, learn something new? Draw, learn to play guitar, learn another language? I am sure if you improve yourself a bit you will definitely find another girl. Let that be your motivation!
If you are really dead set on killing yourself though, then I wish you a clean death my friend. Please do not mess up the shot and land up living the rest of your life blind, paralysed or retarded.
Whichever you choose, I wish you all the best OP.
>>25659932
why you never celebrate xmas or birthdays?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dZLfasMPOU4
>>25657767
Goodbye OP, this isn't the first time I've seen a thread like this. I wonder if one day I'll be able to meet all of the people who I have said goodbye to on this site, all of the people who I said
>Goodbye anon, I'll see you on the other side
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GkJSnFNH23Q
Bro why kill yourself when you can just get a shit ton of drugs or try some risky shit. I mean if you're gonna kill yourself anyway have a little fun. Become a drug lord or something.
>>25660008
gf should be on ice at the morgue. Go there and get one last fuck out of her and then blow your brains out on top of her.
It'd make an interesting news story.
Go out with a bang OP.
>>25657767
stream it faggot or else we don't care
>>25660008
op. can you post a face pic and the gun timestap in your last post?
>>25657767
>lives in a free state
>owns a p320
>I'll never own one until I move out of calishit
Don't kill yourself you selfish asshole
>>25657767
No fuck that, pull yourself together man! Killing yourself over some skank? No! Cling to your hate, channel your rage, angst, and agony into showing that bitch what she lost. Workout, get huge, take MMA or something, killing yourself isn't an option, don't rely on other human beings for happiness, because let me tell you, ALL people are shitty. Embrace your solitude, use your lonlieness to better yourself. Pain will make you stronger than any Chad, unless you let it get to you.
>>25657767
cya soon OP
I know it doesn't mean shit OP,but I hope you change your mind.
If you're still around give this one a listen, it got me through some bad times.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pC3IrqUpm9U
>>25657767
May you find peace,robot
>>25657767
fuck you OP. the world is literally your fucking oyster. Go do some hard drugs, become a stuntman, do some crazy shit, move to another country, the possibilities are fucking closer.
I wish I was suicidal so I could just throw it all behind and do what ever the fuck I want.
Fuck you OP you're wasting the best, and only, life you have. Make it something great buddo.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PqzsbyHQXLc
>>25657878
>>25657924
>>25657881
>>25657945
>>25658174
>>25658202
why are you here? reddit would fit you much better.
>>25660008
Don't do it bro
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gbO2_077ixs
>>25659932
>>25659954
>>25660008
hardcore leif
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZgYDt4pJ6zw
OP, please don't do this.
I'll be blunt. Your biological parents sound like twats. But if you managed to go through all of this shit as STILL get a gf, you can get another one. And that makes you more normal than the majority of people on this board.
I am sorry for the loss of your girlfriend.
>>25660008
Stay
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NXR5tuqLGOc&index=11&list=PL7IYX2pTFu7a5XHFMplBz3h4QM4Una0uH
>>25660008
Fuck this is it
Goodbye guys ive got to do this and ive got to do it now. Thank you all so fucking much for being here this last hour. I couldnt imagine spending my last moments with anyone else.
Thank you for the songs I listened to them all. Please find your happiness anons. PLEASE! I LOVE YOU GUYS THIS IS IT
>>25660095
holy shit man, stfu.
you sound like a huge fucking faggot right now.
>>25660008
>>25659954
>>25659932
Don't
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rxk5V3M0QPg
>>25660355
Please don't do it OP.
If I sing you a cute song will you not? :(
>>25660355
this is the best you could do huh
gj barreling through everyone's advice
Good thing you have that laser sight so you don't miss.
>>25660360
that's the spirit. OP, take a page from this douche nozzle. find the rage and point it at random strangers.
>>25660355
see ya space cowboy
3
>>25660355
Rest in peace anon.
And checked.
>>25660355
Maybe I'll meet you one day anon, I don't blame you for wanting to die after the love of you life killed herself. Peace be with you my robot brother.
>>25658079
nice post mate
>>25660371
>>25660385
don't listen to these cancerous faggots, stream it for us
>>25660355
post face photoo
>>25660355
M8
http://vocaroo.com/i/s137KxlhwT9V
I'll make a better one pls no.
why won't you live stream it
>>25660355
Fuck you for losing to a roastie. You had a chance, anon, and you wasted it.
OP, have u tried beeeeeeeing yourself?
>>25660008
>girl kills herself to get away from you
>now you're chasing her into the after life
I like it.
