>>25490688
Roid muscles look awful compared to natural aesthetic. Also suicide > painful heart attack.

>>25490720
you're not going to look like Ronnie Coleman or Arnold unless you try, just kill yourself when you start going into cardiac arrest.

>>25490688
i am afraid of needles and i tried oral stuff -- ostarine, lgd, and yk-11 -- and the results were underwhelming

>why don't you just buy expensive illegal drugs off shady Chinese sellers on the darknet (most of which are scammers) which have very little chances of making it past customs

>>25490688
No money, simple as that. I lift without roids, though. Also no reliable contacts to buy from anymore.

>>25491514
I think you're underestimating the ease of acquiring steroids.

afraid of ruining my natural test levels

im 18

>>25491639
This

Trying to make friends with the gym bros in order to get contact to their supplier. Almost there, I'm viewed as a regular now and one admitted to me he was on them last month
>tfw just a matter of time before I engage in gainz hacks

>>25491639
Human grade steroids are pretty hard to get and extremely expensive. Especially growth hormone.

Like a standard 200mg test shot is like 30$ on the sites I visited.