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2016-01-06 21:36:49 Post No. 25546568
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2016-01-06 21:36:49
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> Be me
> have a best friend that I have known for a lot of years and that was my only friends for years
> i had a few problems in the past, even did a suicide attempt once, but she was always there for me and i did the same when she was in trouble
> Septembre 2015
> I fall in a depression because of some issues
> I still laugh a lot when i'm with her but sometimes i'm just too sad
> She starts to refuse my invitations to come at my home or hang out
> You have to know that i did everthing for her, take her to vacations and trips, concerts, etc, and she never even invited me to come to her home (she said she was ashamed of it or something)
> After a few months I finally tell her that I do all the efforts in our relationship and she does nothing
> She admits it but just say "stop doing it then", and she also admits that she's avoiding me since i'm depressed
> I decide to remain friends with her but to give her less importance
> A few days later, I come and see her with our friends
> I see them talk and a strange feeling comes to my mind
> I just want to kill them all, especially her
> I never get angry or anything and this feeling was more violent than all that I have ever felt
> After 5 minutes I left, tried to calm down, and then cryied all day
> Sent her a text saying that I hate her, and than I will never talk to her again
> She never answered
> it's been 2 months now, she never showed any sign of sadness or even care, even to our common friends
> I'm slowly starting to realize that she never cared about me
I hate her, I hate her so much. I hate her as much as I loved her i guess. (in a platonic way, i'm not homosexual). I want to see her die so badly. I'm deeper into depression and I'm experiencing anger and a urge to kill for the first time of my life.