>tfw you suddenly remember who you used to be.
>>25479708
Fuck I was a social person on middle school and made a few qts like me now I can't even make a single friend
>>25479708
Being back home after the holidays are over, this is basically all my feels.
I hadn't left my flat in like a year or so and I went to stay with my parents for December. I was really happy to be in a different environment. Now that I'm back here everything reminds me of the person I once was and I've started getting really depressed again.
Never been a social person.
When I was in primary school in grade 1-6 I would literally go hide at the back of the school and count the minutes down until the bell went for next class to start.
I am 28 now and still suffer from the same type of social avoidance.
I guess I got really unlucky in that people were really nasty/mean to me constantly so I kind of just decided I didn't like people. I guess you could say I couldn't handle the bants.
>>25479745
Why is that anon? I'm curious.
>>25479787
Maybe try moving to a different area.
>>25479745
I was the same. Then I moved schools and my life has been downhill since. I used to be a mini Chad, made girls laugh in class and they followed me around at lunch. No female attention ever again. I can't make friends online or offline.
fug I used to be a happy outgoing person who was always the class joker, anything that came out of my mouth people laughed with me. Then the chads bullied me until I broke and no one was there to help me, never recovered since.
I used to have my whole life ahead of me.
>tfw you where never anything to begin with
>>25479708
op you just triggered me. i'm never going to be expressive and really happy again and try my best to not realize this every day.
thanks captain dick
>>25479708
tfw was captain of the normie sports team
Feels bad
i used to be really handsome and a normie chad but when i turned 17 my jaw started developing into the horrible open bite and long face i have now. oh well, having double surgery in 3 weeks maybe after that i can leave this place for good.
appearance is the only thing that matters
