>very shitty childhood
>bullying, social anxiety, depression
>wallow in misery for a decade
>depression starts weening
My problem is that I'm lonely, and at the same time I don't want anyone. Being miserable turned my character to adjust to it, I don't trust people or really care, I have fallen way out of social norms and it doesn't bother me, girls like me but I can't care about women either, don't seek a relationship, don't seek anything but for the remaining feels to go away.
Even at the end of the rainbow it's fucking shit.
What the fuck, robots? There's no "bee ur self" line here, no advice to be more sympathetic. I'm emotionally fucked and so is who I am.
Stay miserable robots, at least you're true to yourself.
>i don't care
>shitposts about mediocre life
kek.
>>25435730
Quit being stupid.
Not caring about people doesn't mean I don't care about myself.
>>25435704
l know that feeI OP
>>25435704
You are allowed to be miserable. Why shouldn't you? Maybe you aren't even miserable, maybe you are just comfortable with living under conditions that most other people will consider dismal, depressing or even inconvenient.
Definitely don't worry about this, 'coz nowadays being a weirdo and accepting it is perfectly normal.
>>25435872
I'm not depressed, but I am miserable. Now I get joy from my passions and interests, am pursuing things in my life, but that doesn't keep my focus most of the time. I'm alone, a hhkv, still living with my parents, no sense of emotions other than feeling like shit.
I remember when I was naive, my first infatuation that broke me. No, I don't want to be a naive teen again, I want to be at least able to feel something. Feel fucking anything but this. It's boring in my head, it's cramped of useless thoughts and I go through them day after day just tormenting myself with my current state.
