>can't even climb the railing without a bunch of normies tackling me and telling me i have so much to live for
This literally didn't happen. If this was a tangential way of asking for help with suicidal thoughts I won't help you.
>>25480595
you're right, you have nothing to live for, just do it already
>can't even buy a gun without the owner saying he's not going to sell to me
Cant even buy a tank of helium without getting questions from the delivery driver why even live
>>25480595
Try not killing yourself in the most attention getting way possible?
You might want to try shotgun to the head or walking deep into the mountains with no gear.
I have to agree showing normies that life can suck really bad is part of the fun of offing yourself in front of them.