>>25660355
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wrp2lU5K2bQ
obligatory
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kvBKZa3URws
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X5VM-sjWkKA
>>25660355
Goodbye OP, I hope you find your gf up in heaven.
https://youtu.be/gbg27oT8Z9M
ily anon pls stay here with me
Whores will be whores man. Im sorry that she left you but she obviously was not worth the tme you spent on her. I guess that I cant really relate to losing skmeone I actually love but, everytging can and will get better senpai. Just at least try to wait it out. Think of your parents senpai, not just yourself and some bimbo.
https://youtu.be/ri5F633xSsY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ju8xO_Zvfo
anon pls no don't do it
>>25660355
Goodbye
originalbloxee
>>25660479
And also, if you are donezo anon, you will be missed.
>>25657866
DG before suicide, fucking nice, the ideal way to go
>>25660457
heres part 2 OP. I hope you like it.
http://vocaroo.com/i/s07YhVUcfNEF
>>25657767
Goodnight, sweet prince.
We shall remember you. Not as an individual, but as a robot.
Dream in peace, my friend.
>>25657767
bye friendo...see you soon
>>25658473
Do you kik?
Jizoclizo
I never knew you OP, same as none of us know each other. But i will toast to you tonight with my lads, may your soul rest in peace.
OP didn't even post time stamp
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Op5hTbGnats
>>25657767
Good job opting out of life just because your gf left you, I'm sure you really put in a lot if effort to better yourself or get a job. See you in hell fagboi
goodbye my friend, good bye.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-DSVDcw6iW8
>>25657767
Adios familia, I am honored I was part of the community that you called home. May you live eternally with your waifu.
Fucking do it then you fuck no one cares unless you're gonna stream.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=hA_o5Pc3lL4
So long up. We'll meet up in heaven one day. You, me, and your girl will get our Scape on under the Tree of Knowledge.
Anyway, hope this song will change your mind.
>>25660355
What do you want? I'll give you $10k not to kill yourself right now
>>25657767
Why kill yourself when you can't hear the talk about it afterwards?
Anyway, here's to you OP: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zuuObGsB0No
Cheers mate.
>>25660668
Forgot my song :^) https://youtu.be/rOoCixFA8OI
>>25657767
Guys, I'm thinking of setting up a /mentalhealth/ general or something for robots.
There's too much talent and intelligence amoung robotos for lives to be thrown away like this. We gotta support each otehr.
This is the end, beautiful friend.
This is the end, my only friend, the end.
>>25658079
Can you post your steam? I'd like to listen to audio books with you. I'm not OP, just alone.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=OFo3BH9ZX7U I hope it takes you to a better place but I dont think it will op, life can be terrible sometimes but it can get better.
>>25657767
Is that a Sig P250? You should kills yourself for having terrible taste in firearms.
Seriously though. Don't do this. We still need you fellow robot. :( get help
https://youtu.be/gi3e7VMQz3Y
Waiting on my gas for my exit bag. Rest easy OP
>>25660008
Fuck man i love you, stay with us please
This makes me so sad.
If I'd gotten here in time and
OP was near me if have legit gone out and spent the night cuddling and talking with him in a big, snuggly duvet.
I wish he'd at least let one of us talk to him. I have a test tomorrow but I would have done it.
OP, I hope you're still here. I wish I had some more meaningful words for you.
Please don't erase yourself.
I want some chicken tenders.
Wait Im confused did OPs gf dump him or kill herself?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HXlfW5INFSY
>>25660887
this is a troll thread new friend.
>>25660887
These thoughts wont get me chicken tenders!
>>25660887
He said she killed herself yesterday.
original comment
>>25660887
he said he killed her yesterday
>>25660859
Gay as fuck family
>>25660779
Yes, today we lost an obese fry cook.
>>25657767
OP, take a bus down to Los Angeles and live it up. You'll have a fucking blast, I promise. I've seen people up north who are more miserable acting/looking than most of the homeless in LA. Instant community on the streets. You'll be in for an adventure. If nothing else, you'll feel alive. Of course it's not easy but if you're tired of the numbness, this will help. Normie life and normie society in a normie town isn't made for everyone.
lmao were u at a gun range yesterday??? some dude a couple stalls down from me had the same gun. shitty target, was with a roastie, looked chad as fuck. srsly.
>>25660715
Could you give me the 10k instead?
OP here. I'm dead now. Mods can you delete this thread?
>>25660927
I'm a woman :(
OP please still be here.
>>25660970
Hand over the tendies first!
>>25660859
Fuck you. Would you have done this for someone that wasn't on the verge of suicide? What if you not doing this for someone would have pushed them to suicide? Only when someone is finally pushed to the edge you care to try and help them emotionally? Fuck you. Cuddle freely for people in need, not when it suits your agenda to feel better about yourself as a person.
