>be me
>survive domestix violence
>get depression
>tfw you cant even get yourself to eat or look after yourself
>two months of heavy meds from psych with no results
>start new meds
>simultaneously start browsing r9k constantly
>few weeks pass and feel slightly better
>feel good
>tfw you arent sure if its the drugs or r9k that helps
>doesnt matter feel good
>whichever case thx peeps
>>25555198
Hope you continue on your path to recovery. You must've been through some shit.
>>25555198
Care to share your story?
>>25555198
embrace nihilism, it will make you feel better eventually because it's so calming
>>25555394
>be me
>3 yrs old
>dads a psycho
>hates me and mom
>gets dangerous
>we flee states to get away
>mom remarries another cunt
>step dad goes nsa on my life
>cant do anything
>no control over my life
>constant yelling in house
>just turned 6 so all I do is hide
>play video games to escape
>turn 8
>attempt suicide
>I couldnt
>tfw too young to have the resolve
>not strong enough to hero
>start self harming instead
>tfw you get expelled when school discovers you self harming
>tfw your mom checks you daily for marks
>tfw you lose video games if you self harm
>tfw
>turn 17
>alive bcs lack resolve
>ace HS
>tfw you cant go to uni because your step dad refuses to look after you once you leave school
>tfw you enroll at uni anyways
>end up homeless
>barely any food
>tfw your situation is shit because you make bad decisions
>tfw you are the only one to blame
>I could have asked for help
>didnt
>uni helps me find accommodation
>tfw uni counselor says you need a psych because its too heavy for him
>here I am
OP delivers.
>>25556644
Man, I can't imagine having to face that much adversity, Anon. You have my respect for getting where you are today. If you ever feel like you're not worth anything, step back and look at your life and how far you've come. I'll be rooting for you.
>>25556644
Pretty much what >>25557626 said.
I wouldn't say you didn't have the resolve to kill yourself, you had the gumption to make it this far.
BTFO the normies by graduating summa cum laude and stealing all of their roastie gfs, only to dump them later for a pure qt.
