Who /burning from both ends/ here?
>regrets and guilt from wasted opportunities and life on one side
>no desire to live because of that and anxiety from wasting even more time on the other side
That's me.
Wish I could just give up but then I feel even more pathetic.
Acceptance is the next stage, anon.
At that point you either move on or you stay still for years.
Don't stay still.
>>25585758
Define give up. What are you doing?
>>25585766
Acceptance will never come. I stood still for 6 years.
>>25585967
>Acceptance will never come. I stood still for 6 years.
It will. That doesn't mean anything will change. The negative thing will just start to lose meaning and you will coast through life, just existing, being hollow.
>>25585967
Give up hope I suppose. Of ever finding a decent woman, ever waking up and not wishing I had died in my sleep, of having my dream job. If I truly accepted my place in life I would be dead by now.
>>25585994
>decent woman
Have you had a shitty one?
>dream job
Do you have a rather bad one right now?
If you got that "far", why not try to build upon it to improve those?
>>25586197
I have had a shitty gf.
No job though.
Because no amount of building can fix me. My dream job and my dream girl are not things I can attain with any amount of building.
>>25586213
The job part, I can understand. But the fact that you had a "shitty" GF says there's hope in that department.
>>25586258
Not really.
My dream girl already is out there, she exists but I will never meet her. She is too old for me anyways, and too successful.
>>25585749
damn OP, you hit the nail on the head there
