Who else is insomniac here? I believe I have developed it from my depression, and I haven't slept well the recent 5 days or so. I go to sleep around 11 PM or 12 am and mostly finally fall asleep around 5/6/7 am.
Anymore suffering? What caused it? Did it go away? I don't want to take medications and shit, I just fucking want 8 hour sleep.
I'd say embrace it. Less sleep means more time to do shit. I wish I can sleep less than 8 hours so I can finish my projects quicker. I'm so late in life it's not even funny, man...
>>25565153
But I'm tired as shit after just 3 hours of sleep and lying in bed awake for so many hours is psychological terror. Luckily I am still on Christmas break but when school starts again I am literally done for. No way I will ever be able to stay up.
>>25565107
i dont even mind it
Here.
It's a love hate kind of thing because it makes me feel like shit but I love the calmness of night plus more time to do whatever plus getting delirious from lack of sleep.
>>25565201
I'm not really suffering that much either, but it is just the thought of not sleeping at all that worries me. I mean it is one of the most natural behaviors, but I can't even pull that off.
I can easily just pass the time by watching YT or something but fuck this doesn't feel healthy.
Fuck sake anon, i know that feel
>The guilt when you wake up at 2pm like you failed yourself yet again
>>25565107
>He isn't still up since 3 days ago.
>can't produce tears.
My eyes feel like they're dry balloons and they will pop any second.
>>25565273
Not him but I feel similar. I feel like this is one of the habits that will end up killing me. Oh well.
>>25565280
People are out there, becoming CEO for major companies, hanging out with friends and fucking Stacies, while I cant even fall asleep...
It was like the only thing I had. My dreams were my only escape from suffering, where I finally didn't feel worthless... But now that is taken from me too
>>25565370
There's still imagination? Not as captivating though..
>>25565417
Not really... Sleep was my relief from the harshness of reality. I feel worse than ever...
