what is the actual point of life if you can't enjoy anything?
I feel like I'm just biding my time until death. I would kill myself but I couldn't do it to my family. I'm trapped in a hellhole nightmare.
life by itself is fucking terrible OP
the only reason it can be bearable is getting some satisfaction from an outside source, whether its friends, family, or even videos games
if you can enjoy those other things enough to outweigh yourself you can make it
>>25456568
Well, I enjoy certain parts of life, but I agree that I struggle to find reason to continue to live. It just feels like life is a bigger hassle than it's worth. If it wasn't for a single friend of mine that I know couldn't deal with loosing me that way, I doubt I'd be alive right now.
>>25456568
You'll get to die one way or another, no need to rush it
>>25456568
The funny part is that your entire existence is actually MEANT to be like that. Plenty of misery, but just enough reason to keep you going another day.
>>25456568
>I would kill myself but I couldn't do it to my family.
God you're fucking selfish. Valuing your own desires for attention over doing the rest of the universe the favor. Why don't you come back when you're serious about it faggot?
There isn't one. I'm just too big of a pussy to off myself.
>tfw I have no friends and haven't had any for over 12 years now
>tfw I never had a father
>tfw my siblings never talked to me because I was ~10 years younger and we never even really got to know each other
>tfw I talk to my mother about once a month
>tfw I legitimately forget things everyone should know because I'm so reclused from society
I got asked my age when filling out medical papers the other day and said 23.
I'm 26.
>>25457104
Shut up anon original
>>25457139
Join a club maybe?
Read?
Make music, draw, write? It can be therapeutic.
>>25456568
There is no point in living life unless you accept Jesus Christ as your saviour. I'm not even kidding. moved on from atheism to avoid thinking of suiciding 24/7, basically
>>25457212
People have the capacity to live happy lives without Christianity
You could experiment with being like nietzsche and try to actually enjoy all the suffering and try to crave suffering and search for more and more until you become a titanium-plated suffering-invincible ubermensch.
That's actually what I've tried to start doing.
>stay awake for as long as you can
>turn on car in garage
>put favourite song on headset
>sleep forever
If you really want to die bad just make it look like an accident.
It's what I'm doing.
>>25457443
how, walk in front of a truck?
>>25457519
That probably won't work.
Maybe go on a family trip to somewhere like the Grand Canyon and "accidentally" fall in.
Go on some train tracks and leave bottles of hard liquor next to where your body will be.
>>25457588
>leaving bottles along the track
How could that possibly be interpreted as an accident?
>>25457625
I just thought these up as rough ideas.
I think people are capable enough to make their own plan.
>>25457443
>It's what I'm doing.
>>25457673
>I think people are capable enough to make their own plan.
Sooo.. What's your plan?
>>25456568
To be laughed at and abused by the normies. That's literally the only reason we exist. shit sucks desu
>>25458148
Life sucks for them too desu.
They all peak and then look like this
