What's keeping you alive?
I don't know blox
my fear of dying
The thought that it will get better.
>>25644093
This desu. It's crippling, and really the only problem in my life. At least it means I'll never an hero, but at the same time, it means no matter how bad it gets, I won't an hero.
Hope for a brighter future.
>>25644038
Boredom, to expand
if(there isn't an afterlife)
Then i am gonna enjoy trolling and watching this train go boom
else
if(there is afterlife/reincarnation/multiverse etc)
then its gonna be more of the same more or less everywhere so why hurry getting elsewhere?
My self-loathing
(probably false) hope
VR about to come out.
The fact that breathing and heartbeat is automatic. Also fear of death.
The hope of one day getting a QT
>>25644038
Drugs an eso online at the moment tbqhf
>>25644038
the fact that there's nothing else beyond that
>>25644068
Please kill yourself you stupid fucking faggot
I know it's you
die a terrible death you fucking asshole
>>25644038
I don't know a effective way to hero.
All I have are pills and knives/razors, but overdosing and slitting are both attention-whore methods that rarely work.
I can't get my hands on a gun, and there are no high buildings anywhere.Once I get over the fear of surviving, I might try slitting.
>>25644124
>>25644093
please look into the dhamma. living because of fear of dying can be dissolved at what they call stream-entry. do not hesitate to meditate
https://warosu.org/lit/thread/S7475103#p7478018
but you must understand that your fear stem from taking seriously your feelings and desires which itself stems from a lack of proper view on what emotions are. you hedonism is literally what causes your identification with your anxiety and pains
>>25644554
fuck off dalai lama
The future. Senpai.
>>25644038
Our almighty father in heaven has been merciful to me and allows me to live even though I lack faith and do not hold fast to his tenants. All the praise and honor should go to him if he's real.
>>25644038
The hope for a batter future. When i will finally finish to study, i will join Army, and thats the only thing that make me wake up every morning
